What to do....

Hey everybody!!!

I'm quite confused today... I don't really know what to do, I'll tell you what... I will tell you my dilemmas and you will tell me what you think I should do.

Today Johnny had to go to L.A for a meeting with a director and a producer for a new movie he is going to do. So we went pretty early to the airport to leave Johnny and say good bye. Of course all of the guys were stoped by alot of fan-girls and it took some time to write all those autographs but the boys are so sweet so the let everybody get a autograph :) my sweethearts.

When we went home again Jared and Jensen and Sean told us to let them out in the middle of the city, so we did that. Which meens it was only me, Tove, Rob and Kellan going back home.

When we got home me and Tove made our famous fruit salad and we told the boys to get two duvets and 8 pillows from th beds upstairs and wait in the sofa. When we brought in the salad, snacks and drinks we saw something that atleast I can get used to; Robert and Kellan under each duvet and as soon as they saw us they started to smile and came to help us out with everything. Lovley!!!

We put everything on the table and I gave them each a plate with our fruit salad and told them to taste it, they loved it :D and then I crawled in under Robs duvet and he put his arm around my shoulder, and Tove crawled down under Kellans duvet and they looks so cute together :)
It was so cozy!!!
We watched th movie Bolt and you know me, I'm weeping all the time, and I did that today too... and guess what Rob did!!! he was just so sweet!! He looked at me with the most gorgeous smile ever and he dryed one of my tears with his tumb and then he kissed my forehead and we continued watching the movie.



Okay so I supposed you can guess my dilemma here... I'm so totally falling inlove with Robert! and my feelings for Johnny is cooling off.... I miss him I do but it's just that he is not around which I'm used to... But Robert is just amazing!! I love him! But I don't know what to do... I feel so stupid to break up with Johnny but at the sametime I think that his feelings for me is cooling off to...
Please! tell me what I should do!!!



That is all I can write today, I have to go back to the tv and sit down next to Rob and Jared. I supposed I shouldn't because I'm just making it harder on myself but I can't help it. I have to! I love him!!!

Tove will blog tomorrow!
Love
Madde