Heat!

Hey peeps!

You can never guess where I am at the moment and who I’m with! All I can say is that it’s actually pretty great but it was a pretty scary way to get here. Let’s just say that I’ve been afraid for a few good hours and if you all know me you know that I’m scared of flying. Oh yes! I’m not in Sweden anymore! Can you guess where I am? I can say that it’s warmer then back home and there is a saying that everything is bigger here… hum… where am I? Oh that’s right!!! I’m in Dallas, Texas!! And I suppose you are wondering what the bloody hell I’m doing here well let me start from the beginning which was Sunday night.

Well on Sunday Jensen and I talked and he told me that he wanted to go home to Texas and I told him that he should do that and not care about Tove anymore, that he had to think about himself and his daughter. But then he asked if I could come with him because he didn’t want to go alone and I just couldn’t say no so I told him that I would go with him. We told Kristina and Johan and of course I went home and asked if I could talk to Zara and Nicky. We sat down in the living room and I said “Jensen wants to go to Texas and he wants me to go with him. I can’t leave him when he needs me so I couldn’t say no.”. At first they just looked at me and then Nicky said “Is it that bad between him and Tove?”. I nodded and Zara said “Well in that case of course you should go with him. He needs his friend.”. I can’t tell you how relieved I felt and I smiled and said “Thank you!”, she nodded and Nicky asked “How long will you be gone?”. I shrugged and said “I have no idea, as long as Jensen needs me I suppose. But just so you know… Tove doesn’t know and Jensen doesn’t want to tell her either so don’t tell her anything.”. Nicky said “Of course not. I won’t say a thing to her.”, I smiled as a thanks to him and said “I know, but Zara you can’t tell her either.”. She bit her lip and I walked over to her, crouched down and said “I know you don’t want to lie to her because she is your friend but please do it for me.”. She sighed and said “I don’t know if I can do that.”. I said “Okay tell you what. She will probably not ask you where Jensen and Dennie is at because how the hell should you know. So just don’t bring it up if you see her. Just talk about something else.”. She nodded and I looked at Nicky and said “You have to help her. If Tove for some reason ask where I am or Jensen is then just say that we went for a walk or that we are doing something else. Okay?”. He nodded and said “You can count on me.”. I smiled and said “I know Nicky, I can always count on you.”. He smiled and then I said “Well… I should go upstairs and pack some stuff… Our flight is leaving tonight.”. They nodded and I gave Nicky a hug and Zara a kiss and went upstairs to pack.

