Another Monday! :P

Hello sexy!

I hope you all have had a great weekend, I have anyway and a kind of intresting weeked. :P If you read Maddes inlay from yesterday then you know what happend to her that night when we where out that night. I think I'm Rikards biggest fan ever! I love him!! It was so hilarious that he came after a like 10 minuts and then just left without leting Madde get done! HAHAHA I thoght I was going to laught myself to death!! Or I thought Madde was gong to kill me that night for laughting at her since that is the worset thing she know, So funny :P hahha

Apprently Jensens parents had asked Jensen about that night when Madde chased a half naked dude around the house and the top of that Madde was totally naked except she had her pantis on. Donna and Alan had told Jensen that they where alittle suprised and choched about what had hapend that night and they didn't really understand what had really happend and why Madde was nakend screaming, they thought it it was kind of odd and weird. Jensen had told them that Madde was unpredictable and kind of crazy women so you never know what will happend in this house but at the same time that she was an amazing women and a really good freind.

When Jensens parents told him that, Jensen told me and I told Madde and then probably ever body known. :P hahah

Well tomorrow we are going to the cottage as Madde told you :) And we will back on saturday, and then we will tell you everything, but we will probaly write something anyway just so you know we are a live, and hopefully me and Madde will be freinds all week but that have never happend before I think. Last year we fought about Sean, because Madde sleeped with him even though she knew I liked him, and I have a feeling that we will fight about Sean this year too because I think Madde will try to seduce him even though she have promised me that she would try to keep her hands of. And I have knewn Madde my whole life and I know that she will probably try something beacause when a guy lookes like that and is great in bed she can't keep her figers to herself. So I just have to hope that Sean isn't to angry with me and can say no, but i doubt it because I can see in his eyes how he looked at her, his almost have the same glare as Henrik has when he lookes at her. So we have to see if me and Madde will fight again which isn't that good for our relationship, so I just have to keep my fingers crossed that she can keep her pants on. Then Maybe this year will be a fight free time her in the cottage, as long as I don't talk to Nico then we never know..

Well this moning we walked down to breakfast, and with me I mean me and Jensen. Mum, Johan, Donna, Alan and My ws siting in the kitchen eating. They said goodmorning to us, except mum who is still pissed at me after that little thing where me and Jensen had a little sex in the forest. She just looked at me, I have to say Madde and Krisen is kind of alike each other, they are just as long-signed and I hate it!Well anyway we sat down at the table and jensen started to eat which I didn't. My looked at me and said " You promised me that you would try to eat and that I shouldn't be worried!" I didn't answer to that, then I just walked out of there, I heard Jensens calling after me, but I went upstairs and walked into the bathroom to get ready. Then I heard that someone knocked on my door and then I heard someone walked into my room, I walked out from the bathroom and saw mum there. She sat down on the bed and said " Tove what is going on with you? My thinks you are sick and dieing again. " I walked into the bathroom and continue with my make up, Krisen said " Please come here and sit down and talk to me. " I said angry from the bathroom " So now you want to talk to me again!" She said camly " Yes I do. You can always talk to me even though I'm angry at you, so please? I'm not goling away from this room intill we have talked " I said " Fine what do you want to know?!" She said " Please can I talk to you face to face and I think you know what I want t oknow " I did as she said and sat down, and told her everything! She said with a scared voice " You need to get help now! If you don't I will force you too do it! " I yelled angry " It's my life, you can't force me to do anything! I'm 25 not 5!!" Krisen said " I don't care how old you are, you are still my daughter and I love you and wants the best for you so I will do anything. And I think I will have back up from Madde, Jensen and everyone else, so yes I can force you trust me, if you don't go there yourself!" I just ran out of my room and I ran out of the front door!

I started to walked and after 20 minuts I saw Mikale with that blond bitch and I'm not like Jess who rans away I rather confront him face to face. I walked up to him and since I wasn't in the best mood I hade to keep myself back. When I was face to face with them and he saw me gave me a nervous smile and said hi. Then h asked if I knew why Jess hadn't call him back, I looked at the blond girl and then gave him a meningful look and I said " She saw you!" He said " Oh! this is Tina, she is my cousin. " I looked at him confused and looked at his hands and her hand who was holding each other. He saw that and told Tina to stay here and then we walked a a couple of meters away. Then he said " She has a brain damage, I know it dosn't shsow if you look at her but she can barely talk and she have a hard time walking and so on, so they are visting us know so thats why I'm haning out with her. I would never hurt Jess in that way, she is so amazing! " I said embarressed " Oh my god I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to...you know. " He laughted alittle and said " It's okay. Can you please talk to Jess and explaine and then ask her to call me? Or have I blow all the chances with you so you will help me? " I said " I will talk to her, and no you havn't yet but you don't have so many left!" He looked nervous and then we walked back to Tina, and I told her that I was sorry for stealing her cousin away for a few minuts.

Then I countined walkeding and then Jensen called and ask where I was and if eh could join me and I said yes, so I sat down in a park and waitied on him. Then all teh sudden someone put there hands infront of my eyes, but I all ready knew who it was, I put my hands on his hands and said " Hi love" He let go and I bend my head back to look at him and between his lips he had a yellow flower, he bend down so I could take it out of his month and then he smiled and said " A beautiful flower to a beautiful woman" I smiled and gave him a kiss, then eh sat down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder and he said " So how did you know it was me? " I smiled and said " I feelt your amazing scentens, and I can regonize those big gourgouse sexy hands everywhere " He smiled and strok my cheek and said " You meen thsi hands? " I gave him a long amazing kiss. When our lips parted he look my hand and we started to walk and talk.

