Christmas!

Heya!

Well Merry Christmas everyone!! hahah I can't believe it's christmas already! Even though this year has been hell it has gone by really really fast which is nuts. But anyway, we are sorry that we haven't blogged anything in a few days now but we have had so much to do. The flight back home was horrible but I guess that is just my opinion :P And when we got home I gave Tove and Jensen their third present which was this.. http://i586.photobucket.com/albums/ss304/carry_love/jgsklg.jpg . Jensen totally loved it and hugged me a thousand times and Tove was also kind of happy about it but didn't really care so much. I would have died if I had gotten it.. okay maybe not but I would have loved it anyway :P

Anyway let's talk about today, chirstmas eve! An amazing day of the year :D

When I woke up this morning I had Jareds arms around my body and I just smiled and cuddled closer which coused him to wake up. He slowly moved and I looked at him while he slowly opened his eyes and smiled when he saw me. I smiled back and he stroke my cheek and said "What an amazing Christmas morning.". I kissed him and said "I know, it can't start in a better way.". He kissed me again and then I rested my head on his chest again and he stroke my arm over and over. All of the sudden while we were lying there cuddeling someone knocked on the door and I sighed and said "Come in.". The door slowly opened and Simon and My walked in. They walked over to the bed and Jared said "So what do you two monsters want then?". Simon smiled and said "Merry Christmas! Madde... Can't we take a ride in your lambo?". I smiled and said "Merry Christmas to you too... Sure we can! I just have to change into winter tires and then we can go for a ride.". He smiled and said "When!!?" I laughed and said "Give me maybe three hours okay?". He nodded and then he took Mys hand and ran off. I looked at Jared who smiled and i pressed my lips against his and then I got out of bed and put some clothes on and walked downstairs. Jared came after a few minutes and he smelled wonderful becuase of the shower he had just taken. I had already joined Tove, Jensen, Dennie, Johan, Krisen, Donna and Alan around the table and then Jared sat down too. All of the sudden Jensen said "So you happy today Madde? Christmas at last.". I smiled and nodded and said "Yepp! Christmas presents all around!" everyone laughed and all of the sudden the door opened and Zara and Nicky walked in and said "Merry Christmas everyone!". I smiled and got up and walked over to Zara and gave her a hug. She hugged me back and whispered "Merry Christmas babe." I smiled and said "merry Christmas.". Then I looked at Nicky who just gave me a soft smile and I wrapped my arms around his neck too and he laughed and said "i didn't think I would get one.". I smiled and hit his arm and said "Why wouldn't you? Merry Christmas handsome.". He smiled and said "Merry Christmas hun.". I went back to my seat and Nicky and Zara joined us around the table and then Simon came running and said "Madde! Are you done soon!?". I laughed and said "I said three hours Simon, not one hour.". He sighed and ran off again and I turned to Nicky and said "Can you please help me change tires on the Lambo?". He smiled and said "Sure thing. So you trust me with that?". I said "I know that you know what will happen if anything happens to my baby and I know you love that car like your own.". He stopped smiling and said "Yeah I know." Jared laughed and said "Watch out Nicky, don't to anything stupid because then she'll kill you.". Nicky looked at me scared and said "I know.." I laughed and then Alan said "Just be careful when you drive with Simon okay?". I looked at him and said "I'm always careful, it's the other drivers who aren't, they shouldn't be alowed to call themself drivers...". Jensen laughed and said "Yeah becuase no one drives as good as you.". i said "Exacly! learn how to drive and then you can call yourself a driver.". He shook his head but smiled and Zara said "So you are taking a kid out for a ride?". I heard how that sounded, me in my baby with a kid!! I said "Your right! i shouldn't!". Then Tove said "Yes you should! You promised him!" I sighed and said "Fine...". When I was done with breakfast I went up to my room and changed clothes to something I could work in and then I headed downstairs again and took Nicky with me into the garage and I went and got the jack and everything and then we started to work. It was really great to work on the car again and I'v really missed my baby. While I was carefully placing the jack under the car Nicky smiled and said "Have you missed your baby?". I smiled, looked at him and nodded and said "So much. It's so good to be home again.". He smiled and crouched down next to me and said "Yeah it is..", I wrinkled my eyeborws and said "Is everything okay Nicky?". He licked his lips toughfully and looked at me and said "I don't know... It feels like Zara is hiding something from me... and you're the same...". He was looking at me with his piercing blue eyes and I felt guilty and looked down at the jack and started to work again. But of course he could see that I was hideing something so he stroke my back and said "What's going on Madde?". I looked at him and said "It's... Nothing.". He raised his eyebrows and said "And since when were you able to lie to me?". I sighed and said "I can't tell you, I'm sorry... You'll find out sooner or later.". He nodded thoughfully and I turned back to the Jack and continued working.

