Whip cream or chocolate sauce?!

Hey guys, what have you all been doing today?
Well let's tell me about my da, or wait maybe I should start writing about what happend yesterday when I meet Jensens ex girlfriend..

Start from the beginning which was that we was going to meet Danneel for diner at some restaurant at seven and I was really nervious so I started to get serch for the
perfect thing to wear like 4 hours before, and I tried on EVERYTHING!! And I still haden't deside what to wear and Jensen walked into the room and it was clothes everywhere and he looked at me who was still trying to find the perfect outfit. Jensen moved a little clothes and sat down on the sofa and looked at me like I was crazy and said " You have been doing this for almost three hours now, and you are not done? " I said " No I have nothing to wear!" Jensen said " We are not meeting the president" I said " I know, then I would have been done after like 2 minuts " Jensen said " You are crazy and you are absolutely not jealous.. right. " I said " Shut up I'm not jealous!" Jensen laughted and I said irratated " Stop laughing and help me instead!" Jensen stood up and started to throw my clothes and like evrything he picked up he said " You would look amazing in this " And everything I said no and after 10 minuts he gave up and sat down and said " Why are you tortureing yourself like this? You are beautiful!" I said frustrated " Have you even seen you ex? She's a fucking model and has a body that every guy in the world kill for, she is fucking gorgeous!" Jensen started to laught and said " Yeah right not jealous at all " I said " Shut up!" Jensen walked over to me intill he was right infront off me and looked me into the eyes and he said " But you shouldn't be jealous, have you looked at yourself? Because you are so beautiful, that I can't even desribe it and you are so damn sexy that I just want to ip your closthes of and you are an amazing person that I love with all my heart and what to marry. You could be wearing whatever you want and you would still be the most beautiful and sexy women alive on this planet and you are caring our child what more can I ask? " I sign and said " But still.. " Jensen sign and said " Stll what? I don't get your problem" I said " Do you want to know what the problem is? It's that I'm pregnate and fat and want to hide it! And it's starting to get impossible and half of my clothes dosne't fit anymore! That's the problem!" Jensen just smiled and said " Tove calm down.Don't hide it, you looked amazing when you are pregnate, I love it! And maybe you should
take Madde with you when you get home and shop for maternity clothes " I said angry " Yeah maybe you do but you don't count! Never in hell that I'm buying
maternity clothes!! " Jensen said " Honey now you starting to get bitchy.. and you need them " I said " Yeah I know and it's your own fauilt that I'm bitchy, you made me pregnate remember!! And my bitchness is included in the package! I'm not wearing maternity clothes in you dreams! " Jensen just said " Sorry.. " Then he smootly walked out the room and I countine serching for something to wear and I really missed Madde then so she could have helped me, and I was really close to call her but I had promised her to give her some time so I did.

After another 10 mints searching I desided to wear a black dress and pair of black high heels too and when I was done with the make up and the hair I put on the charm neckless Jensen gave me on our date. Then I was done even thought I wasn't that happy about how I looked like, but I walked down stairs to find Jensen who was sitting in teh sofa talking to mum so I walked over there and when he saw me e smiled and stood up and gave me a kiss and said I looked amazing. I smiled and said " Are ou reday? " Jensen said " I just have to go and get my watch " He started to walked away to get it and I smiled and said ironic to him " I can't belive I'm always the one waiting on you, everytime the same story. " Jensen laughted while he walked upstairs and said " Yeah sorry for letting you wait I know always is on time I just laughted and mum gave me a hug and said I looked great and I sat down in the sofa and waited for Jensen. When he came back down he grabed my hand and we walked throw the door and left.