I took out the big bag from my wardrobe and began to pack my clothes and a few bikinis and some other stuff that you need when you are going to stay away for a while. when I had been packing for a while it knocked on the door downstairs so I went and opened it and there was Jensen with a big bag and Dennie on his arm. I gave him a soft smile and let him in, Zara and Nicky came over and both of them gave him a hug and Jensen said "I'm sorry that I'm stealing madde away from you.". Zara shook her head and said "If you need her then I'll let her go. I just hope everything will turn out good for you and Tove.". He nodded and thanked her as Kim yelled at Zara to come to her room so she left and Nicky said "Is it really that bad between you to?". Jensen looked sad and said "She isn't the woman i married... She's not herself, I hardly see her in a day.". Nicky nodded and I said "Come on Jensen, let's go upstairs, I'm not really done yet. Bring the bag up as well.". He nodded and the he looked at the bag and then at Dennie and I sighed and said "Fine I can take her...". He smiled and handed me her. She immediately began to crow and pull my hair and I saw that jensen was trying to hide his smile and I just turned around and went upstairs again with him behind me. When we got to mine and Zaras room I laid Dennie down on the bed and Jensen closed the door and then he said "Oh damn, I forgot to take my shoes and clothes off.". I said "It's okay, don't worry. I'm soon done anyway.", he nodded and sat down on the bed next to Dennie. I looked at him and his whole body language told me how upset he was. I slowly put down the knickers I was holding in the bag and walked over to him. He looked up at me as I stopped infront of him and I ran my fingers through his hair and said "Are you sure about this?". He looked down at Dennie and said "Like you said, I have to think about my daughter and myself for once.". I nodded and bent down and kissed his forehead. He gave me a soft smile and I went back to packing my bag. After a while we heard a knock on the door and then Toves voice say hey to Zara. I looked at Jensen and he just sighed and whispered "Of course she had to come here...". I nodded and whispered "Good thing you forgot to take your clothes off and all that then... I just hope Zara wont tell.". He looked at me startled and said "Will she?", I whispered "I don't think so. Nicky is there too so don't worry.". But he didn't look so reasured about what I said so I told him to wait there and then I walked down the stairs. Well you know what happened in the kitchen when I came down and that I asked Zara to come upstairs with me which was just because I knew that Tove would leave if Zara wouldn't be there because Nicky had done just what I asked and acted like a dick towards her so she wouldn't want to stay alone with him. So Zara and i went upstairs after saying goodbye to Tove and when we got to the bedroom we found Jensen standing by the window looking down on her. I ran over to him and pulled him away from the window and said "She can see you! You have to deside because I'm not leaving here just to come back tomorrow. You know it's a big deal for me to fly that far.". He looked sad but nodded and said "Let's go when you are ready.", I nodded and began to pack again while Jensen and Zara sat down and talked for a while. When i was finally done we had to go to the airport so we wouldn't miss our flight so we went downstairs and I began to get dressed and then Zara said "Nicky will take you.". I stopped and stared at her and said "What? you were suppose to.". I walked over to her and took her hands and she shook her head and said "I can't... It's easier for me like this.". I slowly nodded and stroke her cheek and then Nicky said "Jensen and I'll go and start the car. You come when you are ready.". Then we heard the door close and I pulled Zara close and held her tight. She buried her face in my neck and said "I'm going to miss you so much!". I gave her a passionated kiss and looked into her eyes and said "I know, I'm going to miss you too baby. I love you honey. take care of yourself.". She nodded and said "I love you too. Call me when you land.". I nodded and gave her a few more kisses and then I went out to the car and noticed that Nicky was in the driverseat. I opened the door and said "Can I please drive? Get my mind off things.". He nodded and got out and I took his place and waited for him to get in the car.

After just a short while we parked at the airport and Nicky helped us with the bags and when it was time to say goodbye nicky shook jensen hand and said "Be safe.". He nodded and then Nicky looked at me with his baby-blue eyes and I wrapped my arms around his neck and he held me close. He stroke my hair and said "You're going to be okay.". I nodded against his shoulder and said "Make sure Zara is okay back home.". He said he would and then he pressed his lips against my cheek and let them be there for a while and then he let go of me and said "Gonna miss you sweety.", he stroke my cheek and said softly "I love you.". I took his hand and said "I'm going to miss you too Nicky. Love you. Bye.". He nodded and I let go of his hand and followed Jensen through security. We had to wait a while to board our plane but when we finally got into the plane and sat down I looked at Jensen and said "When will we be able to buy alcohol?". He laughed softly and took my hand and said "You don't need it. Just stay calm.". I took a deep breath and said "How am I suppose to be able to stay calm?". He shrugged and then he poked around in my jacketpocket and fished up my Ipod and said "Listen to Westlife. Focus on their voices. From what I know Nicky can calm you whenever you are stressed and Shane seems to have that quality as well.". I gave him a greatful smile and said "Yeah... they are pretty great.". He nodded and held out the Ipod so I took it and plugged it in my ears and put it on. The first note I heard was Shanes amazing voice in the beginning of Flying without wings. I laughed at the irony and Jensen looked at me curiously and I gave him one of the earplugs and when he heard what song it was he laughed to and said "Well we are flying with wings.". I lauhed and said "Yeah thank God!". He laughed and then they started the plane and i grabbed Jensens hand and held onto it until we had taken off and were up in the air.

