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Hey guys!
Today have been a pretty good day even thought I have missed Jensen like crazy.. I don't really know what more to tell you to sum up the day so let me just tell you about it :)

Jensen Ackles is so death!!!!! Do you know what I woke up from? Well I woke from me hiting against the floor really hard because that Jensen Ackles apprently had pused me out of the bed while he was sleeping!! I was so pissed off when I lied there on the floor and then I heard a certian man laughing from the bed, which made me furious! I tried to take a deeep breath to calm down but it didn't really work! Then Jensens head poped up over the bedside and he looked at me and laughed and said " Honey are you okay?" I just stared at him angry and he laughed even more and then he reach his hand out towards me to help me up but I just ignored him and tired my head away from him and he just laughed even more and said " honey, come on? " I just ignored him again and the all the sudden he was lying on top of me and I still just looked away and he gently grabbed my chin and tured my head around so I was looking at him and he laughed a little and said " I didn't mean to do that, I was a sleep.. but admit it was funny!" Then he laughed again and I tured my head away again and he grabbed my chin again and tured my head up and he said " Look at me. " Then I just closed my eyes and he laughed and said " Come on Tove!" I just lyied there with closed eyes and then all the sudden I feelt his lips pressed aginst mine and I tried to resist and not kiss him back. But he countinued kissing me and his hand slowly movied up under my top and then I couldn't hold myself back and I started to kiss him back with so much eager and my hands was touching his naked back and his hands was touching me everywhere but then all the suddedn he pulled his lips away from mine and said " We shouldn't do this you can't have sex yet. " I said " How cares I can do it anyway it's not liek I will die! " Jensen got of me and said " Sorry honey. " I sign and he got up in bed again and so did I and I put my head on his amazing cheats and his hands was wrapped around me and it was just so amazing, so breath in his scentenc and I could hear his heart beat and I just lied there smiling. And I looked throw the window and it was pouring down rain so I sign and said " Can't we just lie her the whole day? " Jensen said " Yeah I would love to do that. " I smiled and kissed his cheast and he kissed my hair and I smiled and said " I love you jensen and you means everything to me. " He said " And you mean everything to me, I can't live without you baby, I love you: " I smiled and then looked up at him and staretd to kiss him and then it knocked on the door and we said come in and Jared walked throw the door and said good morning and we smiled and said good morning and Jared smiled and said " You two look cuddly. " I smiled and said " Yeah, what do you want Jared? " He said " Me and Jensen is going to try our clothes for the wedding today and then we have a few thinsg to fix to the wedding. " I looked at him confused and said " What things? " Jared said " Not of your business. Do you guys know that today it is exatlly 2 weeks intill you are getting married. " I lookde at Jensen and his whole face just lighted up and I could feel my anxiety insied of me... then Jared said " Jensen man let's go! " Jensen slowly got out of bed and he started to get dressed and I also got out of bed and we walked downstairs and into the kitchen where mum and Madde was and they had there jackest on and I said " Where are you going? " Madde said " Me and mum is going to the city to fix a few things.. " I said " Can people stop saying that! Fix what? " Madde said " To the wedding. " I said " Liek wedding giftes? " Madde said " maybe, maybe not. " Then she smiled and gave me a hug and they left. Jensen eat fast then he gave me a long kiss and smiled and said " I love you. " I smiled and said " Love you too! " Then he kissed me and left. So I made breakfast and then I found Tim and asked if he could babysit while I went out running which he could. so I changed clothes and went out for a jogging round in the rain which was pretty nice anyway. When I got home I took a shower and then I feed Dennie and bath her and ten I didn't really know what to do so I desied to take a walked to Zara and Nickys place because it had just stoped raning and I take any exercise I can get right now. So I got dressed and walked over there. :)