After a while Jensens hand started to move from my hand to so of my other bodyparts and then I don't mean my arm. He looked behind us and started to strok my ass with his hand and I looked at him and said " Are you sick? " He gave me a cheesy smile and said " No, just horny and what I know that isn't a sickness " His hand movied inside of my shirt where he strok my back and down to my ass agian. Then he smiled and said " Do you want to go home? " I said " I would love to, but you really think we will be abel to have sex in the middel of the day there? " he sig n and said " No probably not... Then I smiled and said " I know where we are going, and no it's not another stupied idea from my side thsi on is good " He looked me into the eyes and said " Good, I don't know how much longer I can control myself. " I gave him a smile and we countine walking with his hands all over me.

When we was almost home I todl him to come with me and we walked over to our stable. Jensen said " Are you sure no one will show up? " I smiled and graped his ass and said " Yes, It's only me who is here andteh hourse is ofcourse, you know how my family are they would never go here voluntary" He smiled and started to kiss me while his amazing hands was undre my shirt. He stopped kissing me and smiled and picked me up in his strong arms and cared me up to the hayloft and layied me down in the hay. He smiled and started to undo my pants and pulled them off , which he did with my pantis too. He spread my legs and started to use is amazing tonuge and the he put in a few fingers and started to move, and I started to moan, and he contiuned and I could feel that every muscel got all tense before I came, and he looked up and smiled and countine going down on me again intill I came again then he started to kiss my stomach and rolled us around so I got on top I kissed his lips while he pulled of my top an dthen eh strok my back and unhooked my bra. He caress my boobs while I unbuttom his shirt and kissed his cheast and started to unbuttom his jenase and pullsed them off. I kissed him farther and farther down I looked up and gave him a cheesy smile and took a grip of his boxers with my teeth and started to pull them down. And he was pretty hard al ready, but I put it in my month and went slow I could feel that it got harder, when it was hard enought I went up to his lips again and kissed him and he rolled us arund so he got on top and then he slowly lead it inside of me, and started to go slow, which he fast chanced and started to faster since he realize that I was we enough. Both of us started to moan in the takt that he moved. He kissed my boobs and started to use his tonuge which Madde me moan even more. I strok his back and ass, then he started to carness me down there with his fingers while he was moving faster, I moan really loud and Jensen smiled and so did I. He asked " Are you close? " I smiled and said " Oh yeah, just countinue" He smiled at did as I said and after a little while I came for the third time and I graped his ass and after a few minuts I feel something warm in side of me and he came.

He kissed me and I laied down on his sweaty cheast and he kissed my head. We laied theer for a awhile and talked. Then I laughted and said " I read yesterday that when men comes there spearms shoots up in 40 km / h! That' s sick, It almost sounds like it would hurt for the women" Jensen laughted and said " You read to much do you know that? But Yeah that is really fast!! That's kind of fast if a car drive by in that speed. Crazy! Dose it hurt? " I laughted and said " Yeah I know, I should stop reading. I know!! No of course not, it feel just warm and good " He said " Yes you should. I bet my swimmers are even faster, beacsue we are always fit for fight. Don't you think? Good, I like it to" I smiled and laughte said " Yeah maybe 50 km/h. " He said " Oh yeah or 100km/h. But 40 is also fast, it gose really fast to get pregnate then, if you want to try" I smiled and said " Maybe! Jensen not today" He smiled and said " So it's not a no, great " I just smiled back at him and gave hima kiss.

When we got home Zara called me to talk. She told me that Nico had told her that he was sorry for what happend with David but it didn't really seems like he meant it. And she said " And tomorrow he is going home and then to teh cottage which I'm not really enthusiastic about. And since teh kids are staying with me this week, so I will probaly come home in the end of next week with them and proably stay for a while, even though I think we need to work here but Sara persuade me to go home and fix my family, since that is so much more importent then work, and she is so true. So I hope we will work this out now for good, but I don't know how. " I said " I will keep an eye on him and her trust me. I think that is good that you wil be home. And everything will be okay, it have too " She said " I trust you, and I hope everything will work out, I can't live without him he is my evreything, my life! I hate this. Itold him to fiuger out what he realy feels for Madde intill I came home because I need to know now... I hope he realize that he just love her as a friend and me then more then a freind. " I said " I kind of know hwo you feel about this. And I think that is good you need to know for real what he feels. " She said " Yeah I just hope he feel like I want him too. " I said " me too. " then we talked for about an hour more then we hang up.

Then I walked into Jess room and told her about Mikale, but she din't look so happy as I thought so I asked what was wrong and she said that the girl she had seen Mikale with was wearing high heels and could defentlly walk. So maybe his lieing, I don't belive that dude, I feel like cuteing his balls of and dick and he will be washing! No one hurts my little sister without punishment!! If he has another girl then he will be so death!!!! Fucking dickhead!!

Jess looked sad and said " I really could need a night out now!! " I promised her that when we get home from the cottage me and Madde would take her out just us three. But even thought I promis that it would just get a girls night dosn't mean it wil, beacsue you never know with us if we get some fancy all the sudden, but I don't think she would mind. But it would be fun if it's just ous three. :)

And when we are talking about party, Jensen and Jared had desided to go out and party next week, so they asked if we wanted to come with them, and of course we said yes ;) Party with those to sexy hunks isn't thar bad trust me ;) And I will try not to embarressed myself that time :P hahah

Well that was all from me today!

I hope you will have a great evening and week since I don't know how much we will write!

Take care!

Kisses

Tove