Phone calls!

Hello!

Today it's Tuseday and we just have 2 days left here in the sun. ans I just don't want to go home! I want to stay forever! I know that my friend whos in the shower right now she can't talk about anything else then going home and see Nicky and meet her car. Well she's crazy. I can't understand how you can succed to have a bad time when you are on vacation, that's just unbeliveble. So I think that Nico is the one picking us up on Arland in thusday evening when we get home. And on thusday it's Kians Birthday, so Madde will probably call him before we get on the plane so she can just say Happy birthday from me too so I don't have to talk to him.

Well right now I'm sitting outside on our balcony again ans looking out over the ocean at the same time I'm writing this. We have great weather here today like always. We haven't had one rainy day here so that's just wounderful and it get's even better when I got a phone call from Henrik this morning and when he told me that it was pouring down rain at home. :P Then it feels even better to be here, I just hope it will get alot better when we get home and alot warmer!! Well Henrik diden't really call me for talk about the weather ;P He wanted to ask if he could come over on thursday night when I have come home, I have to say that I think it's kind of intresting that he invite himself to a booty call, well it's Henrik so basically nothing should suprise me ;P But about my respond to he's qustion was if that really was a good idea with the though of what happend last time with Emil, since you are never alone in my house unfortunetly. But he insisted to me at my place, I don't really know why, when I asked him about it he just said that he had erally messy and diden't have the time to clean before thuseday, but I don't think that's the reason since he always have a mess in he's apartment. So I don't really get that excuse. :S Weird dude! Well anyway I told him that he could come over but kind of late because I have to take a shower before he get's there, after beeing on a airplane in a few hours you are not so fresh anymore. And another reason why I want him to come late is because then proabably evreyone will be sleeping. ;) Well if you think I'm kinky then it's nothing towards him!

First the bathroom, then the bench, after that the phonesex and now he said that he would come and suprise me in the shower when I get home that night. ;) I just told him not to do that because I need my shower that evening, but he just said he would be there and when I saw him in my bathroom than I coulden't resist him. Then he started to say things like I should imadgen he's wet body touching mine and lay my hands over he's sexy wet abs. I think that man has to much selfconfiden for he's own good! ;P Then I just told him to stop and hang up on him before he had the opportunity to say something more ;P

I just remebered that it's Walpurgis Night on thusday, and I who told Henrik that everybody would be a sleep, I don't think that's going to happend, but hopfully will evreyone be so drunk so they want notice Henrik. But still thoughs who dosen't drink like my little sibling then we just have to be careful and look the door. I don't know if that helps since I know of own experiences that the lock is really easy pick up, so they are kind of nosey too. They are so irratating! Why dose my mother have to get pregnent every fucking time! I think she should of stop having sex after I was born that was enough, since I was all ready the best kid she ever could get ;P haha So she should of been satisfied with me, just me! :P But I think she should of had a talk after I was born about protection, I think she most of missed that in school. So therefore I have to go home to ALL of my brothers and sister. But it's acutally one of them I really don't want to meet!! That little idoit called Tim!! Why dose people named Tim get so fucking annoying, it have to be something with that name! I know that he's still as angry with me as I'm at him. Like I said we are siblings and therefore we are equally rancourous! So on friday I just waiting for us to fight like we always do when we are togehter! It have to be something wrong with him, because I don't get what he's problem is, all he wants to do is to piss me of, I think he's enjoy that! So I don't either understands why Emil is such a huge fan of Tim, since he no good role model at all even I'm better and you all know that I'm not a good one, so I just don't get it! Stupied.

And when I come home I have to meet Jensen again, which I don't really looking forward to either, when we where together I would NEVER had thought that Jensen was the jealous type, because I could talk with other guys and even flirt a little but he diden't care or he diden't tell me about it either. But now when we are not even togheter then he's crazy! I don't get that either! Someone tell me why?! It drives me crazy! Help!

Well I can tell you that I got a phone call last night or maybe afternoon is better or I don't know what the time was all I know that I had start drink alittle so the clock had to be after 7, well anyway it was from Linus. He haven't cal me or Madde under the whole trip, me and Linus have just been sending mails and sms to each other. But It was nice talking to him. He said that everything was okay at home and with him, but I could hear in he's voice that he was lying, I asked him what was wrong but he just said nothing and mumbled something that I diden't hear. But I diden't ask him more about that because I have learned to know Linus now and I know if you are to pushy he will just get angry and hang up. But he told me that he's mum was going a way on friday to help her sister with something for three whole weeks. But Linus diden't seemed to be sad about that, I just think he saw party opportunitys. Which I don't like then I just get worried. So I asked if he wanted to live with us for those three weeks, I don't even why I asked him since I all reday knew the answer, and ofcourse he said no.

I asked him why he diden't want to, I knew the answer there too, but I just had to ask and see if I was wrong, but I wasen't. When he was going to answer he first said that he liked being alone at night so he just could sit with the compute. How stupied dose he think that I'm! I can't belive that he even thought I was going to give up with that answer. So I asked him agian. This time he told me the truth after he had hesitate for a few seconds. Then he told me that he was going to party evrey night and ditch school for 3 weeks. I could hear that he sounden worried because I think he also knows me and know that I don't like that at all! Then I told him what I though about that, and I wasen't so nice. I told him that he can't party evrey night that's not healty and then he maybe have to stay at the hospital and do the same test as I do and did, not funny at all they hurt alot! And it's dangerous to drink for 3 weeks in the row! But he's just like he's sister not afrid of defending himself. So he just asked if I haven't been drinking for 2 weeks in the row now when I'm here. And like you know I'm a terrible lier so I tried to say no but he diden't belive me. Then he said that is exactlly the same thing! I just said that it's a diffrent, he's 15 I'm 24, it's little diffrent. Because he hasen't devlop he's whole body get so it's not good to drink all the time then and it's even worse useing drugs. Then he said well you have had kiver cancer isen't that kind of worse. I said that I'm a growen up and I can make my own desitions which he can't. When we had discussed this for a while, I don't think we got anywhere with this. Then he said if I now thought he needed a babysiter why coulden't I stay with him for this 3 weeks. I just asked if he really thought that was a good idea. Since he is pretty much inloved with me. He just said that he wanted me to be there and he thought that is was going to be an exellent idea. I just wounder what he has in mind... Then I asked if there wheren better if Madde was there instead but he diden't want that either. He makes me kind of worred.. I can't understand that he's mother is just going to leave him! That's unbelivebale how she can do that!! Stupied!!
Then I asked Linus if he wanted to talked to Madde but he just said no. And said that he had to go. So we said good bye.

Now Madde is finsh showering, and now she sats down in the chair opposite of me while she is drying her hair with a towel. So she is alive but she is longing for Nico ALL THE TIME!!
But now I have to go and be social with Madde oterwise she will thinks I'm boring. *
So see ya!
Kisses
Tove