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Hey y'all! :D

So... today it has been really lonley at home because Nico is at home with Zara, Tove is back at the hospital, Krisen has been working all day and well, the kids have been with their friends and for once the weren't here but at their friends house. :P So like i said; lonley but quite nice because it was so quiet :P I have been away for awhile today, or tonight, as well but I'll tell you more abou that later.

So of course I wnet to see Tove today because i really had nothing to do. I brought Jensen and Jared with me so I wouldn't be completely solo when Tove and Jensen started to snuggle. We talked for awhile and then Henrik walked in the room to check up on Tove, I asked him if I could talk to him for a sec and he said "sure" and walked out the door. I closed the door behind us and asked if we could go somewhere more private, then he asked "So has Tove asked you to suduce me again or what?" I couldn't believe he asked that and as you know I have a temper so I snapped and said "Hey, do you want to hear what i have to say to you or what?! I will not stand this bullshit!". He took a hold of my arm but I ripped it back and looked angryly at him. He said "Okay, sorry. We can go to my office." I followed him to his office and we closed the door behind us. I sat down on the chair infront of the desk while he sat down on the otherside of it. Then he asked what I wanted to talk about. I said "Thank you for letting Tove come home on her birthday, I'm really greatful for that." he gave me a trying smile and when he saw that I smiled back alittle he said "No problem, I think it was good for her to spend a day at home with the people she loves.". I nodded and then I said "Look, I still haven't forgiven you and I think it will take a pretty long time before I do, but you are going in the right direction. But Henrik, if you even think of trying anything with her I'm going to cut your dick off and feed it to you and then i'm going to kill you. Because I will not see you hurting Tove or Jensen and trying to destroy their relationship.". He got alittle surprised that i changed my tone so fast and then he said "I'm not going to try anything with her I promis. I still love her, I do, but I can tell that she doesn't love me that way but that she is completely head over heels for Jensen.". I like it that he respects their realtionship and that he finally seems to have found some respect for me too. I nodded and said "I'm glad to hear that. Now if you excuse me, I'm going to go back to my friends now.". he just said "oaky, see ya." and then I walked out the door.

Of course Tove asked me what I wanted to talk to Henrik about and I told her everything I had said. I knew that she was going to get angry with me but I just told her that i ahd to make sure. Well, she didn't really lighten up but I don't care, atleast now I know the way Henrik thinks and feels so now I can make a judgement based on that.


Well it didn't happen so much today because as i said everyone was gone. Jared and I left Jensen at the hospital because he wanted to spend some more time with Tove so we went home without him. So well, I spent all my day with Jared which was quite nice, we got to have a long nice conversation about things that has happened and things that we hope will hapen in the future. Of course we also talked about things that will happen this summer and most of all about the cottage and people we want to see again. Jared said that he hoped that Keira and Orlando would come an dI just told him that it would be no chance that the two of them would ever miss a summer in the cottage. Then he asked who else will come and I said that the once we knew for sure was: Sean Faris, Shane West, Johnny Depp, Kian Egan, Shane Filan, Mark Feehily, Nicky Byrne, Robert Pattinson, Kellan Lutz, Sarah Michelle Gellar, James Marsters, David Boreneaz, Kiera Knightley and Orlando Bloom. Jared laught and siad very sarcastically "wow, the same people as last year that is, if you don't count Rob and Kellan.". I hit his arm and said "Well if you know someone else who can come then they are welcome. Bring a hot friend of yours." once again he laught and siad "okay, wait here and I'll make a phonecall.". I must say I got really really curious of who he was going to call but I stayed were he left me and after a few minutes he came back with a smile on his face and said "Well, I called a very good friend of mine and he said that he'd love to come." I hate it when he is all mysterious so I told him to just spill the guys name and then he said "Chad Michael Murray". I gave him a big hug and siad "Really!? Wow that is so cool! I really want to meet him! Thanks babe!" then I gave him a kiss and when our lips parted fo a second he siad "Your welcome." and then he kissed me again and thing got alittle out of hadn because all of the sudden none of us had a shirt on us and I had my hand inside his boxers. Then we heard someone hawk behind us and we stopped kissing and I slowly looked over jareds shoulder and looked into Shane and Kians face. They both looked pretty amused and had a naughty smile on their faces. I took my hand out of Jareds pants and he slowly stood up and reached for his t-shirt. I sat abck up and looked at Shane and Kian and said "What do you guys want? coming here and interrupting.." they both laught and Shane said "oh sorry, we can leave if you want to bu I thought you'd be happy that we came because I have someone here on the phone that wants to talk to you for a sec.". I put my top on and reached for the phone that Shane held out to me. I aswered "Yeah? it's Madde.". Then i heard a gorgeous voice say "Hey love, how are you?" I quickly got out of the room and went up to my room and said "Hey! I didn't think you would call me today.". Nico said "Well, I can't really stay away and Shane called me and talked alittle about some new material for a new album and then he asked if i wanted tot alk to you and I just couldn't say no." I smiled when i heard that, he is so sweet. I said "Does Zara know that you are talking to me?" he just said "She is talking with Sara so she doesn't even know I'm talking with Shane. But anyway, how are you?". I replaied "Oh, okay. I'm okay, have been hanging out with Jared all day. It's been pretty nice actually but it's not you. what about you? Is Zara on your ass now about us?" he said "Aaw, thanks babe. But I'm gald you got to spend some time with Jared, that's good. Haha I'm okay, we have talked about everything and of course she is alittle upset but not as much as I thought she would be. The kids are just fine too and I have told Zara that I'm not going to stay away from you because of this, but that I'm not going to spend the night with you unless it's absolutley necessary.". I'm happy Zara isn't so angry that she will keep him from seeing me and that the kids are okay is making me glad aswell. I told him that I was happy about that and that it was okay that he didn't spend the night here with me but then he siad "Well, I'm going to miss it because it was always so cozy. Zara isn't really the person who likes to sleep on my chest so often or lie as near as you. So that is something I'm going to miss, holding you while I sleep." I told him that I was going to miss it too, so much and then we talked about a few more things but the he had to go because he could hear Zara ending her conversation with Sara so he said "We need to take a walk some day soon. I'll talk to you more tomorrow and you know that if you need anything just call or talk to Shane, he is always there for you. I love you. Kisses, bye." I said "yeah, I miss our walks. okay, good. yeah I know he is, thanks. Love you too, kisses bye.".