When I only had one tire left I said "So when are you and Zara going home to change clothes then?". He laughed and said "Soon probobly, we need some time to do it.". I smiled and nodded and Nciky said "Why are you smileing?". I shurgged and thought about how beautiful Zara would look tonight, wondering what she was going to wear and what I should wear. When I finally finished with the tires Nicky and I walked back inside and found everyone in the livingroom. I threw a quick look on Zara who smiled and I smiled back and then I turned to Simon and said "Ready to go sporty?". He jumped out of the sofa and ran into the garage and I yelled "Don't touch anything! I'll be right there!". He yelled back "okay! hurry!", everyone just laughed at him eagerness and then Nicky said "Well Zara maybe we should head home anc change clothes.", she nodded and said "Yeah we should.". She got up and walked over to us and nicky said goodbye and started walking towards the door and when Zara passed me she looked into my eyes and gently touched my arm. I smiled softly and said "See you later.". She nodded and followed Nicky out the door and then I sighed and said "Well now I'm going for drive! I'll be back in like a half an hour to an hour.". They nodded and Tove said "Be careful!" and Krisen said "Don't speed!". I sighed and then joshua said "Please." I said "I won't! I'm always careful and I don't speed... He'll come home safe and sound I promise.". They nodded slowly and I went back to the garage where Simon was standing admireing the Lamborghini. I smiled and opened the door for him and said "jump in, don't touch anything.". He did as I said and I helped him with the seatbelt and then I sat down behind the wheel and it felt soooo good!! I just smiled and slowly stroke it and siad "Hey baby, I'm finally home and we can go for a drive.". I started it and it rawed as a hello and I just smiled and looked at Simon and said "Pretty cool huh?". He was just sitting there with his mouth wide open adn nodded and I slowly drove out of the garage and out on the street. It was so amazing to finally drive my baby again and Simon had a blast which I'm happy for, he is a nice kid actually. I have actually decided to give my baby a well earned christmas present, I'm going to wash it, wax it and polish every centimeter of it.

