The big date! ;)

Hey guys!

I hope you have had a great weekend? Because I kind of have.

It's just 4 days left to Madde comes home!! :D But it feels like an eternity! I just want her to come home now! So I can talk to her face to face and hug her and tell her that I love her.

But is just 4 days left. And I have talked to her evreday, I call her like I promis yestreday after my date, but is not the same thing.

Well I can imadgen that all of you want to hear about my date with Henrik last night ;)

So I can as well start telling you about it ;)

He was supposed to pick me up at seven but ofcourse I wasen't finsh at seven, yeah I know I'm slow ;P So he had to wait for like 20 minuts then I was ready. I had big troubbles to figure out what I was going to wear. But I took Maddes advice and pot on my little dress and my red pumps. So I showed a lot of skin! But I think henrik liked it, since he was going to throw himself over me when he saw me, but he just said that I looked amazing. ;) Then we sat in the car, since or plans change about going out on dinner when Jensen destroyed he face.

So then we decided to stay inside at he's place I though.

He started the car and starting to drive and we talked then when we came to the house that he lives in he just drive by it, and I just looked at him like he was crazy. Then I asked where we was going,

he just said it was a suprise and I should just wait and see. I just told him that he was evil, he just said " I know" .

When we had drived for like 30 minuts he stoped the car and then we had to walk a little. I cobblestone in heels, but I survied. We walked towards the water and I was like where are we going. He just smiled at me. When we had tunrne around the coner I could see a big yacth in the water. But I just though no he dosen't have that sort of money to afford that. But apperently he had, because we where going on that boat. He had spred red rose left all over the deck and he had set up a romantic table with candle and rose blades under the sky and the beuatiful moon.

He pulled out the chair to me and I sat down and he sat down on the otherside. He looked so handsome and sexy. He had a par of jense and a white shirt and a slim black tie who was just haning around he's neck with out being knot all the way up to the neck, and on that he had a black jacket. We eat a amzing dinner that he had cook while the boat drived out on the open water I even got alittle wine, but just a little. I told him " Do you know how romatic this is? I have never been on such romantic date before. I can't belive those other women diden't think you where romantice" He took my head who layed on the table and held it and then he kissed it.

Then he drank some more wine then he laught and asked if I was calling Madde when I get home. I just said " ofcourse" He laught and said " I don't understnds women they need to know evrything about each other and they can just have meet then they call each other again when they get home, that's just weird" I just laught and said " yeah well that's how we are, and I think guys are weird for not telling each other everything. " He just said " Yeah well that's how we are ;) So you mean that Madde knows exatlly everything about you? you don't even have alittle secret for her? " I just thought about it and said " no she knows everything"

He just said okay and kissed me over the table, it was really romantic with the candles, the starsky, the moon, the boat and the water and ofcourse Henrik.

When we had eaten all was done we went to the sofa next to real and water in was also coverd with ros blades. He took my hand while we walked there and sat down, then we talked about he's life a little. He told me that he had a hard growth and that he's father raped him and hit him and things like that.

I just got speechless. Then he said in a sad voice " You are the first one I'm telling this ever I haven't even told my mum " I could feel that tears was falling down my cheeks and said in a chocked voice " you haven't told anyone, and not you mum? So your mum is still living iwth you dad? " He just noded he's head. I diden't know what to do.I just hugded him and hold him tight.

Then he said" maybe I shoulden't have broght this up on our first date, I diden't want you do cry " I just told him "it's okay" Then a big wave came and washed over us so we got all wet and interrupt our sad moment which was kind of good. The water was so cold and I just scremed when it wached over us. Henrik just laught at me. Then he walked away to the table and got he's jaket that he had taken of over dinner and layed it over my shoulders.

He's with shirt was all transparent because of the water, I could see he's sexy muselc throw the shirt, Grr ;)

I asked if he wasen't cold, he said " yes I'm but I don't care, but if you like you can help me geting me warm again " I laught and said "you know that I don't do that on my first date "

He just said " we will see about that " I just said " no we want " Then just said an a pretend disappointed voice " Then you have to be cold then and get sick" I just said " I guess so" then he said " but you do kiss on your first date? " Then he just lead towards me and kissed me.

Then the kissing got little out of hand.

