Unexpected!

Yo what's up party people?

A Saturday in a hospital isen't that bright! The same disgusting food and the same hard bed and the same white walls and the same hot doc but that is kind of good ;) haha

It have gone by a few days now from the last time I blogged, and it have happend some intresting things here I can tell you about now!

Like Madde told you hear brother was here yesterday and vistit me with Madde. Linus was flirting with me again and according to Madde she says that I was flirting back as a crazy person but I don't really belive her I just think she thinks so because it's her little brother. I can't deny that I flirted with him, but just a little I wasen't all over him like Madde desribes it

And he's 15 and it's not illigal to flirt with him and Madde can't say anything I just have to say one word EDDIE! I will use that aginst her all her life :P haha

Madde find me some other guy I can flirt with then if you don't like it with your brother :P haha

Petter och Pontus they vistit me too that was nice :) Pontus also called strippan looked amzingly good! grrr ;) Now I think I have to explain the nickname haha :P Once upon a time before he started working as a cop and before he meet Madde he acutally worked as a stripper at a stripper bar with just male strippers ;) I found out about that for many years ago and after that I have been teasing him for that and called him that as a nickname :P He don't like it but evreyone else thinks it funny :P HAHA

I don't know if Madde told you that she was acutally married to Pontus, so she has been married more then one time, I think she was engagaed to Petter too! So now you know something more about her. I have just been married once and that was the first and the last time ever!!

I don't belive in marriage really so I just think it's unnecessary. Because if it's meant to be then it will last forever anyway, I think you don't need a ring to prove that, but that's just what I think! :)

Well after dose two sexy men had left the building, Madde just told me that she wanted to do then once more. ;P But I reminded her that she dosen't have sex, which have convice me to belive at now for a couple of weeks, and when I told her that I diden't belive her and I was sure she was going to have sex in a few weeks again she got mad at me!

Well I just can say I was right again, because now her sex pact is gone with the wind because she has to have sex according to her and she have to have sex with Pontus and Petter! :P So I was right again! RIGHT RIGTHT, YAY!!! Gloat is the best happiness ever! ;P haha And the best thing is that Madde hates when I have right! ;P haha she just have to deal with it!

Today when I sat and wait for Madde to come and vistit me, then it suddly knocked on my door, It was aliitle bit weird because Madde never knockes. But I just thought she was teasing me, because I had joking with her and said that she should start knocking because you never know how is in bed with me. So I just thought it was her so I yelled that she should stop goofying around because I was alone and dr.Sexy wasen't her with me in my bed even if I wanted him to!

Then the door open up and there stood dr.sexy himself!! I just thought I was going to die I just wanted to disppear somewhere!! It was SOOOO terrible emarrassing!! He just stood there looking at me and laughing and he asked me who Dr. sexy was!! I was just like he's... in.. a..ehhh.. tv show, I knw he diden't belive me because I'm a TERRIBLE liar!!

Sometimes I just want to be like Madde, because she would just have laught it away and she is a GREAT liar!

He just coulden't stop laughing, so I hit him the hardest I could on he's muscle arm and asked him what he's problem was and he was just like nothing and then he just said that it was good that I was finally geting my strength back in my arm and he just countine laughing!

Just embarrassing!

I have to say that I had have many unexpected vistiters today.

When Dr.Zetterlund and left it knocked on my door again and this time I had learn something sunpleasanto I just said come in. And there was Eddie also called my father.

He asked if he could come in, and I said yes because I diden't want to be to unpleasant because he is still the person who gave me life.. We haden't spoken seens that they when I yelled at him about all that with Madde and all about how I feelt about him. So it was even more weird then useally. He sat down on the chair next to me, and he asked thoughs qustions you just to ask at a hospital vistit, like how are you and when are you coming home and things like that. It was a really bad atmosphere in there, we just sat there in silence for a while, then he started to beg me for forgiveness for being a bad father and for that with Madde and things like that. And I just totally snaped at him and told him that I could never forgive him and it's he's faulit for beeing a bad father and so on! When I diden't had anymore to say he just looked at me without saying anything I could see that he was hurt but I don't really care. Then the door open and there stood Madde, I could see how the smile from her face just disappeard when she saw Eddie, she just turned around and went straight trow the door again in a fast speed.

I just snaped at Eddie and said that he had to go now!