When we arrived Jensen parked the car and I was so nervous and he always see right throw me how I'm feeling so he gave me a kiss and said " Everything will be okay. And you are so a jealous girlfreind right now " He smiled and I said " No I'm not! Then he garbed my hand and we walked into th resturant and we got lead to the table and Danneel was all redy there waiting and when she saw Jensen she gave him a big smile and a big hug and she was even ore beautiful in real life wish I didn't even thinkwas possible but it was! When they let go of the hug, Jensen looked at me and introduce me to Danneel and the other way around and we sat down and Jensen asked how she was doing and so on intill the waiter arrived with the menu and when we had order food he came back with a wine list and Danneel asked if we should order a wine bottle in and Jensen looked at me and said " Are you driving on the home way ? " I said " Yeah of course I can. " the ex looked at me and said " We don't either have to drink if you don't want too " I smiled and said " It's okay " Danneel said " Are you an non-drinker? I admire those who are, who dosn't need alchole " I said " I wish.. so no I'm not " She said " Sorry if you feel that pushed you to tell or something it's not my buisness, sorry " I said " It's okay, I can tell you. The first reason is that I have had two liver transplants in less then three mouth and second reason is that we are going to have a baby " She looked really suprised and said " congratulations, Jensen why didn't you tel me on the phone the other day" She gave both me and Jensen a hug and sat down again and asked about what week I was in and so on. Then the food arrived and theres wine and my water and we started to eat or I did my best anyway and Danneel said " If you don't mind asking why did you need a new liver twice? I mean you look so great and healty " I said " Oh thanks. Well I got liver cancer in january and needed a new liver and I did and then I got kidnaped and didn't take my medicein so my liver almost stopped working and I needed a new one " She said " Om my God, I'm so sorry, but you are good now right? " I smiled and nooded and she said " You most have been lucky it can't be easy to find two livers who matches in that short time " I looked at Jensen and smiled and I said " Yeah I was, I resived the first one from my little brother and the second I resived from this man siting next to me, he saved my life " She smiled and said " So romantic! " jensen smiled and gave me a kiss and then Jensen asked how work was going and so on and she laughted and so did he and she started to touch his hand little now and then and look at him with diffrent eyes then before and she was totally flirting with him! After a while Jensen said he had to go the bathroom and left the table and she
said " I miss him so much sometimes, he was or maybe is the love of my life and I would do anything for geting him back. " I just looked at her like what the hell dose she mean and she said " I'm staying her in Stockholm for few weeks for work so hopefuly I will see him again soon " before I got the chnace to say anything Jensen was back and he gave me a kiss and she started to flirt with him a litle agian almost liek you didn't notice. After a few hours we said good bye and she took a cab to th hotel and while we was walking towards the car Jensen garbed my hand and laughted and said " So how Jealous are you on a scale one to ten? " I didn't answer so he luaghted and said " A ten I assume " I said " She was flirting with you if you didn't know that " jensen said " You are just imadgeing. " I said " If Henrik had done the same on me that she did on you then you would have kill him " Jensen laughted and said " You are crazy " Then he kissed me and I said " no I'm not " Then we drove home and got to bed.

That was or yesterday and I don't really know what I think about his ex..
Well about today I woke up really early and Jensen was still a sleep and I just laied there looking at him for a while and but I get borde and desided to wake him up I kissed him but he didn't wake up, because when he sleeps he sleeps hard. So I
started to kiss him down his cheast and stomach under the cover and pulled down his boxers and started to carness it with my hand and after a while with my lips and tonuge and he started to get really hard so I countinued with what I was doing for like another 5 minuts and still not a word from him, so I started to get a little irrtating, so I stopped and pulled of the the cover from both of us, because my new plane was to hit him or something to wake him up. But when I looked up at him he looked at me smiling and I said suprised " How long have you been awake? " He smiled and said " For 10 minuts maybe " I said " You could have said something! " He gave me a cheesy smile and said " Yeah but I didn't won't to disturb what you where doing " I said " You are so mean! " He laughted and said " I know and now I'm mean and horney " I smiled and lay down on top of him and started to kiss his lips while his hand pulled of my top and strok my back and then the door open up behind us and when I heard that I just grabed the cover and laide it over us and then I heard Mys voice saying " Are you two playing that game which wasn't a game? " I got of Jensen and laied down next to him and said " What do you want? " My said " I'm bored and want to play, Jensen can't you play with me? " Jensen smiled and said " Of course I just have to eat something " He sat up in the bed and I said " Jensen can't you play with me first? " He smiled and and My said " No I said it first " I started to get pissed off and Jensen gave me a kiss and pulled his boxers on again and got up to get dressed, I just gave him an angry look, and he just smiled back, so I started to get dressed too and My ran away to her room to wait for Jensen.

