Me like!

Heya!

Well today hasn't been so eventful eventhough you would think so but no... I've had a bad hangover and haven't really felt like doing much if you know what i mean. When you have a hangover you just want to lay home in your bed all day and die away from all sounds and smells and everything like that that can make your head explode. But I've done some things today so let me tell you about that.

First I want to say thank you to my three best friends, Tove - My sister, my heart and my soul, Zara - My friend/enemy/friend again and Sara - My soulmate in so many ways and not in so many other ways :P You girls are the best and I love you soooo much and yesterday was just the best night in a long time! :D

Anyway this morning though was not the best morning ever because my head was acheing so bad and my whole body felt so heavy and tired that I just wanted to stay in bed forever. It even took me a while to realize that I was totally alone in bed, I sighed and closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep again but of course that was impossible. Then I heard laughter in the hallway which came closer to my door and then I heard Jared say "Ssh! She's probobly got a bad hangover.". I sighed and the door slowly opened and Jared peeked in. When he saw that I was awake he walked in with a smile on his face and he said "How are you feeling?". I grunted and pulled the cover over my face and I felt that he sat down on the bed and slowly removed the cover form my face and said "I have someone here I want you to meet baby.". I sighed and Jared said "Misha!" and then Misha walked through the door with a smile on his face and said "Hey you! How are you." i said "Hey... I'm horrible, you?". Both Jared and misha laughed and I hit Jareds arm becuase of it and misha said "Sorry, I'mm good thank you.". I nodded and then Jared said "Come on, let's go downstairs and get you some coffee and an aspirin.". I nodded and sat up and he just smiled and brushed a lock of hair away from my face and said "Bet you had a pretty good night?". I smiled and said "Ohyeah! Look what Tove gave us!" then I got up from the bed and walked over to my wardrobe and got the shake weight and Jared and misha was laughing so hard and Jared said "Isn't that the thing that Ellen use to ahve on her show?". I nodded and shook it and Misha laughed and said "Do you feel it working?". I laughed and said "No, if I'm going to feel anything from this I'm going to have to stand like this for hours.". misha laughed so hard and Jared too and then I put it away again and put on some clothes and said "Now let's go.". They nodded and Jared took my hand and pulled me closer and kissed me and said "Good morning honey.". I smiled and said "Good morning babe. I missed you last night.". He kissed my forehead and smiled and said "I missed you too.". then we walked downstairs and I sat down at the table with Jensen, Tove, Maja and Josh and Josh said "Ruff night Madde?". I shook my head and said "Nopp, ruff morning.". Then suddenly the front door opened and in walks a ghost and a very goodlooking man. I smiled and Zara waved at me and sat down next to me and put her head in the table and nicky smiled and gave me a hug and said "I see you and zara had the same amount of fun last night.". I smiled and nodded nad Jared said "Zara you want some coffee and an apsirin too?". She said "Yes please!" and then he walked over to us with two cups of coffee and two aspirins that we took and then drank the coffee. After a while I remember that I had forgotten something and said "Josh, Misha this is Nicky and Zara... Guys this is Josh - Jensen brother and Misha... actor.". Misha laughed and they said hello to each other and then nicky said "So have you noticed that it's snow outside?". I looked at him and then out the window and said "Jared! why haven't you said anythign!". Everyone laughed nad he said "Because you were a zombie!". I said "I was that just minute ago too but then nicky mentioned snow and now I'm alive! We can play all day!". Jensne shook his head and said "unfortunally we can't... you and Tove are going to Majas school and then we all have to pack our stuff.. We are leaving tomorrow.". I sighed and then I looked at Maja and said "I heard you like cars.. is that right?". She nodded shyly and said "Yes..." I said "So.. I've got this amazing and beautiful..." and thn Nicky said "Fabulous!" I looked at him and smiled and he just smiled back and nodded and I said "Lamborghini... You wanna go for a ride later?". She looked down at the table bashfully and nodded nad I said "Look... I kind of only have one rule when it comes to my baby- my car... and that is that you gotta listen to me.". Nicky laughed and said "Yeah don't drive it!" everyone laughed ad I hit his arm and said "You can't drive it because you drive like a maniac!". He said "I do not! I'm a good driver!" I looked at him and said "Yeah that's why we almost crash a few times when you were driving.". He said "But we never crashed! Who crashed if I miht ask?" I satred at him and said "That was not my fault!!!". He raised his eyebrows challenging and I said "That was that fucking idiots fault!! The idiot in the Volvo!! He destried my Porsche!!!!". Nicky shook his head and Jensen sighed and said "Did you have to bring that up man?! You do not know what it was like to listen to her all the time say over and over; I'm going to kill him, i'm going to kill him! It was driving me insane!!". Nicky laughed and Tove said "It wasn't your Porsche Madde... it was moms.". I stared at her and said "who drove it all the time!? How many times has mum driven it and how many times have I?". She sighed and said to Maja "madde and Jensen was in a car accident a few months ago and Madde is still angry for what happened to the car.. But don't worry she is a good driver, the best of us but she drives fast.". Maja nodded and Nicky stroke my arm and said "Why don't you just buy a new Porsche? I can go with you and look at one.". I tought for a while and then he said "And we can go and test drive a whole bunch of other nice cars.". I smiled and said "YAY! I want that!" he laughed and said "Good." and then I heards Zara sigh next to me and I said "what?". She said "You and your bloody cars... You got your Lambo and Nicky's got his BMW... Why look for more?". I looked at her with big eyes and then I looked at nicky and he looked exacly the same as me and I said "It's a HUGE difference between a Lambo and a Porsche!". Nicky nodded and said "And what if we want to test drive a koenigsegg?". She shook her head and Jared sat down next to her and said "Don't worry Zara... I like cars but I don't ge them really... Give me a old muscle car and then I'm happy.". I sighed and shook my head and so did Nicky and I said "You guys just don't get it... thank you Nicky for understanding me.". He nodded and said "And thank you for understanding me." we hugged and then I began to eat my breakfast.