When we had hung up it was time for dinner, Johan had cooked and it was pretty good. I must say he is a good chef and makes an amazing steak casserole. Anyway around 21.00 I asked Jared if he wanted to take a walk with me because my daily walk with Nico didn't happen today so we put out shoes on and started to walk. We talked about alot of stuff and all the time we got into the subject of what we never got to finish back home, if you don't undertsand then I mean when Shane and Kian came and interrupted us. we laught alot and all of the sudden we walkes into school yard and Jared got the idea to try out the swings. He told me to sit down on one while he pushed on so i did and it was pretty fun to play "little" again. Then I spotted something, a very curious swing a few meters away so I jumped into Jareds arms and took his hand and walked over too it. He siad "Hahaha that looks pretty naughty!" I laught and knew just what he was talking about. it looked really naughty and I must say that it was pretty funny. I took my shoes off and climed up on it and when I stood there I saw that it was named "Huck" and then i just got a huge fit of laughter! Jared asked what i was laughing at and I said "It's called HUCK!!" and because I was laughing so hard he aksed "What?! is it called FUCK?!" Then i just started to laugh even harder and shook my head and siad "No, HUCK!". Then he started to laugh as well and he was standing at the end of the swing and I was standing infront of him but because of my laughter fit I just had to sit down. So I sat down on the swing right infront of him with my face towards him and took a hold of his hips and burried my face in his stomach so that i might stop laughing. When we both had calmed down and I stopped thinking about the damn swing and felt his abs against my face I felt like continueing with where we left off at home. I slowly moved my hands under his T-shirt and pulled it up so that i could kiss his amazing abs. I could tell that he was alittle uncofortable but I was about to change that when i kissed him lower and lower and the he cupped his hands around my face and kissed my lips and then my cheek and my neck and I could tell he got more and more eager because he started to lift up my dress and I unbottened his jeans and put my hand inside his boxer ones again. This time he got really excited and started to get alittle ruff. He pulled down my panties and I pulled down his boxers and....