Anyway when we got home again simon said "Can't we go for another drive?!". I laughed and said "not today, it's christmas and we have to get ready. But another day, I promise.". He smiled and hugged me and said "thank you." I smiled and said "No problem.". He smiled and ran off, I suppose he was going to tell his dad all about it! I walked into the kitchen where a very handsome man was cooking and it smelt amazing. I walked over to Johan and said "What are you doing?". He smiled and said "chipolata sausage and meatballs and I have some nice and tasty ribs in the oven.". I smiled and said "It smells amazing!" he smiled and said "thnak you, i hope it will taste the same.". I smiled and kissed his cheek and said "It will, Merry Christmas Johan.". He smiled and said "Merry Christmas Madde. Are you going upstairs?" i nodded and said "I have to change before Donald Duck!". He smiled and said "alright, well can you send Jared down to help me out and set the table?". I nodded and said "Sure thing." he thanked me and then I ran usptairs and found Jared in his and my room. He was standing in a pair of black suit pants and without a shirt on. I smiled and just looked at him and enjoyed the sight and he smiled and said "Hello car-freak.". I laughed and walked over to him and gave him a kiss and said "You smell amazing!!" He smiled and kissed me again and said "thnak you. So should I wear a tie, a bowtie or nothing?". I tought for a while and said "nothing." he smiled and said "Good. So what are you going to wear?". I smiled and said "You'll see. Hopefully you'll like it." he pulled me closer to his amazing body and said "I bet I'll like it". Then he gave me a passionated kiss and said "I love you.". I smiled and said "I love you too but now you have to go downstairs and help johan out in the kitchen so hurry with the shirt and run.". He laughed and kissed me again and quickly put on his shirt and walked downstairs. I smiled and walked into the bathroom and took a shower and then I walked into my wardrobe and changed into one of my favorite black and red dresses. I don't wear it very often because it's a evening gown and I don't usually wear evening gowns but it's really beautiful. When I was trying to zip it someone knocked on the door and i said "Who is it?" and I heard Majas voice say "It's me, Maja.". I said "come on in." which she did and she looked really beautiful in a nice purple dress and she said "WOW!" and stared at me. I smiled and said "How do i look?" she smiled and said "You look beautiful!". I smiled and said "Do you think you can help me with the zipper?". She nodded and walked over to me and helped me out and I said "thank you, so what's up?". At once she got shy and said "Tove told me to come and ask you if you had a necklace I could borrow for chirstmas...". I smiled and put a hand on her shoulder and said "Of course I do, come on. Let's see.". She smiled slightly and followed me into the wardrobe where I have all my jewlry and I picked out a simple but beautiful necklace and said "You can take this if you want.". She looked at it and said "Are you sure? it's beautiful." I smiled and walked behind her and put it on and said "It looks beautiful on you, I want you to have it. I never wear it anyway and it's to gorgeous to just lie in a box all the time.". She turned around and said "no I can't take it.", i placed my hands on her shoulders and crouched down and siad "Maja, you are a part of this family now and you're my sister and I love you. I want you to have it. please.". She took the necklace between her fingertips and said "Thnak you." I smiled and gave her a hug and said "You're welcome.". She smiled and then I said "Now.. I have to find myself a pair of shoes and some jewlry.". She smiled and said "I'll leave you to it." I nodded and she left the room and I turned to the shoes and tried to figure out which once to wear. I finally sattled for a simple pair of black pumps and then I put on a pair of earings, the Claddagh sing I got from Nicky and a nice necklace and then I looked myself in the mirror and tried to see if I could look like that or not. I felt very satisfied with the result and I started to walk downstairs and met Tim in the hallway. He was wearing a black suit and a dark red tie and looked very handsome and when he saw me his jaw dropped and he just stared. I smiled and said "Hello handsome!" he said "Ehm... Wow! You look amazing.". I smiled and gave him a hug and said "thank you." then I left him in the hallway and I walked into the kitchen where Johan, Jared and Krisen was and Jared got the same reaction as Tim did. I smiled and he walked over to me and said "You look insanely amazing!". I smiled and kissed him and said "So how long till dinner?". Johan laughed and said "Well we aren't eating until 6 so you'll just have to wait about 3.5 hours.". I sighed and gave jared another kiss and went into the livingroom where everyone else was and they looked wonderful. Sara and Niklas had gotten there too and Niklas just smiled, got up and gave me a hug and said "Merry Christmas little sis. I love you.". I smiled and said "Merry Christmas, I love you too.", then he turned to everyone else and said "This is my little sister, my beautiful little sister.". He gave me a kiss on the cheek and I just smiled and then we walked over to the sofa and joined the others. After alittle while Tove and Jensen came walking down the stairs and they looked great and I gave Tove a hug and said "I love you honey, you look beautiful.". She smiled and said "I love you too, you look amazing Madde.", I smiled and then I heard the front door open and Nicky say "Merry Christmas!!". I smiled and looked at Tove who just smiled and said "Go.". I smiled and walked into the hallway and saw first Nicky and Emma and Kim. Nicky just looked at me and then I gave him a hug and said "Merry Christmas Nicky.". He smiled and looked at me and said "Yeah, merry christmas. Wow... you look amazing.". I smiled and said merry christmas to emma and kim too and then I said "Where is Zara?". Nicky said "On her way... she had to help David with something.", I nodded and followed Nicky, emma and kim to the livingroom and they joined the rest of the family at once. But after just a few minutes the door opened again and before I knew it David ran into the livingroom and joined the family and I quickly made my way out to the hallway where an amazing looking woman was changing shoes. I smiled while I watched her and when she stood up again and saw me she just smiled and I walked over to her and stroke a lock of hair away from her face and said "Hello angel.". She smiled and said "Who is the angel here? you look... there aren't words.". I smiled and looked around and then gently gave her a kiss and she kissed back. When we broke from the kiss she said "Merry Christmas." I smiled and said "Merry christmas.". Then we walked into the livingroom where someone had started to tv because it was soon Donald Duck.