So me and Jensen walked down stairs and when we walked into the kitchen we found mum
sitting on the table making out with Johan who was without a shirt and they where really all over each other! I just said " What the hell are you doing?! Get a room! " They frooze and looked at us and Johan helped mum down from there and they looked embarrassed and they just walked out of there with out a word and then Jensen just started to laught and I told him to shut up but eh didn't so I sid " It's not funny! Imadged if had been your parents instead!" He stopped laughing and started to do a sandwish instead and I said " Why can't you say no to My? " He smiled and said " because she is like the cutes thing ever " I said " So I'm not the cutes thing ever? " He said " You know what I mean" I said " Yeah but I can't belive you rather play with dolls with her then have hot sex with me.. But that is just great.. I suck in bed so you rather hang out with My. " Jensen walked over to me and kissed my neck and said " You don't suck in bed you are amazing, and you know it. But are you jealous at your 5 year old little sister? " he smiled at me and I said " No I'm not!" He laughted and said " Two times in less then 24 h, and yeah right you are not an jealous girlfreind.. " I just hit him on the arm and he kissed me and started to eat his sandwich again and walked up to My.

About Nicky and all that I don't know what to say more then I'm pissed of like hell
at him!! I can't belive he things the feelings between him and Zara had been away for a while now because I know she dosn't feel that way, but the worse thing is that he told Shane about it first and then Shane told Madde! I mean if someone should know then it's Zara and not someone else and if he had told her from the begining when he started to feel like this then they could have tried to fix it before it got to this mess!! I really really just want to kill him!! But i knoe two of my freinds wouldn't let me do it, and of course I'm talking about Madde and Zara who have then same feelings for Nico, because when Zara deribes how much she love him and how amazing he is and so on then she sounds exacuttly like Madde when she talked about Nico, so what I know is that they love him like crazy both of them and they are both inlove with him and want to speand the rest of there lifes with him and I also knw that one of them will get really hurt. I'm not going to talk so much how angry I'm at Nicky because then I will be angry for the next few hours!!

So after breakfast I walked upstairs to take a showre and get dressed and when I was
done Jensen walked into the room and sat down on the bed and said " Do you feel like taking a drive with me? " I said " Yeah sure, where? " He said " To the food store I have a big craving for suger right now, I need it!" I laughted and said " I'm the one how is suppose to have cravings since I'm pregnate not you" He laughted and said " Yeah but since you don't I have to eat for all three of us " I laughted and gave him a kiss and we walked downstairs and outside to the car and droveto the store.
When we arrived Jensen took a food carrage and we started to move around inside the store and Jensen put a lot of diffrent things into the cart and most of them was
some candy. Then I picked up two bottles and laughted and said " whip cream or chocolate sauce? " Jensen started to laugh and said " Both " I laughted and put them back and Jensen looked at me and said " What are you doing? " I said " I wasn't serious" He said " I was " Then he walked over to me and put the bottle in the food carrage and I said " I'm not doing it " He smiled and gave me a kiss and said " Then I wil make you do it, since you like me all demanding " I just shaked my head and laughted and we countinue our walk in the store and after a while and then I stopped and looked a little further into the store and Jensen looked at me and asked what I was doing then he also looked where I was looking to see what I was doing and then he stopped too. There was Nicky and Kian and they where also looking back at us. Jensen said " Let's go and say hi" I said " I can't, I will start yeeling at him. And I almost promised Madde that I wouldn't" Jensen said " Then I'm going to say hi " I said " I wait at you in the car" And after like 15 minuts Jensen opend the door to the car and sat down and started to drive and said " Nicky is.. " I said " I don't want to know whatever you are saying that will just make me furious!" So he just shut up and countinue driving.