We talked some more around the table but then it was time for Tove, maja and I to go to Majas school and talk to her teacher so we said goodbye to our guys and walked into the garage. I walked over to the Mustang GT and Maja said "wow! This is beautiful.". I smiled and said "Yeah he's a beauty isn't he?" I smolwy stroke the hood of the car and then I said "Now get in you two so we can go.". We got in the car and I drove of course otherwise we would never have gotten to the school today. Anyway when we got there we went to the teachers room and asked if we could talk to Majas teacher Martin. I'm so glad that it was a guy and he was kind of goodlooking too so we shook his hand and he showed us into an empty classroom. He leaned against the teacher's desk and Tove and I sat down on a table opposit him and Maja stayed by the door. Then Martin said "So you are Majas sisters?" i nodded and said "That we are and we wanted to ask you if it's okay if we take her with us for a trip and how much she has to do while she is away.". He nodded and said "Well... Maja is the best student in the class so she doesn't really need to take anything with her.. How long will you be gone?". Tove said "about 2 weeks. We are going tomorrow and we are coming home again around the 19th.". He nodded and said "You mind me asking where you're going?". I smiled and said "The Seychelles, Tove's getting married there so.". He smiled and said "Well congrats then." Tove sighed and rolled her eyes and said "thanks..". He looked confused and I said "She is not so thrilled about it.. Long story.". He nodded and then I said "Anyway.. that sounds great. So she doesn't need to take anything with her?". He shook his head and looked at Maja and said "You've done all the math and the swedish right?". She nodded and said "and the extra papers you gave me." he nodded and said "Well then there won't be a problem. In that case I suppose I should say have fun on the trip and for christmas and new years and i'll see you next year.". She smiled and nodded and said "Thank you and I can't wait.". He smiled and gave her a hug and said "Take care of yourself." she nodded and said "Thanks for everything.". He nodded and Tove and i looked at each other and both felt really confused and then Martin looked at us and said "Well. It was nice meeting you. Take care of Maja, she is a good girl. And I hope we'll meet again.". he looked at me when he said that and I just smiled and said "me too.". He nodded and then he left and Tove said to Maja "He seems nice.". Maja nodded and said "He is great." I said "and handsome." maja laughed and said "That too.". I laughed and so did Tove and I said "Has he been good to you?". Maja nodded and said "Yes... he... ehm.. he let me stay in school longer and hung out with me and we did math and stuff and sometimes I didn't go home for dinner so he ordered in and we ate in here and then he drove me home and he told dad that we had been talking about math and that I had questions and stuff.". I nodded and Tove said "Does he know about Eddie?" she nodded and said "He saw my bruises and then I told him and he has been real good to me.". I smiled and said "He seems like a good man.". She nodded and then I said "well.. Let's go home now!" the girls smiled and we went to the car and drove off home. In the car I said "So Maja what if you and I go now at once for a drive in the Lambo?". I looked at her in the rear-view mirror and she said "Okay, I'd like that." I smiled and said "Good.". It took about 15 minutes to drive home and when we got there I said "i just have to go and get the keys and give Jared a kiss before we go.". She nodded and stayed in the garage while tove and I went inside. Tove went off to talk to krisen and I found Jared in the livingroom so I walked over to him and gave him a kiss and said "I'm going for a ride with Maja in the lambo now... we should be bakc in an hour or so.". He nodded and kissed me and said "I'm going to go upstairs and start packing soon, then you'll know where to find me.". I smiled and kissed him again ad said "Love you, see you soon.". he nodded and said "Love you too" and then I got the keys and walked into the garage again.

