How are you feeling today?
Sorry for not writing yesterday, but I have a pretty good excuse for not writing because our internet died last night so I had no chanse to write.
But today I’m back again! Yay! ;D
Like Madde told you in her last inlay when she decided not to meet her father which I thought was good. But I’m not sure if that is really what she wants. I just think she decided not to meet him because of Nic who didn’t want to.
But she can’t go alone , that would just be stupied, because you can never know what he would do, especilly if he drunk or high or somthing! So he is kind of unrealiable sometimes…
Madde also told you about in her last inlay about Nicky and her crush on him. Which I just think are totally insane. She have known him for like 10 years now and before this she has never layed
her eyes on him. And now she’s suddly all in to him and just wants to have him in her bed without his pants. But Sorry honey he is takend all ready. I don’t think Zara is going to let him go, because they are always all over each other, and Nicky isen’t the guy how cheats.I know that you are use to have anything you want, but not this time. You just have to get over it and do you remember what you said after Rob?
If you don’t I remind you, you said that you never would get inlove with someone else again, except from Johnny and Jared ofcourse. But now it’s happning again, so I just wants to warn you so you don’t hurt yourself. And I hope you know that I’m not just saying this because I want to hurt you, I just saying because I love you and I care about you. And is it really worth losing one of you best friends for it, because I don’t think Zara will forgive you if are trying to seduce Nicky. So just think about how much you are ready to lose for all this, so just think about it that’s all I’m asking.
This morning I tryed to convince Kellan to follow me to the horses but he refused to follow me after that little insident last time. I tryed to convince him for a while but he just said no, but I’m not that good at convincing people. But to be honest I don’t think falling of a horse really that was the whole problem. I think the problem was that Madde talked with him and she told him what I have said to her that I’m not intressted in him in that way. But that is just what I think…
Yesterday we meet up with Nisse ( maddes ex) and I hade been worring for this meeting more then Madde almost, just because Nisse was or are best friend with Tim my ex. So I had worred
that he would bring him, but I was lucky he diden’t.Well like I have told Madde before that he looked abslolutly gorgeous, like he did now too!
Even Madde though so, I could see that in her eyes ;)
So we talked and had a great time for a few hours then I had to go home like I had promised Jensen but Madde followed me, but before we left Nisse at the cafe he asked Madde out on a date and she said yes ofcourse, so I had right again ;)
So Madde are on a date right now with Nisse, but she is on her way home right now because she call me and told me what happend on her date. And I coulden’t belive my ears! Well I can start from the top. He picked her up with he’s car and he gave her beautiful flowers :)
Then they went to an beautiful Italian resturant with amzing food and amzing wine!
Well after that they went to his place ;) she will kill me for telling you this especelly when she said that I coulden’t say this, but she has told you some bad thinks about me too so :P
Well anyway, they got home to Nisses, where they drank some more wine.
Then they start to make out and started to undress each other, madde was kind of drunk so she told me this in detail but I will spare you that almost anyway :P
Well after the undressing she took he’s *beep* and started to *beep* ;)
Maybe you all understand what happend after that, well yes they had sex, in evrey way! In everey position! ;) Like I told you Madde is pretty drunk right now so I hope she wasen’t totally honest when she told me that this was the best sex she had ever had and the best orgasm ever!
So Nisse must have learned some new moves from last time :P haha
Well this is all I have to say right now, so I will see you on Friday again if I’m still alive, otherwise you are all welcom to my funeral ;P
You will hear from Madde tomorrow!
See ya bitches!
Peace out!
Tove
I FUKKING HATE YOU RIGHT NOW!!! YOU SAY THAT ABOUT NICKY AND THAT YOU LOVE ME AND CARE ABOUT ME AND DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME GET HURT AND THEN YOU, MY BEST FRIEND! HURTS ME LIKE THIS!!! I HATE YOU!! I DON'T FUKKING CARE IF I LOOSE ZARA AS A FRIEND!! I DON'T CARE IF I LOOSE ANYONE IN MY LIFE!!! YOU HURT ME SOOOO MUCH! BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteWell don't care then do what ever you want!
ReplyDeleteIdon't care!
I just said what was true!
Don't say anything that you will regret later When you are sober!
Yeah well I asked you as a friend not to tell anyone and then you go and publish it on the web! Who does that!!! I hate you! I can never trust you with anything ever again!
ReplyDeleteyeah well don't trust me, you have done many things to me to so why shuould I trust you then?!
ReplyDeleteYeah maybe but what the hell did you have to go and say stuff like taht for?! It's so mean and bitchy... it's like you are jealous or something!
ReplyDeleteI'm not jeolous of you how many times do I have to say that!
ReplyDeleteWell stop behaving like an idiot then!
ReplyDeleteWell back at ya!
ReplyDeleteyou are the one behaving like an idiot!
ReplyDeletewell you too!
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