Hot babes! ;)

Hello guys!
I hope you haveing a nice day! :)

Now when my brother has gone home, it's really emtpy here at night. But I'm not going to complian to much because I talked to Madde all night, which was nice but I'm still a little bitter for that with Docter Zetterlund! I will tell you more of Docter hottie soon ;) and you don't want to miss that ;)

Now I have been here at the hospital for a week soon, and I feel acutally kind of good :)
I feel better now then I did before and that's progrees, but we will see what's happening.
And all of my sexlust is comeing back, and all the sexlust I have missed in this few weeks I am catching up with right now! I have never feelt this horney before ;P I feels like I'm a guy or that I'm Madde :P But it's just insane, and docter Zetterlund isen't helping that out!
I just want to ripe he's pants off and you know! It drives me crazy!
I need sex now, I'm desperate! But I don't think sex in a hospitals bed is very comfortble, they are where hard! But I don't really care I can have sex anywhere, just give me a guy! ;) Okay maybe that's not going to work because I can't barely walk, so I don't know if I can have sex, but I need it so bad! ;) Madde I need your help! You always have this weird ideas, so come up with one now ;) haha My sex life is lying in your hands right now ;) haha

Just imagen to take Henriks white shirt of he's hot steaming sexy muscels, yummi! And take he's blue jeans of he's tight hot ass and just see he's beutiful tanne, and look inside he's deep beutiful blue eyes, just like the ocen and then touch he's soft brown hair with my fingers. And then kiss he's soft pink lips and slowly touch he's musceler back with my hands and he's big hands touching me gently and then kissing him on he's tanned cheast, hmm so wounderful! ;)
Omg I really have to stop myself now, because this starting to look like a porn novel or something :P haha But it's jsut to hard to so because this is all I think about, but I don't wnat you to know about my whole fantasy, but I'm pretty sure that you can figure it out where it all going to end ;) haha Oh I really have to stop!

Just to try to change subject for a little while :P I can tell you that Madde has been here at the hospital almost the whole day. That's was nice :)
When she was going to buy a coke for me, she just diden't bring the coke back, she brothe to fine gentleymen, also called Petter and Pontus!! They are Maddes ex-es. They where on there way out from the hospital they had vistit a freind and then they bumped it to Madde just outside the cafeteria. There was ages ago we meet them, so that was fun :)
They thought that is was a kind of weird place to meet but we had a great time :) They still looked hot! But unfortunately they had to go after just an hour, so we decided that they where coming to vistit me here tomorrow with Madde and talk a bit more! :) So Madde will probably tell you about that tomorrow :)

Another thing she will tell you about the next time she is writing is about Lá Fhéile Pádraig also called St.Patrick's Day, which is the irish national-day and that was yesterday. So Nico, Kian, Shane, Mark throw a big party at home! But I'm a little insulted that they throw the part without me, because I think all of them could bring there asses here to me, but no! So Here just lyied alone in my bed! They should feel ashamed! Just forgetting me like that! ;P haha
Well Madde will tell you more about that later :)


Like you all know Madde embarrassed me yesterday! I thought I was going to kill her! Or myself, I just wanted to disappear from this earth!
And today when Madde was with me in my room as always, Dr.Sexy Zetterlund come into my room as he do evreyday to cheak the blood pressure and my lungs and heart. And Madde just started to laugh as fast as he came in the door! I just looked at her with my evil eye, but she just ignore me and continue laughing!! Henrik looked at Madde first then me and smile, I just wanted to die! Ofcourse Madde had to ask him today to about my heartrate! And today it was even higher! Then she laught even more!! I think it was higher today just because I was SOOOO nervous for this! I am so terrible ashamed right now!
Madde sometimes I just hate you!!
Tomorrow I will ask him if he can listen to your heart and see who your heart is feeling when he touches you! :P haha

Evreything is just so embarrassing when I see him! It feels like I'm in first grande again :P
You know when you where younger and had kissed the boy you liked for the first time and then you saw him the day after inside the classroom and you can't even look at him without beeing bluching and you diden't know where to look because both you and him think it's just to embarrassing! That's how I feel right now! And I have to meet him evrey single day!
Okay I'm not going to complian that much, you just have to see him to know what I mean ;) haha

After he had examine me he said that I was lucky for having Madde there all the time so I had something more to look at then the tv, I got the feeling that he meant so he got something else to look at ;) haha When he and left the room I just hited Maddes arm the hardes I could from my bed for asking him again about my heart!

But he told me today that they wanted to do a EKG on me tomorrow just to see who my heartrate is, because they always do that after a transplant. Oh then he's going to touch me evreywhere, I will die my heart is not going to feel good after that! It woulen't suprise me if I had to do a heart surgery just because they think something is wrong with my heart, then it ALL he's fault! haha

Then Nico came and vistit me for a while, all three of us had a great time. He's so cute :P haha
He thought we talk to much about Henrik and how sexy he was, I think he got a little tierd of all the girl talk :P haha He just laugh at us ;P haha
When he gave Madde a ride home.


I just have to tell you, Madde are sooo sweeit everytime she is leaving me here at the hospital. She always gives me the biggest hug ever and a kiss like that wasn't enough she always startes to cry too, it's not like I'm going to die today! I know she is a crybaby but I diden't think she would cry for that, but it's kind of sweeit :) And always when she walk through the door at home when she just have left me she calls me agian! She is just to sweeit to be true! :)

Madde mention in her last inlay that her hot brother hasen't call her at all!
Well after Madde had left me here in my bed, the phone called certian that it was Madde, so I just answard "Hello sexy Bitch" then I heard some other voice at the other end it was a guy voice it took I while for me to understan who it was, but after a little while I understod that it was LINUS!
I have no idea how he got my hospital number to my phone, but he had it anyway!
He was flirting with me through the phone very much, unfortunately I think I flirted back alot to! He asked if he could meet me agian alone without Madde, even I wasen't that horney to say yes to that even then I think he's sexy and hot in evreyway! ;) I can't belive he call me and not her!
I said that I could meet him here again if Madde would be with ous and I told him that I thought it would be good for then to become friends, I don't think he agreed about that but he agreed of meeting us tomorrow. So Madde have to tell you more about her hot little brother tomorrow! ;)

I just remebere that I don't think Madde have the time to blogg tomorrow, because first she has to be with me here, because we have to talk about Docter sexy ;) And then we are first going to meet Petter and Pontus and then Linus are comeing here so alot of hot guys ;) Me like ;)
After she has said goodbye to me and cried she is going to the Wasa museum with Emil :)
So I think she will be to tired to write when she gets home, and when she gets home she has to call me too and we never talks fast ;P haha
Well so on friday you will hear from her instead and then she have alot of diffrent things to tell you about, like her brother, like Dr.yummi, like Ponuts and Petter and maybe my EKG ;) haha
And alot of otherthings ofcouse :)

Well now I have to go, so I can get some sleep, but first Dr. Yummie is going to come with my medices ;) haha
So you will hear from me on satuday I think :)
See ya have a nice evening :)
Sexy Kisses
From horney
Tove ;P