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Hey guys! today it's monday again and unfortunately is our party weekend over, the last one for a while anyway for me... that's depressing and on thursday I will starting my treatment and on wensday like madde said she is going to shave my hair off.

But this weekend was a good ending of my party life, okay some of the parts wasen't that good..

like make out with TIM!!!!!! I don't understand what I was thinking!! I just hated him and I still do!! He just was so nice and understanding and he's acually become quite handsome but still it's just horribly wrong! and I know that it's wrong to blame it all on the alcohol but sober I would NERVER have done this!!!! and it's good that I have the best friends otherwise I would probly had sex with him too! that would just been terrible! we didn't even have sex when I was together with him!!!!

Like that wasen't enough, I took a look at the papper eariler today and what do I see on the first page?! well I see myself and tim and we are all over each other,and then I mean ALL OVER each other!! Maybe you have seen it then you know what I mean!

But the worsed of all he called me today and asked me out!!!! and he said that he still loves me and that he misses me and that he had a really nice evening yesterday!!!! disgusting!! and I feel that he's not going to give up that's just who he is!

I can just imagen maddes face when she saw us yesterday! haha

and madde about stefan your bathroom guy I saw him today when I was out for a walk he was out on walk with some dude. and madde have you ever had sex with a gay/bisexual man before? well you have now, because he was makeing out with this guy I'm just like what! but gay guys are uselly hot ;)

Like I said it's monday, It's a new week with new shots

I knwo that madde dosen't agree with this because she really hates mondays, I do that sometimes to but not this week this week I hate wensdays!

tomorrow I'm going to go and looks at wigs with madde I think we are going to have alot of fun with it :P haha what do you think about me getting blond or brunette ;) haha blonds has more fun they say, right madde ;) haha

I just have to comeplian about my father again, like I said before I going to kill him in he's sleep!

he's just to much! Now he's other kids are coming to stay with us too just because they have to be with ther father they are like ten years old! they can live without there father for a few weeks I din't have a father when I was ten then I just hade a very annoying mother who had A LOT of rules what I coulen't do, so my half-sibling can survie without there father for two weeks! or maybe eddie should go home instead to be with he's real family! so they are showing up tomorrow!

and now suddenly my boyfriends are starting to get like friends with my father too I just don't get it! They have to have something wrong in there heads! because they can be freinds with him they are going to be on my side not he's! hate men!!

I think I'm going to bed soon and be a good girl but I will see you on wednesday and maybe without any hair and tomorrow you will heare from the blond chick! :)

Xoxo Tove