Maja was standing next to the Aston Martin DBS V12 and had a smile on her face and her eyes were glowling. I just smiled and said "Pretty nice huh?" she nodded and I opened the door and said "Have a seat.". She sat down on the driverseat and just smiled and said "I've always wanted an Aston Martin... Ever since I saw the James Bond movies.". I smiled and said "How come? Don't get me worng, it's an amazing car and who doesn't love James Bond.". She smiled and said "Because I want a guy to come and save me too.." i nodded and said "For Eddie?". She nodded carefully and i said "Does it have to be a guy who saves you?". She looked at me and I crouch down next to the car and said "Can't it be your sisters who saves you?". She didn't say anything so i stood up and said "Come on, let g to the real beauty in here.". she smiled and nodded and got out of the Aston Martin and we walked over to the Lambo and i stroke the hood and said "Maja say hello to my baby.. Baby this is Maja, our new little sister.". Maja smiled and said "Hi..." I smiled and said "Sorry that I'm talking to my car... Tove always thinks that I'm a freak for doing it.". She said "Well I sometimes talk to one of my teddys... So I don't think you are a freak.". I smiled and said "thank you." then I went and opened the door on the passanger side and said "Get in.". She smiled slightly and slowly sat down and i just smiled and closed the door. I slowly walked around the car and the opened the door and sat down and it felt so good to sit in my Lambo again.. It was a while ago now. I looked at Maja and said "Seatbelt... and try not to touch any buttons and stuff okay...". She nodded and i said "So what kind of music do you like?" she said "Bon Jovi... I dn't know.". I smiled and put the key in the ignition and suddenly Bon Jovi started to sing Bed of Roses and i looked at Maja and said "So do i.". She smiled and i moved into a higher gear so that the engine started to rawr louder and Maja smiled and I said "How does it feel?". She smiled and said "AMAZING! I've never had the pleasure to ride in a car like this.. It's always been mums Toyota or dads SAAB...". I laughed and said "Well then let's spoile you shall we.". I pressed the button to make the door open and drove out of there and in the rear-view mirror I saw that they slowly closed behind us. I smiled and drove out of the town and Maja said "where are we going?". I smiled and said "Well... I don't really like to drive in the city because it's so much traffic and I have to stop so many times but out here I can drive fast and not stop.". She nodded and I said "Are you afraid of speed? If I drive to fast just tell me and i'll try to drive slower... Just so you know, I am the best driver of everyone we know so.". She nodded and said "I love speed... I've always wanted to ride with in a rally car.". i laughed and said "Well this is so much better then a rally car! Nothing can beat the Lambo... maybe a koenigsegg when it comes to speed and acceleration but the Lambo is more beautiful.". She nodded and just sat there quiet so I did the same and moved into the highest gear and drove up to 180 km/h on a 100 road and Maja just laughed and I had a huge smile on my face and felt the power from the Lambo which always makes me happy. But suddenly we heard the low sound of sirens behind us and Maja looked back and said "Oh my god! it's the police!!". I laughed and slowed down alittle and the police car started to blink to me to drive to the side so I did and stopped and looked myself in the mirror and fixed my hair and pulled my top down alittle and pushed my boobs up alittle and then said to Maja "Don't worry. Just sit here and don't say anything okay?". She nodded and then I heard the door to the police car close and I looked in the wing mirror at the police and then I saw that it was Pontus so I just smiled and opened the door and got out and said "So you are the one chasing me around the country?". He stopped and smiled and shook his head and said "i should have known.". I smiled and ran over to him and threw myself around his neck and he hugged me back and said "It's good to see you again babe.". i smiled and just stood there with my arms around his neck and looked at him and then i said "You too sexy. You shouldn't have comed... you know I can't controll myself when I see you in that uniform.". He gave me a cheesy smiled and I ran my fingers through his hair and pressed my lips against his and gave him a very sexy kiss. When we let go he smiled and said "I don't mind." I smiled and then he said "Do you know how fast you were driving?". I gave him a cheesy smile and said "What? are we doings some rollplay here? You're the cop and I'm the naughty speeding offender?". He laughed and stroke my cheek and said "Why do you have to be so sweet and sexy so I can't charge you for anything?". i smiled and said "that is becuase it's me and you love me." he looked into my eyes and said "That I do.". Shills started to run down my spine and then I remembered Maja so I said "hang on..." and walked over to the car and said "You can come out if you want.". She nodded and opened the door and I walked back to Pontus and Maja followed me and I said "Pontus, this is Maja, my new found little sister... Eddies daughter. Maja this is my ex-husband Pontus.". They shook hands and Pontus said "Eddies?". I nodded and said "Krisen will proboly fill you in some day or I will... But hey, shouldn't you be home packing?". he laughed and said "Sounds good. Well I'm going home now, I'm ending my day in like 10 minutes but then I saw a maniac in a black Lambo and I just had to follow it. But it turned out that the maniac wasn't a maniac but a crazt, sexy and amazing woman insted.". I smiled and kissed his cheek and said "Yep, it was just me.. But we are heading home now too to pack. Gonna be fun... Not. I hate packing but i'm probobly done years before Tove.". Pontus laughed and said "Yeah you'll be done a long time before her. I'll see you tomorrow at the airport.". I smiled and said "Yep. bye sexy." he smiled and leaned in and said "Bye beautiful." I smiled and kissed him and then I said to Maja "Okay, come on let's go home.". She nodded and then I was about to walk away from Pontus when he smacked my bum, I turned around and satred at him and he just gave me a very cheesy smile and i shook my head and followed Maja to the car.