He had zipped my dress all reday and I had taken of he's wet white shirt and I we had rose blades all over each other. Then when he was on he's way taking of my pantis then I realised what I was doing, and stoped him. He just said " We can't stop now! You can't make me work up and then stop. I'm to horny to stop now! " I just laught and said " Yeah I noticed, but I can't break my own rule " So I got dressed again. He just layed there coverd with rose blades. I asked what he was doing. He just said " I'm think about my grandma " I just looked at him and said " Omg, I diden'lt want to know that" He just said " well I can't think about you then it's never going to work, do you know how fantasticly sexy you look in that dress and when you have your hair like that, it's just crazy!" I just laught alittle and said " thanks" Then I bend down to kiss him, but he just said " no, don't do that now then I will die!"

After a few minutes he sat him self up and got dressed.

Then we talk a little more and when the time was about 1 clock at night we had come to land again. Then i asked him if he was able to drive home or not? He said he could do it he haden't drank that much. I ask him if he was sure and he just said yes.

So he draw me home, when we got to my house he asked once more if he could follow me inside. I just looked at him. He said " yeah well you can't blame a guy for trying when you looking like that" Then we said good bye and he followed me to the door and gave me a good night kiss. ;)

Then I went up stairs to call Madde, so we talked for a long while and I told her eveything. ;)

Then I went to sleep. I sleep at the sid as always, and I woke up at 3 at the night of someone toching my stomach under my sleeping top and then reached my boobs, It took a while before I understod that I was awake and not dreaming. So I just turned around to see how it was who touching me. And guess who was touchin my boobs!! It was Linus!!! I just pulled away he's hand which was under my top. And sat up in the bed and asked him what the hell he was doing!!

He just said that he coulden't sleep. I just told him that wasen't a excuse for what he just did!

He just said " sorry " but I don't think he meant it. I just wantde to throw him out the window!!

He had just on he's pyjas pants and Madde do you that your brother has nice abs!!

Anyway I told him to get out of my room. Then he started to tell me sob story that he coudlen't sleep because when he sleeps he just dream about he's father and then he wakes up when he dies. So that was the reasen why he was in my room becuse he diden't want to be alone.

I don't really think that was just the reason because if it was then he woulden't have gone under my shirt. Then he asked " Can't I sleep with you here in your bed?" I diden't really know what to say about that but it would feel teribble to kick him out and since I feel as he's big sister even though he dosne't think of me in that way I told him that he could sleep here. But I said " on one condition that you just sleep and dosen't touches me! " He just said fine in a kind of disappointed way. Then I tryed to sleep again with linus on the otherside since I was kin dof tierd aftr my date with Henrik. But just when I was on my was sleeping again Linus said " You smell so good " I just said in a warning tone " LINUS!" He just said sorry. Then I fall a sleep, I don't know if Linus sleep anything that night or if he just enjoyed every minutet sleeping in the same bed as me.

When I woke up this morning he was all ready awke and I had to get dressed. So I asked him if he could leave, but he just ignore those words I think and asked me if I had been on a date yesterday. I told him the truth and I could hear thet he got disappointed.

My dress that I had weared last night was haning on the door, linus asked if that was what I had wearn. I said yes. He thought about a while and said " Omg you much of have looked absolutely amzing and sexy, I just wish I was the one riping it of last night" Then I got tierd of this and took my hand around he's muscel arms and throw him out of my room.

I don't get what he's problem is!!

I have to tell you about Emil. When I went down this morning he had a friend there and it was a girl. I meet he's eyes and could see that he would kill me if I said anything embarassing. So ofcourse I did ;) I wated to her and told her that I was he's big sister and then I asked Emil if she was he's girlfriend, he just looked embarressed and said yes. Then I asked them if they had kissed each other ;) Then Emil just lookd like he was going to kill me and then he looked down and looked really embarressed, then he said no. He was so cute when he was embarrest and so did she, her name was Wilma. Then I went into the kitchen to eat some breakfast after a while Emil and wilma came into the kitchen and Emil asked if they could take some juice and some cookies, I just said do that.