I knocked on the door and David came and opend the door and he told me to come in and I smiled and said " So it's your birtday on Saturday. " David nodded and I said " Have you wished for something? " We walked into the kitchen where Zara, nicky and Shane where sitting and David said " yes but I don't think I will get it... " He looked really sad then he started to walked upstairs.. and Shane walked over to me and gave me a hug and then he picked up Dennie and smiled and said " She is beautiful, and she kind of look a little alike you. " I smiled and said " Yeah I know." He smiled and said " is it okay if I hold her? " I nodded and said " Yeah sure. " I gave Zara a hug and sat down next to Shane and then I said " So what's up with David? " Nicky sign and said " he wrote a wish list for us what she wanted for his birthday and he had only wrote two things.. " Nicky got up from the chair and walked away to a box and picked a paper up and walked back to the his chair and sat down and gave me the paper and it was big black letters and it stood " All I want is for mum and dad to get back togehter again and the other thing I want is for Madde to die. " I looked at zara and Nicky and said " Have you talked to him? " Nicky nodded and said " yes or we tried last night but it didn't go so well I think, We talked to him calmly and tried to expline but I don't think he listen, I understadnd that this must be hard for him.. so we just have to try again.. " I nodded and said " Maybe Madde should try to talk to him.. maybe if she wants to of course.. " Nicky said " yeah but she can't get angry she need to be totally calm so I don't know.." I nodded and Shane said " Yeah I can just imaden how hard it must be for the kids and how scared they must be.. " Nicky said " Yeah... " Then Shane said " So how are things going with you two? " Nicky looked at Zara and smiled and he took Zaras hand who lying on the table in his and said " Things are going great if you ask me. " Zara smiled and said " I agree. " She looked at Nicky and he looked back at her and he lean closer to her and gave her a kiss and they where pretty cute and then they looked at us and smiled and Shane said " I'm happy to see you two like this again. " Zara said " I thought you liked Madde better? " Shane said " To be honest I always thought you two would get back together again. Because when he "was" with Madde everything was so complicated and I could see how much he hated that he hurt you and he never really looked happy then. But those few weeks when you two have been living together again Nicky seems so much more happy when I talk to him and now to see him I have to say he hasn't been this happy as he is now all year. " Nicky said " You think so? " Shane nodded and said " Yeah, sorry if I say something I shouldn't but I have to say that I think our love for Madde was just a really big crush and that you wasn't really in love with her, you was in love with feeling young again and beeing someone else. Not that responseble, family Nicky, you wanted to be that spontaneous, crazy Nicky that Madde made you feel. Don't you think if you really had been in love with Madde do you think you would have tried then so hard to make Zara forgive you, and then would you been able to leave Madde like this now and not fight for her? " I could see how Nicky thought about it and said " Yeah maybe you are right, I don't know... " Shane said " Do you remebere how you feelt when you relized that you was in love with Zara? " Nicky smiled and nodded and said " yeah I do, it was the most amazing feeling I have ever feelt.. " He looked at Zara and said " I would have done everything for you and I still do, I knew that you was the one I wanted no one else and I was so happy I thought about you every second and I talked about all the time and it was just amazing I can even decribe it with words." Zara looked at him into his eyes and then she just schocked her head and laughed a little and said " Nicky Byrne don't make me cry now!" He laughed and hugged her and then Zara laughed and said " Let's change subjcet.. someone has something to say? " We all laughed and Nicky said to Shane " Thanks man for making me relalize where my heart really should belong and always has. " Shane nodded and then Zara said " Chnage subjcet" I laughed and said " So how did it go at the gynaecologis yesterday? " Zara said " Well good I think, she look some tests and she would call if she found something and she said that everything looked normal at what see saw anyway. " I nodded and Nicky smiled and said " I could have cheacked that for you instead. " Zara said " I know you could, but you kind of did cheaked that out last night anyway. " Shane said " I really didn't have to know that!" We laughed and then we heard Saras voice from the hallway and she said " Was that the time when Kim walked in on you guys? " Then she walked into the kitchen and all of us looked at Nicky and Zara they looked embarrssed and Sara gave Shane a hug and sat down next to me and I laughed and said ¨" Hadn't you locked the door? " Zara said " No.. we didn't pland to have sex it just happend, and you are no right to compline about this!" I laughed and said " I'm not complining just asking. " Shane laughed and said " What did she do?" I laughed and said " First of all what did you guys do when she walked in? " Then Nicky said " Do we have to talk about this? " Sara said " yes we do this is girl talk you know. " Nicky said " We are not girls, so Shne let's go and do some manly things!" Shane said" But I want to hear this. " Nicky just walked over to Shane and dragged him with him into the livingroom and then I said " Now they are go let's hear it. " Zara sign and said " Well he was on top, and we where kind of close so we wasn't really quit...and then we heard kims voice behind us yelling and ran out of there.. " Me and Sara just laughed and then Nicky came walking into the kitchen and he opend the refrigerator and took two beers out and he looked at Zara and said " What are we going to have for