We had a REALLY good time and I must say that the swing was pretty darn amazing ;) and as you might now I'm pretty load during sex, atleast that is what people alwyas tell me, so i was that tonight as well. Well we had been going on about 15 minutes and both of us where pretty into it so to speak. Then all of the sudden we hear a scream and we just stop, both of us looks to our right and sees a grandmother with her grandson, she is covering his eyes and with the other hand she is calling someone. Both of us curse and Jared quickly pulled his pants on and I pulled up my panties and stood up next to Jared. He asked me if we should run but i just said "No, wait." and then I took his hand and started to walk closer to the woman and boy. I heard the boy say "Grandma, what is it? what are they doing?" I just started to laugh and then i said "Who did you call?". She looked at me and then at Jared and i could tell she got scared, sometimes it's good to have a muscular man next to me, then she said "The police!". I laught and told jared what she had said and he looked at me like I was crazy but I said "We have too wait and see if it's krisen or maybe even Pontus. Don't worry babe.". So we stayed were we were, I was pretty worked up and could keep my hands off his fit ass so i slowly stuck my hand inside his jeans and grabbed his ass. He got all tence and then he asked what i was going so I got infront of him, gave him a kiss and moved my hand to the front insted. This time he got even more tence because he haden't calmed down from the swing thing. But the we heard a car coming closer and he pulled my hand out of his pants. I turned around and took his hand again and looked at the policecar that was coming closer. It stopped next to the woman and boy and out of the passengerseat a very very sexy cop gets out and then Krisen walkes out of the drivers seat. She started to talk to the woman who the pointed at me and jared. Krisen face turned from completely neutral to a really chocked and embarressed face. I just couldn't leave it at that because I saw how horrific she tought it was so i ran towards her and screamed "MUM!". She just stood there with a chocked face and when i got to her I threw my arms around her and gave her a big hug and siad "HI MUM!". Her partner looked at me and Krisen adn then he said "Is this your doughter?" Krisen quickly pushed me away and said "No!". Then i just had to exaggerate it so i started to face cry and siad "But Mum!! you said that i was your doughter!! I confided to you!" Krisen got more and more uncomfortable and then her partner said "So what's your name?". Then i took the chance to screw with Krisen even more and said "Madde Alexandersson", Krisen couldn't just stand there anymore so she almost yelled out a "NO!". Her partner looked at her and she said "Her name is Karlsson!" and then he looked really confused and said "So you DO know her?". Krisen got really uncomfortable and tried her hardest to think of something to say and then she said "Emh, no. I was just guessing. But she is not an Alexandersson that's for sure." Then it was my turn again and I said "But mum. How can I then know that Tove is in the hospital, that Tim is thinking about moving here and that your ex is a crazyperson who is thretening to kill us all and that you are back together with johan?". Her partner looked at krisen who grabbed a hold of my arm and said "okay, now we are going to take you two to the station where you will stay till we figure this out! you there, come over here!!" she said to Jared who slowly walked over to us and got into the cars backseat with me and then Krisen closed the door. meanwhile her partner talked to the ´woman and boy. when he was done both he and Krisen got into the car and she started the car.

I didn't really know what more I could do to screw with her but then I remembered that she never put any cuffs on us so I put my hand on Jareds thigh and moved it upwards. I got closer to him and kissed him and put my hand once again insde his boxers. He was a bit uncomfortable but he didn't take my hand away from there so I continued and after a while he satarted to moan and Krisen looked in the rear-view mirror and saw us kiss. She stepped on the break and stopped the car, stepped out of the car and opened Jareds door. She told me to get off him so i did and then she said "Dennis, you can sit back here so can he sit in the front with me." Dennis, who is krisens new sexy partner didn't ask why he just stepped out of the car and switched places with Jared. When the car started to move again I wasn't sure what to do really but then i leaned closer to Dennis and said "So how long have you been a policeofficer then? I just LOVE policeofficers!" He looked at me and I bit my lip and he siad "Well, I just got out of school so I'm pretty new. Just started a few weeks ago." I smiled and said "Oh a rookie huh? Well, Krisen never said that you were so hot" He smiled a very cheesy smile and siad "She didn't huh?" I could tell that Krisen in the driverseat wasn't so happy about what happened in the backseat so i pushed it even further and leaned in and wispered in his ear "No she didn't." I stroke his thigh and moved my hadn higher and higher. Then both of us flew forward because krisen just stepped on the breaks one again and got out of the car. This time she told Dennis to drive and she sat down next to me.

I really had no idea what to do next and I could tell that i had relaly pushed the envelope because Krisen was really on the edge of breaking out. But then I asked her "So does Ponuts work tonight?" she didn't even look at me when she said "No he doesn't" then Dennis said "What? we met him before we went out. He is working all night tonight." Krisen sighed and siad "No he is not!". I looked at Dennis in the rear-view mirror and he looked really confused and then I asked him "Pontus Pettersson, is he working or not?". He looked into my eyes thought the rear-view mirror and said "He is working.". Krisen clenched her fist and I could tell she was really really pissed off. She wispered to me "You are so going to hear about this later when we come home." I just looked at her and said "So now you do admit that you are my mother. Thank you MUM!". Thank God the car stopped at the station then because I was sure she was going to shove that fist of hers into my face. She took a hold of my arm and a really tight hold too and pulled me out of the car and lead me into the station. She told Dennis to put Jared in a cell and then she put me in an interrogation room and left and closed the door behind her.