The flight was pretty good acctually, I suppose listening to Westlife, drinking some alcohol and talking to Jensen really helped. Anyway after a stopover in Chicago we finally landed in Dallas soooooo many hours after leaving Stockholm. It was so nice to finally feel the ground beneath my feet and it was so warm there. It was like, I don't know, maybe 15 degrees so I was happy and Dennie seemed to be happy to be on earth again as well. When we had gotten our bags and everything we quickly got ourselfs a cab and it drove us to Donna and Alan. In the cab I asked Jensen "What do you think they will say?". He shrugged and said "I think they will be happy but they are going to wonder where Tove is.". I nodded and said "Yeah well they like her... for some strange reason.". He looked at me a bit angry and said "Stop it.", I sighed and said "Fine, I wont go to her level. Btw, thank for standing up for me the other day when she called me a bitch and a whore.". He said "Of course, she has no right to say that to you.". I smiled and siad "You're so sweet Jensen.". He smiled and siad "Yeah I know.", I laughed and after a while the cab stopped outside a beautiful house and we got out, took our bags and Jensen paid the cabdriver. Jensen took a deep breath and we walked towards the door and knocked on it. I looked at him and I can swear he looked nervous so I put my bag down and slipped my hand into his and gave it a squeeze. He looked down at me and I gave him a soft smile and he smiled back and then suddenly the door opened and when Donna saw who it was she just shrieked and gave Jensen a big hug. Jensen just laughed and said "Hi mum." and she gave him a big kiss on the cheek and another hug and then she looked at me and said "And Madde!". I smiled and said "Hi Donna, good to see you again.". She smiled and gave me a hug and then she picked Dennie up from the carseat and said "Well come in you two!". We smiled and took our bags and walked in. We had barely put our bags on the floor before Donna yelled "Alan!!! Come and see who's here!". Jensen and I just laughed and then Alan turned up in the doorway to the livingroom. He looked just as shocked as Donna had and then he gave Jensen and me a big hug each and Jensen said "It's good to see you again dad. Is it okay if Madde and I take a little nap? None of us has been sleeping and it's like morning in Sweden now.". Donna said "Of course! come on. You're room is still your room.", we followed Donna to Jensens old room and I looked around on all the football, baseball, lacrosse and basketball posters and stuff on the walls and shelfs. I just smiled and shook my head and said "I can't believe you still have his room intact. I mean he is 32... don't you want to use this room to something else?". Jensen just gave me a wierd look and Donna laughed slightly and said "I know it's silly. We have talked about it but as soon as we say anything about such a thing we get that look from Jensen.". I laughed and then I said "ehm.. where should I sleep?", Jensen looked at me carefully and said "Why not here with me? I mean you are here for me so.". I looked at the bed and it was a single bed but I said "Yeah I am, okay then. Don't take so much room.". He smiled and Donna said "I'll take Dennie with me downstairs and I'll wake you up when it's dinne time okay?". Jensen said thanks and kissed her cheek and Donna left and closed the door behind her. I sat down on the bed and said "Are you okay?", he was just about to take his shirt off as he said "Yeah.. it was nice to see mum and dad and right now I'm just so tired so I don't really care about anything.". I nodded and said "I know the feeling. Let's get some sleep.". jensen nodded and got out of his clothes until he just had his underwear on and then he began to make the bed because it didn't have any bed linnens. I changed into a clean top and helped him out with the cover linnen. Then we laid down on the bed and I have to say that it's like the tiniest bed ever! I like had to lie ontop of Jensen which felt kind of wierd. I haven't slept on a man in a pretty long time but I was so tired that I didn't really care about the change, I just fell asleep at once.