dinner?" Zara sign and said " I'm cooking?" Nicky said " Yeah it's Tuesday. " Zara sign and said " Can you do it? Please? " Nicky said " No, honey you cook like two days a week and I do the rest of the days so yeah you have to do it.. " Zara sign again and Nicky said " I thought maybe we should ask if Madde and Jared wants to eat here? And maybe Tove and Jensen? And Sara and Niklas? " Nicky looked at us and Zara said to Sara " You are eating here just so you know you don't have anything to say about that, because I'm not going to be alone with Nicky and Shane all they will talk about is fotball and probably that game between Ireland and France so you are staying!" Sara sign and said " Fine, Tove you are also staying. " I looked at her and said " I'm? " Sara said " Yes, so call Jensen and say he should come over her and Madde and Jared. " I nodded and picked my phone up and called Jensen. He answer after just one signle and said happy " Hello sexy!" I smiled and said " Where you sitting by the phone waiting for me to call you ? " He said " No I just have the phone with me evreywhere if you deside to call me. " I laughed and said " You are adorble do you know that. " He said " I know I'm so cute. " I laughed and said " yeah you are, so what's up? " He said " No much, me and Jared just came home, so we and Madde are sitting in the livingroom talking. I miss you so much!" I smiled and said " I miss you too my amazing man, what would I do without you. " Jensen said " What would I do with out you that is the big qustion. " I smiled and said " You are amazing, I love you. " He said " You are also amazing in everyway that makes you you. And I love you more then any word can say. " I smiled and then Sara said " Tove can you two please stop with that cuddly paddly thing, you are grossing me out. " I laughed and said " You sound like Madde. " Sara said " She is a smart woman, I feel so bad for her who has to live with this from you guys everyday!" I laughed and said to Jensen " So do you want to come over for dinner here? " Jensen said " I would love to. " I smiled and said " bright Madde and Jaed too. " Jensen asked Madde and Jared and they said of course yes and I said " Great. " jensen said " I love you. " I smiled and said " I love your more. " He said " No that is really not impossible, I love you more. " I said " I love you the most, more then anything. " Then we agrue like that for a while then I heard Maddes voice in the background yelling at Jensen to stop with that and then she took teh phone from him and yelled bye to me really irrateded and hang up. Then Sara said " You two are crazy!!" I laughed and Zara said " Excuse my best friend she is weird, you and Jensen are just so cute, adorble! You are like the cutes couple in this world!" I said " Thanks. But I have to say that It is a little funny that I thought you and Nicky was the cutes and most adorble couple before all this and now you think we are. " She smiled and said " We might have been sweeit but not like you two, and I'm so happy for both of you. " I smiled and then Zara sign again and said " So what am I'm going to cook? I really hate this!" I laughed and said " Do you want help? " Zara ran over to me and throw her arms around me and said " Yes!! You are like my rescuer right now and I own you for life! Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I laughed and said " Why do you hate it so much? I know you are not that bad in the kitchen. " Zara said " It's so fucking borning!! " I laughed and then I said " Well with wine everything get's a little more fun. " Zara smiled and then Shane said behind us " Well for Madde it get's really fun. " I laughed and said " I know so that's why she is not drinking any red wine tonight, sorry Shane. " Sara smiled a evil smile and said " I know what we should do, drink the guys under the table tonigt. " Me and Zara laughed and said " They are going down! " Shane said " Yeah right good luck! " Zara said " Well you have never seen us drink as much as we can and that is a lot, you guys will be drunk way faster then we will trust us. " Shane said " never! " Then we heard Nicky yelling at the tv, so all of us walked into the livingroom and Nicky was standing up and poiting and waving aganst the tv with anger and he yelled " Those fucking FIFA can go and fucking hang themself or I cand o it for them!! What the hell are they think!!! Dicks!!!" Then Shane said " What's going on?" Nicky looked at him and siad furious " Those fucking FIFA dickheads have desided that it's not going to be a replay!!! So they are just going to let that fucking french guy cheat!! All of them are cheat!!! " Then Shane staretd to argu to aginst the tv and he was now also furious and then Nicky picked up his beer bottle and throw it on the tv while he was yelling and the beer hit tb screen and the beer pour out over the tv and the picture got really weird. And Zara said angry to nicky " You are cleaning that up now!" Nicky looked at her pissed off and said " You are not my mother you can't tell me what to do!!" Zara said angry " Right now I feel like your mum because you are acting like a 5 year old with anger to kill someone!! grow up both of you!!! " Both of them looked at her furious and Zara sign and said " Let's get out of here I do not have the engery to fight with him right now. "