I was just sitting ther smiling for my self at my wits and after a few minutes the door opened and there was Pontus. He looked really surprised to find me there and said "I was just in the room behind the mirror and saw you sitting here, what the fuck are you doing here?" I just said that Kirsen was abit pissed off for soemthing I had done. I didn't really want to tell him what had happened but i was still really horny and, well, Pontus is pretty darn hot so i got up and asked why he really had comed in this room. He looked at me confused and said "I just told you" and then when I got closer and put a hand on his chest he got the message and siad "I can't, I'm on duty." I slowly opened the buttons on his uniform and he tried to move away but he didn't get afr because he backed into a wall and I stroke his gorgeous abs with my fingers and gave him a deep sexy kiss and then he let his guard down and put a hadn behind my head and kissed me back. I worked him up even more and then he took a hold of my thighs and pulled my legs up to his waist and then he carried me to the table in the middle of the room, he ast me down on it and continued to kiss me deeply. I pulled his shirt of his shoulder and it hit the floor, I then started to undo his pants and his energetic fingers pulled my dress up and found the edge of my panties and pulled them off. I finally got his pants off and pulled them down while kissing his abs. He started to moan and pulled me closer to him, I pulled down his boxers and once again he lifted me up with his strong arms and pushed me against the wall. To feel him inside of me was just so amazing and to feel his hands gripping harder around my thighs just made it even better. I couldn't believe I broke up with a man that is so good at sex!! I ran my fingers through his short hair and kissed his wonderful neck. Well, i wasn't so quiet this time either but i tried but when I was close to come I just couldn't keep my mounth shut anymore and neither could Ponuts. When we both come the door flew up but none of us cared because we had only one thing on our minds and that was the amazing sex we just had. Then we kissed and he put me down on the floor again, he pulled up his boxers and turned around to look for his pants then he saw Krisen standing in the door. He froze and both of them were just standing ther looking at each other. Krisens eyes were literally shooting lightnings and I must say i have NEVER seen her so angry before. She said really slowly like she was struggeling against killing both of us "Get your clothes on and leave" Ponuts quickly put his clothes on and gave me a look that said "Should i go or stay? she is angry." I just nodded at him to leave and he quickly got by Krisen and left us alone. I must say that I was actually alittle bit scared of what she was going to do but she said "Follow me." and then she walked out of the room and walked out from the station. She walked over to a car that i recognized as her own personal car and Jared was sitting in the backseat. I tried to open the backdoor but she opened the passangerdoor and gave me a meaningful look so i sat down there without question. All the way home it was dead silent in the car, Krisen didn't even turn on the radio and both me and Jared felt like it was a bad moment to talk. When she parked the car she told us to go inside and wait in the kitchen so we did and after a few minutes she came in and said "I just had to leave my gun in the car so i don't do something that i might regret later. I'm not even sure I will regret it.". Jared ogled at me and I said "Leave Jared out of this, he had nothing to do with this.". Then Krisen fianlly snapped and started to yell "Had nothing to do with it!? He had sex with you on a fucking swing in a fucking school yard!!!!!" I told Jared to leave us and he did so after looking at krisen and she gave him a look that said "I will deal with you later!". I said to her "It's not like you have never done something like this before!" she screamed "I have never been so careless and I can not believe everything you did after we came and got you! continueing in the car and then going on with dennis and then asking about ponuts!!! and then having sex with him at the station!!! you should be ashamed of yourself!" I yelled back "You have been that careless!! do you remember the party you had with Zara and Sara when me and Tove were about 14, the three of you and like 15 guys or more!!! and hey! I had to get it out of my system!". She just looked at me and got all red in her face, I thought she was going to explode and then she yelled "Don't you dare come here talk about that now!! You could have kept it in you pants untill you got home!! I can't belive you are such a horndog!! And Ponuts!!! He can lose his job for this!!!". All of the sudden Johan, Tim and Jensen was standing in the doorway to the kitchen and looked at us. I yelled at Krisen "Why not?? You were just as careless as I am now!! I'm a horndog?! Okay fine, I am but I'm so good at sex that guys can't say no! and Pontus will only lose his job if you say anything about all this!". Before Krisen got that chance at yelling abck at me Johan asked what happened and Krisen looked at him and yeller exacly what had happened. Everyone just looked at me and the Jensen said "Hey, where is jared?" I told himt hat he was probobly in his room. He left us and went to look for him.

Well the yelling continued about an hour and Johan had to hold Krisen back at one point because I remembered her about something she had done when she was younger. When she finally had had it with yelling at me she siad "Go to your room adn stay there! And don't you dare go to some guy!! I don't know what i will do then!" I just walked pass her and just as I was about to pass I said "You can't even start do believe how fucking good it was!" and then i ran because she made an attemt at throwing a plant at me. When i got up to my room I took the phone and rang Tove to tell her about what happened. She laught her ass off and thought I had done a good job. Well i just ahve one thing to say and that is: Madde is back in business!! ;) hahahhahah

Well, now I have to go and check how Jared is doing. I don't care if krisen is angry with me because let's face it she has all right in the world to be angry but she shouldn't be nagry with him. It's so easy to manipulate men when you look like me ;)

Tomorrow Tove will write and I will write on sunday unless Krisen has killed me before then :P

Take care
Love
Madde