Then they sat down next to me at the bar in the kitchen. After a while she wasen't that shy anymore and started to talk to me, sha asked how old I was and if I had a boyfriend? I told her that I'm 24 and that I dosne't have boyfriend. Then she said have you ever had a boyfriend? I said " yes my last boyfriend I was together with in two years " I have to say she is a really nosy girls, because she asked" why aren't you togehter with him anymore? " I just said " yeah well I did something really really stupied and hurt him so much so he broke up with me " then she said " that's not good,so you don't have a new boyfried " I said " no I haven't " Then Emil started to talk and said " What about Henrik then? I know he's sleeping over here now and then and you are having sex with him right?" I coulden't belive my ears what my brother had just asked me, but I said " Me and Henrik are freinds, and reagrding my sexlife is just my business,and you are just 12 and shoulden't know those things" He answerd me and said " I'm soon 13! and how can you sleep with him if you don't even love him?" I just said " yeah yeah I know you are soon a teenager that's nothing to look forward to, and about me and Henrik you will undertstand that when you get older and then I don't men just 13!! You can wait intill you are 20 or so" He just looked at me and said " I want to get older do I'm looking towards it and I will never have sex because it's grossed!! And you and Henrik are grossed! " I just said " I can't belive I'm discussing this with you, but then if we are so grossed why did you watch us that evening? " I just looked down and then he said" I don't know ", Then it kncoked on the front door and then Henrik came into the kitchen, not the best timing if you ask me! He walked towards me and stand behind me and strok my back. Then he said hi to Wilma and Emil. Then Wilma asked " Is this you friend Henrik? Henrik just looked at me confused and I just said yes. Then Henrik asked me " are we just friend? " I just looked at him and said " we talk about this later" .

Then I took he's hand and walked by Emil and Wilma and drag Henrik up starirs to my room.

Now Henrik wanted to know if we was just friends. Itold him that I had said that to them just because all of those qustions. Then I asked him " what are we then?" He looked me into the eyes and said " I hope we are ´more then friends anyway? " I said " ofcourse we are " Then I kissed him. And the he asked " can I have sex with my beutiful non friend women? now when we are not on a date? " I just laught and said " ofcourse you can " Then he started to undress me and well then you know the rest. ;)

Then Hnerik took a shower and then I meet Tim and started to talk to him and he aksed me alot of weird qustions about Madde. What she likes and dosen't liked. I have no idea what he's planing to do. But I did acutally helped him answerd because then it will just be more funny when Madde refuses him ;P haha So Madde when you get home I think he has something stupied planed. I just want to know what...

Btw I just found out that Madde had something little to do with my date!

Why is she always involved with my and Henriks dating ;P

I don't really know what hse did help him with but something was in anyway!

And Madde you where wrong about that I would get some that night ;P haha

So you dosen't know evreything ;P

Then I have to talk about that Madde got almost raped yesterday!!

I just thought I was going to die when I read it!! I got so scared and angrey!!

What's wrong with people!! I just want to shoot him myself!!
But forunetly she has Nico!

And about that kiss, I'm still to angry about that guy so Idon't ahve tiem to be angry about that kiss yet, but I will don't worry, because it was wrong and unnecessary! I'm not going to talk so much about this because then I will just get worried..

But I can tell you about another person who also is a idoit but also called Jensen!!

I know I said that I should not yeal at him to Madde, but I coulden't! He fucking hit Henrik! When I saw him I jusy wanted to kill him!! And I started to yell at him!! and I throw a bit things at him to! I just was so mad!! I don't understand who we ever going to be abel to talk without screaming at each other! Madde have said that she would talk to him even though I don't want her to but when he had to decided to do something then I can't change her mind!

I just yelled at him and ran into my room again, Madde you can't say I was chilhis this time for yelling at him this time he deserved it!!

When I got into my room henrik was n he's way geting dressed because he had to go to work.

So he kissed me and asked if he could come back tonight when he's shift was over. I just told him taht he was welcome ;)

Well Nicky acutally called me today and asked if Zara was there sinec she didn't answerd at home or at the cellphone. But she wasen't here, so I told him that I would tell her to call him if I saw him. Then he said that he is having a great time with Madde, but he's still missed Zara like hell. Then I just though about Madde, she really needs to tell him because she will just be sad when she sees this.

Well now I have to go :)

Have a nice eveing I will, I'm waiting for Henrik! ;) hehe

See ya!

Kisses

Tove