When we got home I walked into the kitchen and there was Zara and Sara I gave them a hug and asked Zara if Nicky had called her and she said " yes he have and I acutlly picked up. " I said " So how ar eyou feeling? " Zara smiled and said " better then before " Sara said " Tell the whole story from the beginning.. " Zara said " Yeah
sure. He called me after dinner yesterday and I lokked at the phone and thought I had to do it so I did. And he sounded really suprised that I answerd and it was so amazing to hear his voice again and my heart started to beat faster and it tingeled in my stomach and I got goosebumps over my whole body and I wanted to yell at him and be angry but I couldn't I was just so happy to hear is amazing voice again. Then he said he was sorry and he asked if I could come over so we could talk face to face and I said yes. So when David had falled asleep last night at ten a clock I walked over there, and I was really nervoius.. I knocked on the door which also was weird since it's my hourse too. He opend the door and we just stood there looking at each other for a while and my tears started to ran down my cheeks and he movied away so I could walk inside and it was so weird to be at home again even thought I have missed it like hell. We walked in to kitchen and Nicky said nervoius " Do you want something? Or I mean it's your place too so of course take whatever you like. " I just shaked my head and a few more tears started to ran down my cheeks and he asked how the kids was doing and I said they where fine even thought I can see that they are sad and worried about everything who is going on. He looked down and said he was so sorry about everything and that he had missed me and he never wanted it to be like this and I started to cry for real and asked how he could do this to me and that I was so hurt and didn't know how I could forgive him, I hoped my whole heart to him and told him how I feelt and I cried more and more for every minut and he started to cry too and he just let me yell at him without him saynig a word and when I didn't have anything mor eto say I just sat down on a chair at the table and put my hands over my face and cryied my eyes out. After a minut or so I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned around and saw a Nicky and I stood up infrom of him and I was still crying and a tear also ran down his cheek so he carefully put his arms around my neck and gave me a hug, and it was so wounderful to feel his body aginst mine and feel his scentens so I just had to hug him back, I never wanted to let go of him, because everything feelt so amazing when I huged him and every problem was just blowen away like it use to be. After a long hug he let go of me and looked at me and dryed a few tears away from cheek with his hand and he looked me into my eyes and said that he was so sorry. I just looked at him and then he lead his head a little closer to mine and then he kissed me, it was so amazing, I thought my heart was going to jump thrwo my cheast and it was so great to feel his lips against mine again and I realized that I have really missed him like crazy! Then he started to kiss me with more eager and his hands was under my shirt and started to undress me and we walked into our bedroom and had the most romantic hot sex ever! It was amazing and afterwards we lay there and cuddle like we always did before and then Sara called and asked if I was comig home and got a little angry with me but then I said I was going to spenad the night here and we just laied thet talking and cuddleing and everything was just like before and like I want it to be. In the morning when I woke up Nicky was all reday up so I put on his shirt from yesterday
and walked into the kitchen where he was making breakfast and he looked so good then I saw Kian siting at the table and he looked suprised when he saw me but he walked over to me and gave me a hug and said he was going to go for a walk and leave us alone. Then I walked over to Nico and kissed his shoulder and everything was jut amazing the whole night everything I loved it. We sat down at the table and eat a fanatstic breakfast and then Sara called again and said that she didn't want to care of the kids. So ate up and told Nico I had to get dressed because Sar refused to take care of our kids and he just laughted and I asked if he wanted to come with me, and he smiled and said he would love too so I walked into the bedroom and got dressed from the clothes I had in my wardrobe and then we walked over to Sara and Niklas and the kids wasn't that happy to see him but after we talked for a while
with them they gave him a hug anyway. Then he had to go because he had promised Kian to help him with a gift to Jodi so I gave him a kiss and said that I loved him, and he said he love me too and that he would call me later. And that was my whole night and moning with Nicky " I said " I can't belive you had sex with him" Zara sign and said " Not you two, I just hope I can move back home now. " I said " Yeah so do I.. " But I was just really thinking about what Madde had wrote yesterday that Nickys feelings had cold off if he just used her now then I will kill him for real and I know Sara will help me! So hope not!!