It felt like we had just fallen asleep when we woke up by a knock on the door and Donna said through the door "It's dinner in 15 minutes! Time to wake up!". I made a displeased sound and buried my face in Jensens chest and he sighed and whispered "We should get up... I suppsoe I have some things that I have to explain to mum and dad.". I sighed and held my body up on my elbow and looked at him and he looked so down. I shook my head in pity and stroke his chest and said "It's going to be okay Jensen. They will understand and if they don't then I will talk to them.". He gave me thankful smile and said "Thank you. But I think they will understand.". I nodded and got out of bed and yawned widely. Jensen laughed and said "That sleep didn't help so much did it?". I shook my head and said "No I'm dead tired. I think it just made everything worse." Then I realzied that I had forgotten to call Zara so I quickly picked up my phone and rang her and she picked up so quickly and said "Finally! Shouldn't you have landed like three hours ago?!". I laughed and siad "Hi baby! I miss you too.", she said "Answer my question!". I sighed and said "Well we wanted to get some sleep first so we did and now I have to go soon because we are going to eat dinner.". She was just about to say something when I heard a noice and then Nicky said "Hey Madde! are you there now? Zara is driving everyone of us mad over here.". I laughed and said "Hey Nicky, yeah I am. We just woke up after a three hour sleep. I'm sorry, I should have called sooner. Hand her back the phone.". He sighed and did as I asked and Zara said "How did the flight go?". I said "It was okay... to long and dull but good.". She said "That's good. When will you come home?". I smiled and said "I don't know honey, but not yet! I didn't fly this far just to go home at once.". She sighed and said "Okay, I understand.". I smiled and said "Good. I ahve to go now baby. I love you. give everyone at home a big hug from me and jensen. Bye!". She said that she would and that she missed and loved me and then we hung up and Jensen and I got dressed and went downstairs just to find Alan and Donna in the kitchen with Dennie. We sat down and began to eat and both Jensen and I were so hungry so we ate for like four people and Donna laughed and said "I think I'm going to have to make more food. You eat more then Tove does Madde.". I laughed and said "Anyone eats more then she does." and I felt Jensen eyes on me at once. I carefully looked at him and mimed "Sorry.", he shook his head and then Alan said "Speaking of Tove... where is she?". Jensen looked sad at once and I squeezed his hand under the table and donna said "i talked to her just the other day, she seemed fine, she is fine right?". Jensen looked at me like he wanted me to begin and I said "Yeah she is fine... It's just... she is not her self and... " I turned to Jensen and said "I'm sorry, you have to tell them.". Donna looked worried and said "Tell us what? Jensen?". He took a deep breath and began telling them what we were doing there weithout Tove. I helped him out the best I could and when we were done explaining Donna gave Jensen a big hug and said that everything was going to be okay and then she gave me a hug and said "Thank you for being here and flying this far away from you loved once to help our son. You are a good woman and friend Madde.". I smiled and said "He would have done the same for me.". Jensen nodded and then the door opened and Simon ran in yelling "grandma grandma!". When he saw Jensen and me he just stopped and stared with his mouth open and then he yelled "Uncle Jensen!" and ran over to him and gave him a hug. We all just laughed and then we heard Josh in the hallway saying "What's all this fuss about?". Then he walked in too with Michelle and looked just like his son when he saw us. I just laughed and said "Hey guys. Josh close your mouth so that birds wont fly in.". He did as I sadi and they both came over and gave us a hug and wanted to know what we were doing there so of course we had to explain to them as well and their reaction was the same as Donna and Alans.

