Angry and sorry

Heya!

Well today has been eventful I have to say :P you all know that we played videogames yesterday with the lads and becuase i'm such a poor loser and because of Jared being a dick I said that 1 he is not going to have sex for a week and 2 that I was going to spend the night with johan. I don't think either one of them actually believed me but when it was time for us to go to bed I went to our bedroom and changed clothes and put on my sleeping top and then I brushed my teeth and my hair and then I went to Krisen and Johans bedroom. I carefully opened the door and peeked in and they were sleeping so i slowly sneaked over to Johan and removed the covers alittle and cuddled up next to him. He just moved alittle bit and gave me more room and I just smiled and laid there but then I heard Krisens voice say "Madde? What are you doing?". I said sleepy "I'm sleeping, be quiet so you don't wake Johan.". She looked at me and said "Leave!" I shook my head and she said "Yes you leave now!". I stared at her and said "No. you leave." she raised her eyebrows and said "this is my room. And Johan is my man so you leave!". I ignored her and looked at Johan who looked so gorgeous and calm where he was sleeping. Then I said "I had a fight with Jared and want to sleep here.". krisen sighed and said "In that case you sleep on my side of the bed!". I shook my head and Krisen said "Johan can you push madde off the bed please?". Johan moved alittle and mumbled "No, let her be... I'm sleeping." then he started to breath heavily again and Krisen just stared at him and I couldn't help but smile and then Krisen huffed and got out of bed and I though she was going to drag me off it but she took her pillow with her and said "Dick!" and left the room. I smiled adn cuddled closer to Johan and put my head on his chest and he just put a hand on my back and continued to sleep. I had a really good sleep that night I can assure you. ;)

When I woke up i was still resting my head on Johans chest and my hand was resting on his VERY sexy abs and I just smiled. Then all of the sudden I felt his lips press against my hair and he siad "Mornign beautiful". I smiled and made myself ready for his reaction and said "Good morning sexy.". He didn't react at first but after alittle while he pushed me away and said "Madde!? What the!?". I sat up and my top had gone upp alittle so my stomach was bare and he just stared at me and saw his own hand rest on my bare hip. He removed it fast and said "where is Kristina?" I smiled and said "She left last night when I came in here.". Johan looked really comfused and i stroke his cheek and said "Everything okay?". He said "I don't know, you are lying in my bed insted of my girlfriend and... why are you here?". I smiled and then I put on a fake sad face and said "Jared and I had a fight the other night and I didn't feel like sharing bed with him so I came to you. you always say that you're here for me.". He was about to say something but then he closed his mouth again. I gave him a weak smile and he smiled back alittle and then he said "Well we should go downstairs now.". I nodded and got out of bed and fixed my top and he was just standing in the middle of the room with his boxers on and his messy hair and he looked so sexy, I just couldn't keep my eyes away. Then I walked over to him and put a hand on his chest and he just looked at me and then I wrapped my arms around him and he carefully hugged me back adn i said "Thank you for always being there for me Johan. I love you.". He lightened up alittle and kissed my cheek and said "Of course honey, if you need me then I'm here. I love you too.". I smiled and let go of him and he put on some clothes and then we walked downstairs and heard angry voices from the kitchen. I wrinkled my forhead adn looked at Johan and he looked as confused as I felt then I took his hand and we walked into the kitchen. Everyone got quiet when we entered the room adn looked at us and I just smiled when I saw Krisens face as she saw Johan and my hands combined. Then she just walked pass us and to the livingroom. Johan sighed and let go of my hand and followed her and I looked at Jensen who was angry as hell and then Jared and Tove who looked confused and angry. i said "Okay... what the fuck is going on?" and Tove said "jensen is jealous beucase I slept next to Jared last night.". Then Jensen said "Next to!? Next to!? You were sleeping on him and he had his arms wrapped around you!". Then he took a threatoning step closer to Jared but I got infront of him and said "Tell me what happened." and he siad "When I woke up this morning I walked into your and jareds room to get tove and then I find them... Tove was sleeping on jareds chest and he had his arms wrapped around her body.". Adn then tove siad "so he jumped to conclutions and got angry and pushed Jared off the bed so he hit his shoulder in the wall and then he ras just standing there yelling at him and me and then he went down here and met mum who is also angry.". I stared at Jensen and then I turned to Jared and said "You okay?" and carefully touched his shoulder and he made a painful expression and I got so angry I just turned to Jensen and slapped him across the face and said "If you ever hurt him again I will fucking kill you!! Think before you act for once and use you fucking brain!! You idiot!! they would never do anything, they are not us!!!". Jensen got really surprised and was abut to say something but didn't and I said "You really have to grow up Jensen ackles. Yuo are behaving like a 14 year old who is jealous of his brother for haveing all the girls. But she is yours and she would never do anything to hurt you again. And like I said, you don't hurt Jared again! Grow up!". He was just staring at me and then he gave Jared and angry look and left and was close to running into johan who came into the kitchen adn jensen went to Krisen in the livningroom. I turned to Jared and said "Sit." and he did as I asked and I carefully lifted his sleeve up and took a closer look at his shoulder and he grimaced and he had a nasty looking bruse there. I pulled his sleeve down again and ran my fingers through his hair and he put his hands on my hips and I sat down in his lap and gave me a soft kiss and he said "I missed you.". I smiled alittle but thruth be told I smiled alot more on my side but I couldn't let Jared know that. Then Johan said "Kristina is pissed at me." I sighed and said "It's because you let me sleep next to you... She'll come around.". He sighed and said "I had no idea you were even there until this morning when I woke up... I was sleeping.". I smiled and said "You talked.." and he siad "while I was sleeping! what am I going to do?". I sighed and got off Jareds lap and said "Nothing." then I walked into the livingroom where the two angry people was and I said "Okay this is it!". They just stared at me angry adn i said "Stop being so fucking jealous all the time! first of all... Johan would do anything and he was sleeping when he told you to let me sleep there and I thought you were glad that he likes me and is there for me and the rest of the family. And second. Jensen ackles GROW UP! Jared is your best friend and he loves Tove and he loves me and he would never hurt either one of us. It's not healthy to be as jealus as you are and you really did not have a reason to hurt Jared.". They didn't say anything, they just stared at me and I sighed and said "Both of you, Grow the hell up!". Then I lfet them and went back to the kitchen where the others was. I walked over to Jared and gave him a kiss and said "You should have put an icebag on that shoulder as soon as you got hurt.". He said "I know I just forgot.". I nodded and kissed him again and then I gave tove a hug and said "i love you sis and don't worry about Jensen.. He'll come around soon adn then it will be just as bfore.". She hugged me back and nodded and said "i love you too and I hope so." we let go of each other and I said "He can't stay jealous forever and he knows just as well as you and me that he has no reason to be jealous either.". She nodded and then Jared took a hold of my arm and pulled me down in his lap and siad "I was meant to ask yuo something..." i smiled and waited and he siad "Were you serious when you said that I wasn't going to have sex for a week.". I smiled and patted his cheek and said "yes baby I was serious." then I got of his lap and started to make breakfast and he said "You can't keep that...". I looked at him and said "I'm not like you and Tove, I can go a week without sex if I have to.". He looked at me first doubtful but then his faces changed and he realized that I was speaking the truth. Johan just smiled and siad "You are such a horndog Jared Padalecki.". Jared blushed and I said "yeah but he is my horndog." then he smiled and I smiled back.

