Wonder....

So what do you do when you think one of your best friends boyfriend is super hot?... That is what i've been wondering all day...

Okay now you are like "What the bloody hell is she talking about!?" or "Okay, she is nuts. I will never visit this blog ever again" :P But I'll tell you what, I will explain everything in a moment but first I have to tell you alittle about everything ;P

Like Tove said it was Jensen´s birthday yesterday. HAPPT BIRTHDAY AGAIN JENSEN! anyway, I gave him a portable DVD and a small but very good video camera and he loved both things :D He got a lot of really nice things but the best and most beautiful must have been the Rolex he got from Tove... talk about a gorgeous watch :)

And like I told you earlier, my dad called me. I have talked to Nic and he just won't go with me which meens that I'm not going to meet my father. I can understand that Niklas doesn't wanna meet our father because he used to beat Nic. My dad was a mean drunk and he used to hit our mother but then she left and Niklas was really protective of me (although you couldn't see that all the time) and let himself get beat-up insted of me. I love him for that but i can take care of myself although I was just 10 years old. Anyway, I can understand why he doesn't want to meet dad but I still can't help but wonder what he wants... Is he just after money or is he in trouble or does he just want to make up for what he has done.... I wonder....


To make me think about something else Tove and Kellan took me horseback riding and I asked Mark if he wanted to come to. So the four of us went to the sables and sadled up and went out. Mark is a really good rider! but then again he is gay ;) hehehe okay now I'm being mean :P
Kellan is still afraid but I think he is getting better because Tove didn't have to hold the horse the whole time today. But all of the sudden the horse started to trot and Kellan was like freaking out! I was just dying because it look so fun! A really cool and muscular guy like Kellan sitting on a pretty big horse screaming like a little girl and then he fell down from the horse :P
It's okay he didn't get hurt. Just his ego got a bit torn apart but that is just good sometimes.


Oh right! You know how I said I would talk to Kellan and Sean about why the hell they are acting the way they are with Tove. So I had a chat with them and they were like "What? we have never done that" and I hate it when guys lie so I told them to stop being jealous! I know that that is the problem, Kellan is jealous of Sean and Jensen because they get to have Tove all by themselfs and Sean is jealous of Kellan because Tove is spending so much time with him but I meen GROW UP BOYS! Tove would
never dump you Sean because she loves you and I'm sorry Kellan but Tove doesn't have those kind of feelings for you. at least that is what she is saying....
But hey Kellan... You can always ask Pete how it was to be one of Toves boys ;P It's quite the coincidence that Tove has been together with Peter and now she is fooling around with Kellan, and the two men have been working together! I love it!

Sooooo I guess I have to explain the sentence on in the begining huh?...
You all know that Sara and Zara are together with two of the westlife boys, Bryan and Nicky. And I guess that you all know how that look... if not... take a look.

My two favourite Westlifers

Okay so maybe you can understand now, or not.
I think Nicky is so fukking unbelievably hot!! And I just can't help myself! every time I see him I just want to jump him and make out with him right there and then! Of course that is something I can't do! it's of limit but a girl can dream right ;P

So after we got back from the sable today me and Mark went out for a walk and we asked of Nicky wanted to join us. I think Mark knows I think Nicky is hot but who cares. Back to the subject... We were out walking and both Mark and Nicky is very fashionable and wore scarfes and stuff and I totally forgot my scarf and was like freezing my neck of when Nicky suddenly held out his own scarf to me. I smiled at him and asked if he could help me out which he happily did and after that I was just walking on clouds sniffing his scarf. It smelt so good, I think he was wearing Dolce & Gabbana and together with the smell he has without perfume it smelt wonderful!
I wish he didn't have Zara... I wish he was all mine and no one elses... Life is so unfair!

Okay, now I'm gonna go and cry my eyes out on Nickys and marks shoulders...
Take care!
Love
Madde

Btw!! check this out! I'd gladly have those hip actions in my bed ;)