Shopaholic!!

Dia dhuit!!!

I hope you are okay because I can tell you this: I'm great considering what happened today!!!! I'm so happy and Dublin in just so amazing. I just love this country and this city!! it's the best place in the world!!

First I have to make a comment on Toves inlay from yesterday. HOW THE HELL COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME!!! YOU SCARED ME TO DEATH!!! I'M SO GOING TO KILL YOU WHEN I GET HOME!!!

For you lot who don't know what she did I'll tell you. She wrote that she had backed into a firepost with my new lamborghini!!! With my baby!!! I can tell you that my reaction was first reading it with my mounth open and then looking for my cellphone. Nicky was wondering what I was doing and i told him "I need my phone. I have to call that so-called friend of mine!! She is so dead!!!" Nicky was sitting on his side of the bed and looked at me and when i reatched over him to look on his bedside table he grabed my arm and made me look at him. He asked "Tove?? What has happened this time?" I could feel the anger bubbel up in me when i thought of it and said "She took my car with out asking and krashed it into a fucking firepost!!!" He just looked at me and let it sink in and then he reatched out and gave me my phone and then he took the computer to read the inlay. I was almost done dailing when he said "She was only joking honey." I threw myself behind him and rested my chin on his shoulder while i read... then I dailed the number and spoke into her voicemail that she was a dead woman! And Tove!!! Don't you dear take my car again!!! I'm the only one who will drive it and if anyone else is going to drive it i must have approved it and i need to sit next to the driver!!!!

I called home earlier today because i needed to talk to linus. After reading Toves inlay and receiving a call from Tove I must say i'm very disapointed and angry with my little brother. Well as you can guess he wasn't so keen on talking to me but i just told him to shut up and listen then. I told him that i was very disappointed and angry with him and that he is going to stay with the Alxanderssons the rest of the time his mother is away. And that when i get home we are going to ahve a real conversation. he then said "You are not my mother, you can't tell me what to do" but i just said "No, but I'm you big sister and I can ask Tove to lock you in and feed you 3 times a day till i get back. Do you want that??" He just said "You can't do that!" but i just asked "Well do you really want to test me??" He then got quiet and I took that silence as a defeat so i hope he will stay. Tove, look after him will ya?

I got a call from Jared yesterday aswell. it's so nice to be friends with him again and being FB with him is even better. He said he missed me and that he had to go back to L.A for a week but asked if he could come back to stockholm when i got home. I just told him "Yes of cours, but why do you want that?" "Good. Well, I just want to feel your hot body under my fingers and kiss your soft lips with mine. I also would like to see you work on your Lambo, I can help you if you like." he said. I just smiled and told him "Oh really, yeah that would be really nice wouldn't it. Okay, yeah you can help me with the Lambo." i couldn't really get all dirty while talking because Nico was sitting next to me and that guy can have pretty big ears sometimes ;) hahaha but I have to say, i kind of miss Jared too and it's going to be really nice to see him again and to work on the lambo with him would be great.

Now let me tell you about yesterday.

When we had woken up we went downstair to eat some breakfast, and man what a breakfast!! You should have seen all the food and drinks they had there!! Both me and nico didn't know what we wanted to eat so we just put alot of food on two plates and went to a table to sit down and eat. It was just soo good!!! Anyway after breakfast it was time to go into the center of Dublin to shop! We grabed a cad and were on our way, it took about 20 minutes to drive but then we stoped at O'Connell Street which is the mainstreet in Dublin city center. I think we went into all the gallerias there are in Dublin and shoped alot of clothes, shoes and jewellry. I was so afraid that nico would get sick of shoping and paying for erveything but he was having as much fun as I was. I bought a short black dress that Nicky thought i looked really sexy in. I bought a pair of really cute and a pair of really sexy highheels :D i'm so happy. Of course i bought more then that, I think I had 20 bags with me back to the hotell. I'm so happy Nicky wont tell me how much he spent on me because then i think i would have to give everything back :P

But of course we didn't just shop yesterday. Nicky took me to that café he was talking about on the top floor of Debenhams. There he bought two muffins for us and a cup of coffee. I have to say that he was right, that was the best muffin I have ever tasted in my whole life!!! it was soo good with topping and big chocolate peices in it!! oh yummie!