Anyway I don't think I have to explain so much further on what happened yesterday so why not go into what happened today. When I woke up after sleeping for what felt like forever I noticed that I was sleeping on Jensens chest. I looked up at him and saw that he was already awake. I gave him a smile and he said "Good morning.". I said "Morning... how long have you been awake? You should have woken me up.". He just said "Nah I just woke up but you looked so peaceful so I didn't want to wake you.". I smiled and then Dennie started to scream and I just felt how her voice just cut into my soul and tried to rip it out of my body!! I muttered "For crying out loud! Shut that baby up!". Jensen said "Madde, please...", I looked at him and he looked hurt and sad and I said "I'm sorry. I'm just not used to it and I don't like babies.". He said "I know, it's okay. Let me get up so I can get her.". I nodded and lifted myself up so he could get up and then I laid down on the bed and watched him pick Dennie up. He looked so cute and happy when he held her and I felt a smile form on my face. He looked at me and smiled when he saw that I was smiling and said "What are you smiling at?". I said "Nothing, you just look so happy when you hold her. Like nothing is bothering you.". He looked at Dennie and continued smiling and then he walked over to the bed and sat down. I sat up and put my chin on his shoulder and looked at Dennie who had stopped screaming and just looked up at us with big blue eyes and I said "She's grown.". He nodded and said "Yeah she has. isn't she beautiful?". I said "She doesn't look so much like an ailien anymore anyway.". He laughed and said "Thanks Madde.", I smiled and stroke his arm and said "How are you doing today?". He said "I don't know. right now, I'm okay but if I start thinking about Tove then I'm not okay anymore.". I nodded and kissed his cheek and said "Everything is going to be okay. Trust me.". He smiled and said "Yeah when are you ever wrong.". I smiled and said "Exactly! You should always listen to me.". He laughed and siad "Yeah I know. Let's get dressed and get some breakfast in our stomachs. I have to show you Dallas later.". I nodded and Jensen put Dennie down on the bed and we both began to get dressed and then we walked downstairs and into a kitchen that smelled of coffee and ham. I smiled and said goodmorning to Alan and Donna and poured myself and Jensen a cuppa each. Donna asked if we had hada good nights sleep and Jensen said "Yes! God, I was so tired so it was really nice to get some sleep. Still a bit jet lagged though but what are you going to do.". She smiled and I said "Yeah it was really nice to finally sleep but I don't think I ever will get used to Dennie screaming in the morning.". Jensen laughed and Donna said "You get used to it, I promise.". I shook my head and Jensen said "She usually never screams... maybe she misses Tove and she is not home so she might not feel so safe.". I nodded and felt the anger build up in me as he looked so sad when he thought about that bitch! I was just about to say something when my phone rang and I picked it up and Jared said "Hey! I suppose you guys are in Dallas now?". I smiled and said "Hey Jared! Yeah we are. We just woke up actually. What are you up to then?". Jensen smiled when he heard that it was Jared and asked if he could talk to him later. I nodded and left the table so I could talk to Jared alone and he said "Just ate dinner so now I was thinking of going out running.". I said "You work out to much handsome.". He laughed and said "Whatever. But hey... When I was out running yesterday I saw Tove with some bloke... Any idea who it was? I didn't recognize him.". I clenched my fist around the phone and heard a crack so I stopped because I didn't want to have to buy a new phone again and I said "That bitch! No I ahve no idea who it is but I bet it's her new sweetheart!". I looked up and saw Jensen stand in the doorway and i could just tell that his heart broke in a million pieces. I cursed and said to Jared "I'll call you back later." and hung up. I looked at Jensen and he said "Who's new sweetheart?". I shook my head and walked over to him and said "Jensen... nothing is for sure... I don't know anything.". He nodded and said "What did he say?", I bit my lower lip and really didn't want to tell him but I'm not lying to him so I said "He said that he had seen Tove with another bloke...". He nodded and said "Maybe a friend...", I nodded and took his hand and squeezed it and said "Yeah hopefully.". But I know that it isn't a friend... I just can't believe she would do this to Jensen! She isa bitch and I really hope that Jensen will see that and get a divorce because he deserves to much better and so does Dennie, a better mother. I don't care if Tove get's angry that I call her a bad mother because that is what she is and I'm never going to change my mind about that now. I know I'm not mother material and that I don't even want a baby but I know mothers and she is not behaving lika mum... she is behaving like a whore and the fact that it hurts Jensen is really pissing me off!I've told her time and time again that I'm not going to take it if she hurts him again and here is the final line! I'm going to make sure that she will never be able to hurt him again.