During our ride home we talked alot about Pontus and me and about Jared and me and we had actually a pretty good time. I just hope she will stop being so shy around me and open up alittle bit more. Anyway when we got home it was time to pack so I went up to my room where Jared was packing his bags and I gave him a kiss and he said "Had a good ride?". I smiled and nodded and said "Ohyes very. But now I have to pack.". He smiled and handed me a bag and I went to my comtputer and put it on and put on Westlifes new album that is like running 24/7 in my room now. Jared just sighed and I looked at him ad said "Deal with it!" he laughed and said "i am, otherwise i would have thrown it out the window a few days ago. But I have to admit that it's a good album.". i smiled and said "Yes it is!" and then I went to my wardrobe and started to pick out everything I'm going to bring with me. The last thing I put down in a bag was Tove and Jensens two gifts.. the third is something they are going to have to wait until they get home to get because I can't bring it with me.. :P Not going to tell you what it is though because that would just be stupid :P Anyway after packing Johan called for us from downstairs that dinner was ready so we headed down to the diningroom nad joined the rest of the family around the table and we had a really good dinner with alot of laughter and talk until Someone started to talk about the flight and I felt a huge pit in my stomach and almost started to feel sick. jared looked at me and said "Honey are you okay? You are all pale.". I nodded and said "I'm okay... Do we have to talk about the flight?". He shook his head and gave everyone a meaningful look and they quickly changed the sudject.

