Happy.

Hey guys!!
I hope you are doing okay, I can say that I've been better but I'm happy anyway :)

I have had a stomach-ache all day yesterday and today but I'm feeling abit better now. But it's not like I have let that stop me from doing some fun things today.

I've been at the hospital most of the day visiting Tove. Emil went home today which was so nice because now I can talk about everything with Tove. We havn't been able
to talk about boys and sex and other gossip while he has been around. Now we only have to worry about Dr. Hottie Zetterlund ;P I think he has been our main subject today and we had alot to talk about because usually me and Tove get to talk about a boy as soon as we see him but now with Emil in the same room it has been as silent as the grave when it has comed to that subject... But today we were on fire!

We had so much fun talking about how hot he is and all that and what he might look like without his clothes on. And I was just about to say something very cheeky when the Hottness himself walks in the room! Me and Tove was like dying! We got all quiet when he came in and then just bursted our laughing, he was just looking at us like we were crazy and than he had said he had to come and check on his patient and I looked at Tove and she was like crying in laughter and was all red in the face! I just couldn't stop laughing and I told him that it would be better if he came back when we were done laughing.


So a few minutes after we finelly stopt crying and laughing he came back to listen to Toves heart and lungs. I could tell that Toves heartrate was going up and when he listen to her heart I could help but asking if it was high. he just laught and said yes alittle bit to high. Tove got sooooo embarrassed and just wanted to disappear! When henrik finelly left us alone again I though Tove was going to kill me, she just looked at me with the same look she gave Jared that one time when he was being stupid. :P Thank god I was in a hospital allready.

Anyway I couldn't stay in the hospital all day so I went home to take a shower and hang out alittle with Kian, Mark and Shane. We had alot of fun talking about what we were going to do in Sligo and Dublin when Nico walked in. I just couldn't help myself from running up, trowing myself around his neck and giving him a huge bear hug! He just laught at me and gave me a kiss on the cheek and asked if he could join us. I think that was a pretty stupid question, don't you? :P So we both sat back down and continued laughing and joking. It was so great.

I have to tell you that things over here are begining to go back to normal. Eddie has gone to live at a hotell after him and Kristina argued the other day and she has finelly started to talk to me again. This morning when I walked downstairs she said she wanted to talk to me and told me that Tove had talked to her about how I felt and she said I didn't have to feel that way. She loved me as a daughter and the thing that happened with Eddie was just a mistake. She forgave me and told me to cheer up, which I'm trying to do now. The kids in the house are much happier to and are running around chasing one another. It's so nice to see. :)


I bet you know about mine and Toves little competition. Tove is convinsed that I'm the one who will win but I'm not so sure. Okay he is looking at me and flirting alittle but I think Tove has a bigger chanse because he knows her, atleast alittle. And he knows she has the hots for him ;P I just hope I'm the one who will win because I hate losing, I always get so angry and... yeah I'm a terrible loser I know. But who likes to lose? I'm just asking. I don't think anyone likes to lose, and okay everyone might not show it like I do but it's not good keeping so strong emotions inside, you haev to let them out.

I suppose you want some news about my little brother but i'm sorry I don't have any. I havn't heard form him or my father at all this week. Okay the week ahs just started but anyway. I thought Linus wanted to meet Tove again. He seemed to like her and she thinks he is hot! She's insane!!! he is 10 years younger than her and MY little brother. It doesn't make sense!!


You know that thing with Tove and Kian... I told Tove that i want to see them make out so that I can make sure she doesn't like him because I think she does. So I was supposed to make up a plan so that they would make out but i think I'm getting cold feet. I mean, Kian is supposed to get married to Jodi this fall and he really loves her and the thing with Tove was just a mistake. I don't want to be the one who stands in the way of their marriage so I don't think I want Tove to make out with him anymore. Sorry honey! ;P

I don't get why Tove doesn't think Kian is a sweet guy. I mean, okay she had sex with him and is now embarrased when ever she sees him but that doesn't make him a bad guy. He is just like Shane and Nicky and Marky. He is a really swee, loving and caring guy and he is so funny! He is halpful and you can't say that he is such an ugly bloke. I think Tove and Kian would fit pretty good together but like I said Tove doesn't think so and Kian is soon getting married so.

Okay... I don't really know what else to tell you so I think I'm going to go and spend some time with Nicky now before he has to go home again.


Tove will write tomorrow :)
Take care
Love
Madde