Anyway after talking to Jared we went back to the table and ate our breakfast in silence and then Alan said "So what are you going to do today?". Jensen smiled and said "Well I have to show Madde Dallas of course.". I smiled back at him and said "That sounds great!", he smiled and then he said "Hey, have you seen daddys car?". I looked first at Jensen and then alan and then Jensen again and all three of them just started to laugh and I said "What car?". Jensen shook his head and gave Dennie to Donna and said "Follow me.". i quickly got up and followed Jensen to the garage and saw a beautiful Pontiac. I smiled and walked over to the black car and said "It's beautiful.". Jensen said "Yeah.. Learned how to drive in that old thing.". i stared at him and said "You dad let you drive this?! When you didn't even know how to drive!?". He laughed and nodded and i said "That man is mad.". Then i heard Alans voice behind me say "Thanks Madde.", I just gave him a look and siad "Well it's true. It's an amazing car.". He smiled and said "thanks. Do you want to take her out for a spin?". I smiled and said "For real!? Yes!", Jensen and Alan just laughed and Alan gave me the key and I sat down in the driverseat and Jensen took place next to me and Alan said "Don't drive to fast and be careful with the forth gear, she's a bit sensitive.". I nodded and started the car who let out a raor as she came to life. I just smiled and both me and Jensen waved goodbye to Alan and I drove out of the garage and out on the street. I said "So where should I go? You have to guide me.". Jensen just sadi "well drive into town, follow this road and I'll tell you when to turn.". I followed his directions and we laughed alot and talked and I could feel that he was starting to loosen up and I was hoping he would stay happy all day because I want that man happy. anyway after about 30 minutes we parked the car on the street and got out and Jensen said "Welcome to Dallas, the capital of Texas!". I smiled and looked around and saw a pretty large man with chaps, cowboy boots and a cowboy hat which just made me smile and shake my head becuase it was just so much as you think texas would be and then a long, brunette girl with a short skirt and a grey top walked by and the man totally checked her out. I just mabe a disgusted face nad Jensen laughed and said "And yeah men are behaving the same here.". I shook my head and laughed and Jensen said "come on, let's go.", he held out his arm and I hooked mine with his and we walked down the road and he told me about some of the places and we stopped at some stores and looked at clothes and while we were there and i tried a top on Jensen said "I ahve to say that it's kind of fun shopping with you.". I smiled and said "You too. I hate shopping with women, it's so boring.". Jensen laughed and said "But you're a woman.", I shurgged and said "Yeah but I hate shopping, at least when it takes a whole day to find something to wear.". he just nodded and said "I agree, it's so dull!", once again I hooked my arm in his and said "Let's get out of here. I'm starting to get hungry.". All of the sudden he seemed really excited and said "Me too! And I know exacly where we are going to go!". I just followed him and before I knew it we were standing infront of a grill and he said "This is Rudy's BBQ, the best grill in Dallas and some day we have to go to Amarillo and Big Texan because they have huge steaks!". I laughed and we went inside and I ordered a Turkey sandwich and Jensen took Chopped beef and potato sallad. I ahve to say that it was the best turkey sandwich I have ever tasted and the BBQ sause that was on it was just insane! I tasted a piece from Jensen as well and it was really really good. Jensen looked at me as we ate and asked "Good eh?!". I nodded and said "It's amazing! I love it!", he smiled and said "Yeah, Jared and I often go here when we are in Dallas. It's like a must have. There is another must have that you must try and that is Whataburger! It's amazing! the best!". I smiled and said "Sounds good! But what are we going to to after lunch now then?". He shrugged and said "I don't know... what do you want to do?". I just said "i don't know. This is first time in Dallas, you tell me.". He thought for a while and then I said "You can show me where you went to school.". He said "Okay if you want to.". I nodded and siad "Mayeb you should drive then..", he looked at me shocked and said "What? Did you just offer me to drive?". I laughed and said "You look like Sam when Dean offers him to drive!". Jensen laughed and said "You watch to much Supernatural!", I took the last bite of my sandwich and said "It's not possible to watch to much Supernatural.". He laughed and we paid the bill and left full and happy.