And fortunely I can walk a little longer now, so I took mt last energi and got up to look after Madde. I found her sitting in a corner looking out from a window. Then we walked back towards my room, on the way I immediately got her in a better mood, I just told her that every guy in her looked at her and fantasize about her which was sooooo true! because evrey guy in here is like horndogs! So they made her in a better mood, thank you guys ;) haha

Then we talk about Henrik like always ;) hehe and about what we wanted to do with him and things like that, you all know my fantasi ;) hehe Then we talked about my hornyness because Madde are starting to get a little worried after my little sex novel the otherday ;P haha

It wasen't that bad ;) haha not If you ask me anyway ;) grr

Then another unexpected vistier or vistiters becuse they where two who came to vistit me this time I got happy, it was Tobbe and Lukas!

All four of us sat down and talk, but the only think I could think about was how hot they looked! I'm to horny for my own good!

Then Madde had to go and buy coffee and Lukas came with her, I think he thinks that he has a new chance now when she is single, it just lookes that way.

So me and Tobbe just continue talking but after a while I made a big mistake I looked deep into he's big brown eyes, after that my mind was gone, I just started to hit on him like crazy and the worset thing is that he responded to it! I just coulden't stop myself, I started to fondle he's thigh with my hand and my hand got a litle further in on he's thigh, than before I knew it he's shirt was on the floor and I was sitting in he's lap and touching he's abs and back and makeing out with him like crazy and he had he's hands inside of my shirt! He took my top off and he starts to kiss me on the neck, when we suddely hear Madde and Lukas voice yelling, OMG, what the fuck are you two doing?!!! We just froze to ice, then Madde told us that they will be back in five minutes and then she wanted us dressed and decent! She sounded like my mother when she said that, so some effect has Krisen had on Madde even if she wants to or not :P haha

But like I said I'm to honey for my own good! ;P

Then Madde came in alone because she said that Lukas and Tobbe should go now,I could see how mad she was at me. She asked me what the hell I was doing, and she told me that she diden't think I was allowed to have sex when I still was here, because the docters had said that I should take it easy and rest and she said that I can't even walk so then I can't have sex or something! :P haha I just laught at her, then she jsut got even more mad! :P

I know that you care baout me and are afried I will die or something but honey I'm fine!

When she finally calm down she said that she was going to meet Pontus tonight for a few drinks, but I don't think the evening will end there, but who know maybe Madde will tell you tomorrow ;) If she is not to hung over ;P

I want to drink too!!! I asked Madde If she could bring me a bottle of something that is alcohol, but that bitch said no! Madde I don't get when you started to listen to ruls?

Okay you listen to ruls but you always have to do the opposite of them! So plz do that now too! I need a strong drink or two! PLZ baby?!

Nico are so sweeti he drived all the way fróm home so he could come and get Madde so she diden't had to take a cab! He's sooo sweeit! I just have to say lucky Zara it's hard to find a guy like that, they almost don't exist!

So after Madde had left Dr. Henrik Sexy Zetterlund came into my room again for the third time this day, he had been here when Madde was here too, just to talk with me he said but I think he's main reason was just to look at Madde ;) haha

Well anyway when Madde had left he knocked on my door again and I saind he could come in, he asked me if there where no more talk about dr.sexy and then he laught with he's beautiful mouth, I just looked at him with my evil eye he 's just continue laughing a little and examen me, he bend over me so he could listen better to my lungs on my back so he's face where a decimeter from my face, I could feel how my heart was gain speed and then I thought I will take Maddes advice, so I just looked him deep into he's eyes and slowly brought my face closer to his then I open my mouth a little and then I kissed him and he kissed me back, it was so much better then I had imadgen, evereything was just so perfect until.... I woke up and realice evreything was just a dream!! I haden't kissed him at all!! I just wanted to cry!

Well after that dream I think I will try for real next time ;) If I kiss him I still hasen't won because the competion dosen't start before I get out from here, but maybe I get alittle a advantage if I had allreay kiss him then, because I think I'm going to need it!!

Well now is acutally Dr. sexy coming inside my room again and this time it's for real :P

He acautally just asked about Dr.sexy and laught so it feels like a little déjà vu, so I just have to se if I find the perfect moment to kiss him ;) So now I have to go wish me good luck! ;) haha

Have a nice saturday night, drink for me!

Kisses

Tove