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So I supposed you have read Toves inlay about yesterday and then you know that our (or hers) garage was on fire last night. I just hate fire or I'm soooooo fascinated with fire but it scares the hell out of me, but last night it was just really scary, I almost started to cry... Maybe that was because Tove beautiful car, a silver porche, was in it and I just loved that car! It's totally destroied! :(

But now I just hope we can buy a black lamborghini gallardo which is my favorite car :D Criss Angel drives one of them ;)


Anyway back to the fire. Like Tove said alot of firefighters came to put it out and then they wanted to come in and talk to us about alot of stuff and that was when we got a really good look on them and MAN those guys in firefighter uniformes are just sooo hot!! I got a number from one of them :D



Today has been a pretty sad day because Jared and Johnny had to leave for L.A just like Jensen and Sean did. Jared and Jensen are going on some meetings and stuff for Supernatural and Johnny is meeting Tim Burton about a new movie... So it has been a bit lonley although I have Robert and Lukas... but they aren't Jared and Johnny....

So I have been watching OTH with Lukas which was great! I loved it but I cried like a baby today too so I think I have to toughen up a bit. And then I talked to a friend on the phone who asked if me and Tove wanted to come over too her on saturday for a movienight and watch A walk to remeber and The guardian... I just love those movies but they make me cry so bad!!!!!!! They are just so full of love and then it just breaks down... It's just horrible...

Talking about love and breaking down... I think I know what to do with my problem regarding Robert and Johnny... I am so hoplessly inlove with Rob so when Johnny comes back I'm oing to talk to him and ask what he thinks... it's going to be so hard :( I still love johnny but we are slipping apart and I hate that.

You see, now when I start talking about love and diffucult stuff then my dots (...) are coming back. It was a long time since I wrote dots now.

Okay back to the important stuff ;P

Rob just came in and put on a song and laid down on the bed to look at me when I'm writing... I have to day, this song is just sooo good.

I think I'm going to go now and lay down next to Robert and talk. :)
See ya!
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Madde