It felt really strange to sit in the passenger seat but if we wanted to find our way to the school it was better to let Jensen drive. I just smiled when I looked at Jensen as he was driving because he looks so good behind the wheel of the pontiac. He must have noticed that I was looking at him because he looked at me and smiled back and said "What?". I shook my head and said "Nothing, it suits you to drive this car.". He smiled even bigger and said "Thanks. You know, when I was taking my licens dad actually promised me this car becuase I love it but I know how much it means to him so I haven't acutally reminded him about it.". I said "Really? so this is really your car?". He nodded and siad "But I don't need it and it's daddys darling.". I smiled and said "you are a good son and your dad is a very bright man.". He laughed and said "You just think that because he loves his car just like you do.". I said "Yeah of course!", he laughed again and turned right and parked on a big parking lot infront of a big house that must have been his old school. We got out of the car and Jensen put on a baseball cap and pulled it down so that he wouldn't show his face so much and then we walked into the school. He said "This is my high school, god it feels strange to be back here.". I smiled and said "I can understand that. I haven't been to my old school since I got out of there.". He laughed and grabbed my hand and dragged me to the left and said "This way!", I got pretty shocked and bumped into him so that he bumped into the wall and hit his hip. He let out a "aow!" and began to rubb his hip. I stopped and said "I'm sorry!", he just laughed slightly and siad "It's okay, I hit my hip on the nail sticking out.". I lifted his t-shirt up and was going to look and he looked at me and said "What are you doing?". I looked into his eyes and said "Ehm, check so that you're not bleeding?". He just laughed and I pulled down his jeans on the side and boxers and saw a red spot where the nail had hit him. I rubbed my finger over it and Jensen gasped in pain and I said "Does it hurt?". He nodded and I stood back up and he pulled his t-shirt down and I said "Sorry.". He shook his head and said "Not your fault.", I said "Well that's true...". He just laughed and hit my arm playfully, I smiled and then we continued to walk the way Jensen wanted. it didn't take long 'till we were standing infront of a door where it said "Teachers' common room". I looked at Jensen as he knocked on the door and said "Does any of your old teachers work here still?". He nodded and then the door opened and a man said "Yes?". Jensen smiled and said "Hi I'm looking for mrs. Bennett.". He nodded and said "She is in class, room 103.". We thanked the man and walked through the corridores and stopped infront of room 103 and Jensen knocked on the door. It didn't take long untill the door opened and a lady in her fifties looked at Jensen and me. She got a smile on her face and said "Oh my god, little Jensen.". Jensen smiled and gave her a hug and pointed at me and said "This is Madde, Madde this is my old english teacher Sarah bennett.". We shook hands and Sarah said "Very nice to meet you. Can you guys just give me ten more minutes and then come back becuase there is just ten minutes left on my class.". We told her of course and she went back to her class and Jensen and I waited for a few minutes. After about ten minutes a whole bunch of kids went out of the classroom and Jensen and I entered. Sarah was sitting behind the desk and Jensen and I sat down on a desk infront of her and Sarah said "So you are back in Texas now?". Jensen laughed and said "Yes I am. Finally.". She nodded and nodded towards me and said "You seem to have gotten a pretty good life.". I think I felt as confused as Jensen looked and then Jensen understood and said "Oh! No, Madde is just a friend.". She looked embarrassed and I said "Yeah we are just friends.", she said "I'm sorry, I just assumed...". Jensen nodded, smiled and said "It's okay.". She smiled an apologizing smile and said "But you do have a good life right?". Jensen looked down and I stepped in and said "Yeah he is. He has a great job and good friends, an amazing daughter...". She looked at Jensen and said "You have a daughter?!", he smiled and nodded and said "I do, yeah. She's soon 3 months.". She said "Aw she most be adorable!". He smiled and I could tell that he had relaxed a bit and said "Yeah she is, absolutley beautiful.". I smiled and Sarah said "I can understand that. What about the mom.. where is she?". At once Jensen shrunk and looked down and I took his hand and Sarah said "Oh my god, I'm sorry. It's not my place, I understand.". I felt really bad for her becuase she felt so bad for bringing Tove up and I said "It's okay...It's a bit of a downhill in their marrige.". She nodded and siad "I'm sorry Jensen.". He shook it off and looked at her and siad "It's okay. I'm okay.". I squeezed his hand and asked in swedish "Are you sure?". He gave me a soft smile and said "Yeah, thanks.". I nodded and then Jensen turned back to Sarah and said "We really should be going. It was really nice to see you again.". He got up and gave his old teacher a hug and she said "You too and take care of yourself Jensen. You seem to have a good friend here, I'm sure she can help.". He smiled and looked at me and said "Yeah she is brilliant. Don't know what I would do without her.". My cheeks got all red and I hit his arm and said "Don't make me blush!". He smiled and we said goodbye to Sarah and went out to the car and drove back home.

When we came home it was almost dinner time but Jensen wanted to take a shower before it so I decided to blog and tell you about what is going on and all that. But now Jensen is done and getting dressed so now we are soon going downstairs and eat a nice meal with Donna and Alan.

Tomorrow the bitch will blog and she will probobly be pretty angry that Jensen is here, especially with me. But I don't give a shit.

Take care
Love
Madde