I picked Dennie up who was lying on the floor on a blanket with a toy which Shane had playied with her with and we walked out to the kitchen and we could hear thosse two yelling and Zara said " Let's go to Ica we need to buy a few things because we haev like nothing at home. " I said " But what about Dennie? " Zara said " Let's go and ask Emma. " Zara knocked on her door and then she opend it and we walked inside and Emma was sitting with her computer at ther desk. Zara walked over to her and stroke a little hair away from Emmas face and Zara said " What are you doing? " Emma looked at her and said " I'm studing.. " Zara nodded and I said " What are you studying? " Emma said " Swedish.. we are going to write a book about our lifes as a teenager, and it's diffrents chapters like last week it was about friends, the wek before it was about your love life and this week it's about my family. " I smiled and nodded and Zara said " You are writing about us? How many mean things have you writen about me? " She said " None of course, you are an amazing mum. " Zara smiled and kissed her cheek and said " I don't know if that's true but thanks. I love you. " Emma said " It's true it's just that I don't always show it, and I love you too. " Zara smiled and then she said " So which dad did you choose? Nicky or Jonas? " Emma said " I wrote about both of them, and then I'm going to put in a picture of all of you two but I haven't choosed which one I should get for everyone. " Zara said " pictures? " Emma said " My friends in my class or the guys want me to pick a picture of you in no clothes at all, like when you where modling. " Zara said " You wouldn't dear doing that! And why?" Emma sign and said " Because they think you are hot and sexy and whatever. And since I almsot just have manly freinds that is like what they talk about, you, my sexy mum." Zara said " What?! You really shoudl stop haning out with them they are crazy. " Emma said " Yeah they are, but they are great too. " Zara jjust shocked her head and said " I would love to read that chapter later if you let me? " Emma smilde and said " Of course, I had acutally all reday plande to read if for all of you. " Zara smiled and stroke Emmas hair and Zara said " Can you watch Dennie for a little while? " Emma smiled and looked at me and Dennie and said " I would love too, she is so cute. " I smiled and said " You can watch her but not your own siblings? " Emma said " Well Dennie so cute and I love babys but kids.. I don't know they are just so borning. " I laughed and said " Well thanks anyway. " I walked over to Emma and gave Dennie a kiss and gave her to Emma and I walked towards the door and Zara kissed Emmas hair and I laughed and said " Let's go sexy mum. " Zara looked at me and said " ha-ha really funny: " I laughed and we walked downstairs again.

When we got to Ica we started to walked around and talk and I said " Emma really seems like Dennie, I never thought about her as a kids person. " Zara said " Like she said it's just babys and not kids, she love babys which makes me worried.. " Sara said " That she will come home pregnate? " Zara nodded and said " yeah I'm just waiting for that day when she will tell me that she is pregnant.. " Sara said " You where 15. " Zara said " I know.. but Emma isn't ready to have a baby yet. When I was 15 I was more mature then she was I think since I had to grow up fast since my so called parents was who they where.. " I nodded and said " I'm 25 and I still feel I'm not ready to have a baby. " We laughed and Sara said " It's a little to late for that maybe. " I laughed and said " Yeah a little. " Then we laughed and when we was done shopping we went to Systembolaget and we bought a few bottle of wine both red and white and Breezers, and alot of other things, then we drove home.. or home and home we drove to Zaras and Nickys place. When we got there the guys where still really pissed off we could hear then agruing and they wher ereally pissed off. So we put on the radio and poured up a glass of red Château Margaux wine which is really exspensive but it's so worst it, it's amasing! Then Sara said " Do you wnat to know what stupid idea Niklas have come up with?" We nodded and looked at her and she said " Apperently me and him is going to cook dinner together tomorrow night. " Both me and Zara started at her like she was insane and Zara said " What the hell is your man thinking with?! Dose he want to get killed from your cooking?!" Sara said " I asked the samething and he just laughed at me, sometimes I don't think he knews what he is getting himself into. " I said " No he really don't!! I can imadgen how funny it must be to see you, Jensen and Madde in the kitcthen together, someone would get killed. " Sara laughed and said " probably!" Then we laughed and me and Zara started to cook and drink wine, but after like 20 minuts Zara was sitting next to Sara at the table insted of helping out. I just sign and countiuned and then Sara and Zara started to sign really load and I just tured around and looked at them and laughed and they just smiled and then I countinued cooking. When I just had put everything in the oven and made the dessert it knocked on the door and Zara tured of the music and went to opend.