Of course there were alot of girls stopping us in the streets and gallerias because they all wanted Nicos autograf and a picture. And since he is so sweet he gave them what they wanted with out questioning. He is such a sweetheart, even to comlete strangers.

Well there wasn't anything more fun that happened yesterday, we just stayed in our hotellroom and watched movies and talked and had a good time. it was so cozy. :)

Today on the other hand some pretty good and bad thing happened. We did the so-called Dublin-tour today and it was so much fun. We made alot of stops but i think the coolest place must have been the Christ Church Cathedral. It was sooooo cool!!! If you ever go to Dublin you have to go into that cathedral! Tove i will show you all the pictures from there. You and me have to go here sometime together because you just have to see this stuff!

But anyway, when we had done the whole tour we decided to eat some dinner at a really fancy restaurant and ofcourse Nico paid. I tried to convince him that it was my turn to pay but no, he wouldn't have it, so he paid again.... He drives me crazy with that, I feel like i'm taking all him money! Anyway it had started to get abit dark outside but i had eaten to much so i told him i had to outside for a second and get some fresh air. He asked if he should follow me but i just told him to stay and that I would be back soon. So i went outside and just stood a few meters from the door when a man walked passed me. He was pretty hot and smelled really good but when he turned around and looked at me i god a really wierd feeling but i just thought to myself that i was being stupid. He then walked over to me and asked if I had a lighter because he needed a smoke. I just told him no and was on my way to excuse myself and return to nico when he grabed my arm and draged me into the alley next to the restaurant. I got really scared and tried to scream but he covered my mounth and started to undo his pants. I didn't know what to do, I felt the tears fall down my face and i felt the hard asphalt under my bare back. I felt his cold fingers pull my dress up and my panies down and I screamd inot his hand. Then he suddenly fell to the ground and hend his hands over his head. I had no idea what was going on only that his hands wasn't on me anymore so i just opened my mounth and screamed. The tears was pouring down my face and I couldn't see so much. But then i felt a hand grab a hold of me again and i got so scard that it was him again but then I turned around and looked into nicos eyes. I didn't think it was possible to cry more but i did, this time of relief and i threw myself into his arms. "Are you okay?? I'm so sorry honey. I'm going to kill that son of a bitch!!" He said, i looked into his eyes and i didn't really know what i ws doing but suddenly i felt his lips touch mine and i understood that i kissed him. "I'm sorry!" I told him. He just shock his head and said "there is no thing to be sorry about, i understand." i told him then as an answer to his first question "let's just go back to the hotell.". he looked at me and the eyes i met wasn't the ones i was used to. They were angry, sad, helpless but at the same time loving and caring. "We can't let that asshole get away with this", I knew that he was right but i didn't want to spend this whole trip at the policestation. or garda station as they say here. But Nicky called the gardas anyway and then i had to tell them all about it. I felt so ashamed but nicky was there holding my hand and filling in some of the gaps.

After a few hours we got the go-ahead to go back to the hotell so that is where we are now. I'm still shaking like a leaf and Nico is looking at me with those worrying and sad eyes again. I hate that look in his face, i need him to smile and be happy so that i can smile and be happy. God I just want to get the fuck out of here and go to Sligo and have fun. But I can tell you that this whole thing doesn't stop me from loving Dublin, its an amazing city with some great people but all cities have their duchbags.

I don't think i feel like writing anything more at the moment. I'm just going to take a shower and then crawl up to Nico and lay my head on his chest and watch a good movie.

Take care!
Love
Madde