Home sweet home!!!

Hey guys!!
How are you doing then? I hope you havn't been missing us to much now when we have been away but hey don't worry, we are back now, safe and sound and ready to blog. So lets get started!! :D

Omg you guys have no idea how nice it feels to be home!! it's insane!! I have been longing to go home for like 1.5 weeks now, the first few days in Spain was fine but then I started to miss everyone to much, especially Nico and my dear car.

Let me tell you about yesterday when we finally landed on Arlanda. I gave nico a call before me and Tove got on the plane that was going to take us home, just so he knew we were only a few hours away. When we landed and found our bags, which took about 20 minutes because we had to wait for all of Toves bags... Jeez!!! Anyway when we got everything we started to make our way towards the exit and there he was, standing in a huge crowd of people. But he was the only one I saw, and I saw him in an instant. He was just standing out of the crowd. He took two steps towards me and had the most beautiful smile on his face. I just dropped my bags and ran towards him and through myself in his arms. He span me around and after a few seconds he put me down and looked me deep in my eyes and gave me a big hug. I don't think I have ever been so happy about coming home before and at that point I was in heaven. He wispeard in me ear as he held me that he had missed me alot and that he wa so happy I was home again. I didn't know what to say, I was just trying to hold my tears back so I just stood there holding him, never wanting to let go. But after a while we broke the hug and he gave Tove a quick hug and then we walked out to the car and went home.

It seems that i havn't been having a good time while we've been away but it's more like the nights have been a bitch but the days have been great. Me and Tove spent most of the days at the beach and I just love lying on the beach chilling. And, okay I surender, there where a few pretty hot guys there and I can't say that I ignored all guys who flirted with me but that was in the day... because when Spaniards have hade a few drinks they get really really cheesy and I hate that! So, if you are from spain and wants to impress me, stay away from booze ;) hahah

Anyway, when we got home I asked Nicky if he wanted to stay so that we could hang and just talk and he said he wouldn't have it any other way. So me and nico spent the night in my room, talking, laughing and just injoying eath others company. Around 3 AM I fell asleep in his arms and it was the best night ever. I never wanted it to end.

But around 1AM I met Henrik in the hallway, he was on his way to Toves room and he got a bit surprised when he saw me but it might have been because I just wore a pair of pretty short shorts and a bra. He was just standing there smiling at me and checking me out but then i asked if Tove wasn't waiting and he just blushed and turned around and continued his way to her room. So I suppose Tove got lucky last night but it's not like she has been without sex for 2 weeks. but I'm not arguing, she can have sex all the time if she wants to, I don't care :P

But okay that was about yeserday... Now let me tell you alittle about today... I woke up pretty early but noticed i was lying in nicos arms and he held a pretty thight grip around me so i couldn't move, so I was just lying there for a few more hours. I wasn't against that as you can imagen ;P But when the day started of for real I just ahd to go out to the garage to see my baby. He was just standing there like a beautiful black stallion, waiting for me. Just as I was on my way to drive off Tim jumped in and said he had to talk to me. I told hem to talk if he wanted to but i was just going to drive and be with my baby. He talked alot about that insident with Emil, Tove and Henrik and he asked me if I could talk about it with tove because she wont listen to him. But i mean why should I meddle in that, it's not really any of my business, so I just told him to try and fix it himself, or maybe he should just stop bothering so much and just let Tove live her life. I have started to do that and me and Tove are having a much more healthy relationship now. But it's up to him and her and Emil of course.

When we got home again Tove had gone to the hospital to have a check up after the trip and make some tests to see how her liver is doing. I hope it's okay and that she doesn't need to stay at the hospital. While she was there me and Nico took a walk in the beautiful weather. I think me and Tove took the warmth and sun with us home because today it has been amazing weather. The sun has been shining and it's been really warm, not like Mallorca but like a swedish summer day :) Me and Nico were laughing and he was telling me about some stuff that had happened while we were away and I told him about some stuff that happened on mallorca too. We had a good time like always and we totally lost track of time and when we got home again we noticed that we had been out for about 4 hours. Crazy!! But it was really great and just what i needed.

I also made the decision of going over to Linus place to pay him a visit. He wasn't so happy to see me on his doorstep and I found out why shortly after becasue when I entered the hallway three guys walked out of the kitchen and stopped when they saw me. I recognised all of them as three of the guys doing drugs on Linus party a few weeks ago. Luckely the 19 year old wasn't there and I'm not afraid of three 15 year olds so I just told them they should leave but do you think they listened? No, of course not. They just looked at me like I was stupid and started to laugh. That was when i had it, because Tove told me about her talk with linus and about his party plans and all that, so I just yelled at them and walked towards them. I got a hold of one of them and puched him up aginst the wall and told them they better go and if i ever saw them near Linus again i would call there parents and the police. And if that would happen they would get in trubble of possession of illigal drugs. I could tell they got abit to think about and left without another word, I really hope they stay away now. I don't want them to drag linus down that road too, you know. Well after my little outbreak I turned to my little brother and I noticed he wasn't so happy with me. He just asked me to leave because he had stuff to do and I can't just butt in so I left. I suppose linus is going to be angry with me for a while now but i don't really giva a damn because I hate it that he is hanging out with drug-users, I would hate it if he got stuff with stuff like that to. It's just stupid!! I'm goig to keep an eye on him and if he tries anything I'm taking him with me home so he can live there. God, why does todays kids have to be so ignorant and stupid???...

I got a call from Jared today too, he had gone back to L.A for a while when we were gone to have an interview about a new move. It was really nice to hear his voice and I must say I do miss him. But I don't really feel inlove when i talk to him, I don't feel those butterflies in mu stomach that you are supposed to feel when you are inlove. So I don't think we are going to get back together but that doesn't stop me from missing him and his great body ;) We can be friends with benefits. Hum I like the idea of that... I think he would mind either and I could really use some sex soon... I don't really get it from Nico so i guess i can always ask Jared to come over again so that i could see him and get some ;) hahha

So I guess you are wondering about the Sligo trip. Well we hade alittle meeting over the phone with Kian, Mark and Shane today and we got to an agreement that on Tursday the 7th me and Nico are going to join them in Sligo. We are going to live in a room in shanes huge mansion and we are going to have a great time!! But before we are going to Sligo we are going to Dublin. Nico is going to give me my birthday gift there, you know the shopping day with his money ;) we are going to have a ball and he told me he was going to take me to a galleria called Debenhams and there we are going to eat the tastiest muffin on earth! I bet it's good and I just can't wait to spend an entire day alone with Nico in Dublin shopping :D We are going to Sligo from Dublin on Sunday and then we are staying in Sligo for 4 days and then we are going back home to Stockholm the 14th of may. I think that is going to be a trip I don't want to go home from, but I suppose he have to go home... it sucks...

OH!!! Let's go back to a few days!!! To the 29th of april to be exact. it was Kian Egans birthday!! he tured 29 that day and I just had to give him a call to congratulate him. He got really happy and told me he was having a good day. Apperently his entire family was there to celebrate him and he had been eating cake all day long :P I bet he was having an awesome birthday... I just have one problem. I have no idea what to buy him for his birthday... It's so hard!! Can anyone help me plz!?? Hum... I might have an idea, but i can't write it here because I don't know if Kian reads this :P but i can say that he is going to be pretty happy about it ;)

Gosh, I don't really know what else to tell you. I can't really say anything about the trip because we didn't do so much, or I didn't do so much :P Anyway, I think I'm going to wrap this up now and go and spend some time with Nico again and feels his arms around my body. Best place in the world!! :D

Take care!
Love
Madde