Of course the grown ups has already seen Donald duck and his friends celbrate christmas before so we were talking and laughing and drinking mulled wine. The kids got really annoyed and soon Emma took My, Kim, David and Simon with her upstairs to one of the televisions there. After a while I desided to go and get more mulled wine and when I came back I poured some into everyones cups and last Zara who was standing in the middle of the room. She smiled and then I placed the kettle on the table and looked above Zaras head. She looked at what I was looking at and smiled when she saw the mistletoe. I raised my eyebrows as a question if we should kiss and she just smiled slightly and moved alittle closer to me. I tilted my head slightly and placed my one hand on her hip and the other behind her neck and she placed her hands on my hips. I slowly leaned in and then we pressed our lips against each others and it was avery soft but loving kiss and it just felt so right. When we let go from the kiss I just smiled and looked at her and she leaned in for another soft kiss and I kissed her back and then she just smiled. But then we noticed that everyone had stopped talking so I slowly turned around and we saw everyone was staring at us with huge eyes and open mouths. I looked at zara and she just gave me a look and then I looked at Tove and she just smiled a pleased smile. I laughed and said "Atleast someone is happy.". Everyone turned their heads and looked at tove and then back at zara and me and I said "What's wrong?". I saw how Nicky was struggleing to find words and then he said "What's going on?". I said "Well... You know what you said in the garage earlier today... this is it.". His eyes got even bigger and Jared said "What do you mean? Are together?!" I shook my head and Krisen said "This is just another prank isn't it?". I shook my head and so did Tove and zara and for some reason Jensen. Then he said "They aren't kidding us... They just kissed right infront of us.". Jared said "Yeah but they kissed a lot of times before too." Jensen shook his head and said "Not like that... They are not kidding.". I said "No we aren't kidding you. I really like Zara in more then a friend way.". And then zara took my hand and said "And I like Madde in more then a friend way.". I smiled and looked at her and she just smiled back and then we looked at the others and they were still just staring at us and I said "Guys.. come on. We don't know what is going on yet... Everything is so complecated right now but we really like each other and we would like it if you guys were fine with it.". Then Jared and Nicky flew up and got behind us and put their hands on our shoulders and Jared said "We are totally fine with it.". I felt really confused and then nicky said "Yeah totally! So you guys can kiss and do whatever you want... like now...". I turned around and looked at him and jared and zara did the same and she siad "So you guys just want to watch?". The guys looked at each other like we were crazy and said "Noo!!...". I sighed and said "You suck at lying... the both of you. You'll never see us do anything.. okay maybe a kiss.". They smiled and Zara and I just sighed and took Jared and Nickys seats so they had to stand.

When we had talked about me and zara for a while longer we started to talk about who was going to be Santa this year and finally we desided that Johan was going to have the honour. But unfortunally I'm not going to blog anything more now because now it's dinner and then we are just going to open presents and enjoy each others company. Well have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!!!

Take care
Love
Madde