After breakfast Jared and I went upstairs to our room and I took a quick shower and when I came out from the bathroom Jared was sitting on the bed and looked at me. then he got up and walked over to me and took a steady grip behind my neck and pulled me into a deep kiss. He kissed me more and more and I can't really say no to his kisses but then he laid us down on the bed and I knew what he was trying to do so when he had opened the towel I had around my body and he started to touch my body I said "I said no sex for a week remember.". He kissed my necka dn said "Just a quickie." I laughed and pushed him away and said "i don't do quickies... you know that.". He looked so sad so I gave him a kiss and said "It's your own fault." then he just sat down angry on the bed and I put some clothes on and then I sat down next to him and put a hand on his thigh and said "Does it still hurt?". He looked confused so I touched his shoulder and he said "ow! yes it still hurts. But I know a way you can make it feel better.." and then he tried to kiss my shoulder but I stood up and said "Well then deal with the pain.". He sighed and I just smiled and then I left him there on the bed and I walked downstairs again. Tove was still sitting in the kitchen with dennie so I joined her and she siad "So was Jared able to convince you?". I laughed and said "no but he did a good job." she laughed and then I said "Thank you for trusting me again.". She siad "of course I do honey. I love you and I've moved on and I trust both you and Jensen now..Even together.". I smiled and siad "thank you, I love you too." she smiled and then she siad "Have you talked to Nicky anything?". I shook my head and siad "Was thinking of calling him later maybe... it depends on if we are going to do something today or if there is time to talk.". she nodded and said "I am proud you know... of you.. that you try so hard to forget about him and that you fight.". I said "Thank you... not that you really have a good reason to be proud but okay.". She sighed and said "Yes I do. And I'm happy to see you happy with Jared." I smiled and said "I am happy with him. He has really changed this year, as have I and almost everyone else and i think jared and I fit better together now then we did before this year.". She nodded and said "Yeah I think so too." and I said "And you know.. we have Nciky to thank for that becuase he was the one who changed me and i think that Jared realized what kind of man I want now and he made himself to a better man.". She sighed and said "Maybe so but I still can't thank him becuase I still think that he has been and still is a dick... I'm sorry. But I'm glad you both have changed to the better so you fit better together.". i smiled and said "So am I. and you already know what I think about all that with nicky so we don't have to argue about that.". She nodded and said "Sounds good.". We talked for a while longer but then Dennie started to scream so tove left to feed her and left me alone in the kitchen.

I picked up my phone and called Nicky. He picked up and said "Hey sweetheart." I smiled and said "Hey you. How are you?". He said "Just fine thank you, what about you?" I said "I'm okay... a bit pissed off though.". He laughed and said "Why? Do you need to go to the gym and box alittle? Let out some steam?". I laughed adn said "Because Jensen is so jealous and so is Krisen and I hate when they are jealous for no good reason. I would love to but I can't today.. sorry. I'm going to spend time with Jared.". He laughed and said "Why are they jealous? Oh well that's okay... we can take it some other day.". I smiled and said "Becuase I slept next to Johan last night and Krisen got angry and Tove was sleeping next to Jared and Jensen got jealous. Don't ask me why because it takes to long to explaine and it will just get me angry again. We will take it some other day, I promise. I need to box again, I'm like getting withdrawal symptoms.". He laughed and said "okay then I won't ask. okay awesome because so am i.". I smiled and then Jared came downstairs again and gave me a kiss and I said to Nicky "I have to go now but I'll see you some day and we'll talk antoher day.". He said "Okay sounds great, see ya! Bye sweety!" I smiled and said "great! Bye babe.". Then we hung up and Jared said "You wanna watch a movie?" I nodded adn then we walked upstairs and watched a movie.

I have some bad news... right now I'm at sara and niklas place just for a while... a few things have happened and then our internet stopped working so I can't blog. But nothing really fun happened today so you haven't missed so much. Im sorry everyone. Gotta go now but hopefully internet works tomorrow!

Take care
Love
Madde