Then Madde,Jared and Niklas walked into the kitchen and they gave all of us a hug and then Nicky and Shane walked into the kitchen and they still looked pissed off. Madde gave Shane a big hug and then Nicky and Zara and Sara. Then I said " Where is Jensen? " Jared smiled and walked over to me and said " He just forgot something in the car don't worry he is heard and he miss you trust me. All day long it have been Tove, Tove and Tove. What is Tove doing now, what is Tove thinking, What is Tove eating, what is Toves thoughts about the wedding and so on. " I laughed and said " Is all he dose talk about me? " Jared nodded and said " Oh yeah! He loves you trust me, maybe even to much!!" Then Madde said " Don't say that Jared, you can never love Tove to much. " I smiled and walked over to her and hugged her and said " I love you honey." She said " I love you too. " Then we let go and then Jensen walked throw the door and he was so handsome and I just couldn't stop smiling, he had a beutiful bouquet with flowers and he walked over to Zara and and smiled and streatch out the bouquet towards her and said " From me to you. " Zara smiled and said " Thank you Jensen they are beautiful you are so sweeit, I love them. " She gave him a hug and then she put the flower in a vase with water and put them on the table and then Jensen walked towards me and he looked me into my eyes and I could see his happniess in his eyes and he stroke my cheek and said " I miss you. " I smiled and said " I miss you too. " He said " You are so beautiful! Everytime I look at you I always get stunning because you are so beuatiful. " I smiled and he slowly lean down to kiss me and it was so great to feel his lips against mine. And when he let go he smiled and gave me a little box witha big bow on top and I looke at him suprised and said " Can I opend it? " He nodded and everyone was looking at me and I opend the box and insied it was a key..? I looked at him confused and he smiled and said " Tove do you want to go on a date with me tomorrow evening? " I smiled and said " Of course, but you should stop spoiling me. " he smiled and took my hand and said " I'm not spoiling you, you are spoiling me with your love and kindness. " I smiled and kissed him again and I said " What about the key? " he said " You will see.. " Them Madde said " Can't you just tell me I want to know?" Jensen looked at her and laughed and said " No sorry. " I put the key in the box again and then in my bag and then I said " What about Dennie? " Jensen smiled and said " I have all reday got her a babysitter. " I asked who and he smiled and said " Her one and only godfather Jared. " I smiled and looked at Jared and he smiled back and then Madde said angry" You are going to babysit?!! " Jared Nodded and Madde said " You are insane!! Imight ran away here to Zara!" Jared laughed and said " Do that if you want. " Madde just looked at him angry and then she said " Do you know what Jensen has planed?" Jared laughed and said "No Jensen Ackles never telles me his planes before. " We laughed even thought Madde still looked pissed off about that babysitting thing. Then Niklas said " It's smells amazing Zara. " She laughed and said " Tell Tove that not me. " Niklas looked at me and said " It smeels amazing I bet it will be even better to eat it. so why are you cooking? " I smiled and said " Thanks. Well because Zara is a lazybones!" Niklas laughed and then Nicky, Shane,Jensen and Niklas walked into the livingroom and we could hear how they started to argue again about that fucking fotball. We just sign and told Madde what had happend and she said angry " I thought I had talk to him about that! " Zara said " It didn't work that long.. " Madde said " If they countinue like this we throw them out and have a girls night in insted. those guys are stupid sometimes! " Zara laughed and said " Sounds good Madde. " She walked over to her and hugged her and I have to say those two is starting to act like they really are couple or will be soon :P haha Then Jensen walked into the kitchen and said " Where is Dennie? " I said " With Emma, I'm going to go and feed her and then put her to bed soon. " Jensen nodded and then he said " me and Jared are planing on going out on friday so you know. " I nodded and Madde said " Me and Zara is maybe going out on friday. " Madde looked at Zara and both of them smiled and then Nicky called Jensen back so he went back. Madde took a glass of white wine and we sat down and talked then I desied to go and put Dennie to bed.

So I walked upstiars to Emmas room and knocked on the door and she told me to come in so I opend the door and Emma was lying on her stomach on her bed with Dennie next to her playing with her and they where so cute and I smiled and said " Did she behave? " Emma said " yeah she did, she is just so adorble. " I smiled and said " Yeah she is. Thank you so much for you help. " She smiled and said " I gladly do it again. " I smiled and gave her a hug and picked Dennie up and Emma said " Do you know if it's long before dinner? " I said " It's a little while. " she nodded and I left. I had carried the top from the baby stroller upstairs and put it on the floor in Zara and Nickys bedroom so she could sleep there. I started to feed her in bottle with Milk addition since I had been drinking. Then I kissed her head and lied her down in the so called "bed" and I sat down on teh floor next to her and talk to her a little and she was looking at me with her big blue eyes and I smiled and stroke her cheek. Then I borrowed Zaras computere and I thought I was going to blogg while I was sitting here and here I'm. Dennie is now a sleep and I have to go downstairs soon to have a nice evning with my freinds and who knews maybe it will be a girls night in insted, with booze and the jacuzzi like last time :P haha

Well Madde will proably tell you what happend tonight and it will probaly be a pretty late night :)
See ya!
Kisses Tove