After dinner Jared, jensen, Maja and I went to mine and Jareds room to watch a movie while Tove was packing. of course she was no where near done.. i just hope she is done by tomorrow... Anyway we had a really good time and maja was in heaven lying next to Jensen watching a movie with him. I can almost undertsand her, I would feel the same if my "hero" was lying that close... oh right he is... Jared :) give him a bit of a shock so I quickly ran into the wardrobe and got the sexy underwear I bought the other day and put them on. I looked myself in the mirror and fixed my hair alittle and smiled, Damn i'm sexy!! I put on my favorite pair of plack high heels and then I heard the door to the bathroom open and Jared said "madde?". I quickly said "Sit down on the bed, I have a surprise for you." I waited for a few seconds and he said "okay, I'm sitting.". I took a deep breath and slolwy stuck out my leg and placed it outside the door. Then I slowly revealed myself and Jareds chin just dropped which gave me even more confidence and I gave him a cheesy smile and slowly walked over to him where he was sitting on the end of the bed with just a towel around his waist. He spred his legs alittle and I stood between his knees and he placed his hands on my hips and let his eyes wander from my legs to my waist, boobs, shoulder and face. He stroke my sides and I bent down and kissed him and said "So what do you think?". He stood up and looked me in the eyes and suddenly picked me up and carefully laid me down on the bed. I smiled and he threw the towel on the floor and I sat up and he kissed me with so much romance that i tought I was going to explode. He slowly unhooked my bra and threw it on the floor and moved his lips to my neck and kissed it and whispered "You are to sexy for your own good and in that... do you want me to die?". i smiled and kissed him and said "Glad you like it. I love you." he smiled and said "I love you too.". He pushed me back down on the bed and then he kissed me over my shoulder, collar bone, boobs, stomach, thigh, knee and shinbone down to my feet. I smiled and he kissed my right foot and slowly took the shoe off and put it down on the floor then he did the same with the other shoe and then he slowly kissed his way op to my lips again. I ran my hands over his amazing back and through his wet hair and his hands slowly pulled down my panties and threw them on the floor too. I started to get pretty worked up and so did Jared because he began to kiss me with more eager and he started to caress me down there and it felt so good. I moaned and ran my fingers over his amazing abs and kissed his fantastic lips. He slowly pressed a few fingers in me and it was so good!! I moaned louder and louder and he smiled and kissed my neck just the way I like it. I felt his beast against my thigh and the more he touched me and I moaned the harder he got which made me get even more turned on. He took his fingers out and rolled over so I was ontop and i let my fingers slowly move over his chest while I kissed it. I felt his hands move over my neck, back and bum nad it felt so good. I took a hold of his beast and began to move and Jared moaned and got harder and harder and after alittle while he said "No... wait.". I stopped and he rolled us around again and said "I love you, I want you, I need you. Let me be one with you.". I put a hand behind his neck adn pulled him in for a deep kiss and said "yes!" he smiled and slowly pressed his beast in me and it was sooo amazing!! We both moaned and then he started to kiss me again and i felt his tognue play with mine and I stroke his back and felt the muscles in it work under his skin as he moved inside of me. I moved my hands to his chest and felt his amazing chest muscles under my hand nad I just love them!! I moaned louder nad stroke my hand over his body down to his ass and he started to go faster and deeper in me which made me moan even more. I breathed more shallow and so did he and he moved even faster and I felt how close I was and I moaned louder and louder and he kissed my neck and to hear his breath in my ear just sent shills down my spine and I maoned "Faster!". He did so and I buried my nails in the covers and it felt sooooo good and after just alittle while I came with a scream. He started to breath even more shallow and after just alittle while he came too and it was so good to see his face, see the pleasure in it. It's like the best thing ever to be able to please him. He smiled and kissed me and laid down next to me and I rested my head on his bare, sweaty chest. He kissed my head and I said "I take it you liked the udnerwear.". He laughed and said "Ohyeah, very much so.". I smiled and tilted my head up and kissed him and said "I love you so much Jared.". He smiled and said "And I love you so much Madde. I never want to lose you, I need you forever.". I touched his face and said "I'm not afraid of forever." he smiled and said "Good, neither am I.". I smiled and kissed him and then we just laid there and it was so nice but then I remembered that I had to blog so here i am but now I'm going to go back to Jared and fall asleep and then... then it's time for that dreadful flight tomorrow... wish me luck... I'm going to die!!!

Take care
Love
Madde