But I started to think about madde that she would be a totally wreak if he choose Zara, even thought that is the right thing and I will be there for Madde then if she needs me and want me too. Because I love her and miss her like crazy when she is away, I just wish that it would be Thursday soon. And I loved when she called me yesterday and talked even though it isn't like it use to be when we just talked and talked and talked for hours and I miss that but hopefully it will come back.. I hope she will call me tomorrow again..

Well anyway after my talk to Zara and Sara they left to go home and I walked upstairs to lay down before dinner because I wasn't feeling so good, when I laied there and looked at the phone if I should call Madde and I was so close doing it even though I shouldn't, but I got iturruped that mum called that it was dinner. So I walked down stairs to eat and it still feel so empty without Madde..

After dinner me, Jensen and Jared walked into one of the movie rooms to watch some
movie and we ended to seeing scary movie 1 and 2 and they are so bad that they almost is good but we laughted a lot! :P But then it was fucking clowen in the second movie which was so scary and in the movie and one time I just scremed because I hate clowens and the guy sjust laughted at me! I just wnated to kill them almost anyway, but they are scary really scary! I got the chill to even think about!! So let's talk about something else insted. After the movies I walked over to the bed room and got into my sleeping clohes while Jensen walked down stairs to eat something and after 10 minuts he came back and he had his hands behind his back and I asked what he had there and he gave me a cheesy smiled and locked the door and took out from behind is back the whip cream and the chocolate sause bottels and I just laughted and said " Never " He just ignore that and walked over to me and got on tp of me and started to kiss me and pulled off my top and started to use his tonuge on my boob and I started to moan and then he kissed my stomack and pulled off my panties and took a grip off my thighs and spread them apart and put a few fingers inside of me and started to move and I started to moan and then he did want I absoulty love which is useing a tonuge and moan really loaud and he stopped and looked up on me and I had bored my nails into the madress in the bed just because it was so good and Jensen just smiled and laied down on top of me and started to kiss me then I pulled of his shirt and unbuttom his jeanse and pulled them of over his sexy ass and down his thighs and feet. Then he got of me and grabed the whip cream
and shaked it and I just laughted and said " I'm not doing it " He gave me a chessy smile and said " You don't have to do anything just lie there and you don't have a choose. So just shut up and lie still women!" I laughted and said " Fuck you!" He said " I will fuck you later!" Then he pulled of the top and started to spray whip cream over my boobs and then he put a little chocolate sause on the top and started to lick it up and I have to admit it was kind of good ;) Then he countine with the whip cream and the chocolate sause down my stomach and further down and when he started to lick that up I really srated to moan and I was so close and he smiled and countine intill I came and then he licked everything up and started to kiss my lips then he rolled us around so I got un top and I kissed him cheast then I picked up the bottle with whip cream and sparyed a little of my finger and gave him a cheesy smile and licked it up with my tounge and he smiled and I could feel how nauseous I got of that whip cream so I said " I can't eat anymore of this then this night will not end so freash " He smiled and said it was okay, so I started to kiss his cheast and down to his amazing beast who was all reday kind of worked up, so I stareted to lick it with my tonuge and he started to moan so I started to use my mouth intill he was hard enought then I sat down in top of him and took a grib of it and put it inside of me and started to move and he was stroking my thigh and it was so good!! Then I laied down on him and he rolled us around and he got on top and started to move faster and both of us started to moan and when I was close he slowed
down and did it hard and deep insted and helped with his fingers intill I came for the second time and it was fucking good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then he smiled and started to go faster again and he started to moan really loud and then he got all stiff and then he came inside of me. Then he laied down next to me on the side and smiled then he strok my arm and then my belly and we just laied there looking on each other and after an hour or so he fell a sleep and I laied there looking at him and teh sex was amazing!!

So now I'm blogging after my amazing sex experience with my amazing sexy boyfreind that I almost can't keep my hands off him!! And I'm still a little worked up or that's a lie I'm a lot worked up!!! ;) hehe
Well anyway now I have too go, but I haven't desided if I should take care of my little problem or if I should sleep ;) I just have to see what happens, so have a good night and sleep tight!
Kisses
Tove