Interrupted! ;P

Hello!
I hope you are having as good weather as we are! Me like summer! :D

Well as you know Dennis was coming over to Madde yesterday night, and she has promised me know in almost a week that I could meet him, but she hasn't done anything about that at all, so yesterday I thought I should take matters into my own hands.
I said goodnight to Madde and walked up to Jensen who was laying in the bed with his laptop, I chanced to my tanktop and shorts that I use to sleep in and crawl down next to Jensen, who was still looking at he's computer he didn't even look at me. To get his attention I started to kiss he's arm from the top to he's hand and then up agian, but he still just ignored me, so I started to kiss he's bare chest instead down to he's abs, but he still looked at teh computer, so I moved up to he's cheek and lips and kissed them while I had a hand on his cheast, but he just gave me a fast galre and then he looked back the computer, so I strok he's cheast and movied he's laptop and put it on teh floor, and then I put on knee on one side of him and the other on the otherside then I started to kiss he's cheast, Jensen laughted a little and said " Do you think I'm boring? " I said " Congratulations he finally got the message " He laughted and started to kiss my lips, then I started to kiss he's cheast again and movied my hand inside he's boxers. But then I heard Madde and remebred that I had to go, so I got of Jensen and walked up from the bed. Jensen looked like a question mark and then he wounderd what the hell i was doing, so I said " I have to do something, I will be back in 20 minuts or so" I said " I hate when you work me up an dthen you leave, what is more importent then me at 2 a clock at night?" I laughted and said " I know I'm sorry, I will make it up to you when I come back. I will maybe tell you later. " Before he got the chnace to say anything more I walked throw the door and went staright to Maddes room.

I could hear that they where really into it, and maybe even that Madde was kind of close, but I didn't care I wanted to meet Dennis. Of course the door was locked but that dosen't stop me sinece it's like the easiest doors to unlock from the outside even My can do it, but it's only me who dare to go in to Maddes room without kncking because you never know what she is doing, but it's not like I havn't seen her have sex before, so I just locked up and walked throw the door. They where having a great time ;) I just stood there for like 20 seconds then Dennis looked up and saw me, you should of seen he's face :P HAHA so funny!! He just got away from Madde and laied next to her and pulled the cover up to his chin, he looked so chocked and embarressed, then Madde looked at me and sat up in the bed, she just looked really pissed off, then she said angry" What the hell do you want?" I just ignored her and walked to the bed and sat down on the side where Dennis was laing and sat down. I have to say he was to sexy to be true, or he's face was anyway!!
Madde asked agian what I wanted, while Dennis looked scared and relaly embarressed. I stretched out my right hand to introduce myself, he looked at it with big eyes and then he slowly pulled out a hand from under the cover and put it in mine carefully and I said " Tove, Maddes bestfreind " He said that his name was Dennis with a really weak and uncomfetrble voice. Madde said " Good know you have introduced
yourself, now leave!" But I just asked Dennis" So how long have you been working as a policeofficer then?" He heisted then he asnwerd with a insecure voice " ehh.. for a few weeks" I said " Okay, so what do you think of Kristina then?" He looked like he just wanted to disapear but I think he was to afrid to not answer so he said " She..is...ehh fine " I said " So are you hot?" He said " ehh what? " I said " A-R-E Y-O-U H-O-T?" He said " ehh no, yeah.. maybe " I smiled at him and said " Oh I want so your abs, and I wouldn't mind seeing even farther down, so lets see" He just looked at me like I was crazy, and he just pull the cover even higher up. But Madde just sign and pull the cover down so I could see his abs, he was soooo fucking sexy!!!! I'm so jelaous!! But Dennis looked like he was going to die! I said " Yummie!! I would mine a taste of that" He didn't answer he just pulled the cover up to his chi agian. I can see that Madde is starting to get more and more pissed off and she said " We where just in the meddle of something if you excuse us!" But I just pretended like I didn't hear her. Then I said to Dennis " So since I just got to see your abs, then I have to ask is it big?" He looked so embarressed and then he just said " What?" Madde answerd instead and said with a irratating voice " Yes it is! Go!! " But I just ignore her again. Then I asked "So how did it go?" He said " ehh.. go how?" I luaghted and said " Well with the sex? Are you any good? Can you satisfy Madde?" He said scared " ehh...are you.. serious?" I smiled and said " ofcourse, just answer" Madde said really angry" He's great! But he can't satisfy me if you don't leave!! So get the hell out of here!! Can't you see that poor Dennis is getting embarressed!" He looked at Madde confused and asked " Aren't you embarrssed?" She said " No, I'm use to it!" He looked at me and at Madde and aksed her" Do she always do like this? " Madde answerd " No not always, but I could of done the same to her. But I still want her to leave now!! We wasn't done!!" I just looked at Dennis and pretended that she hadn't said anything. And since I did't leave she just crawl under the cover with her head while Dennis looks teriffied and leave he's head over the cover. He is telling Madde to stop with what he's doing, but she dosn't seems to care, Dennis couldn't keep himself for giving out alittle moarning sound, I just smile and asked " Dose it feel good? I have alsways wounderd how it feels to come when you are a guy, so can you like desribe it to me?" He really looked freacked out now and he didn't knw what to say, but Madde just yelled from under the cover " Go and ask your boyfreind!!" Dennis said insecure " You.. have a boyfreind?" I said in a sad woice " Yeah. Do you think I'm hot? Jensen tells me that I'm but I'm not so sure, I think he just tell me that to be nice. So be honest and tell me what you think?" He said " ehhh.. ehh..we..ll..hmm... " Then Madde said angry" Are you stupied!! Ofcourse she is hot!! And now she is leaving so we can continue!!" Dennis said " You are hot. Madde this kind of screwed up my mood, so I don't really feel for it, I think I should go. " I could see the lightnings shooting out of her eyes, so then I said " No it's time for me to go,it was nice to meet you hope I see you soon again. " I walked out the door, but I pressed my ear against the door so I could hear what they wher saying, I know I'm evil :P hahah

I heard Madde say to him that he was not going anywhere before they where done, he agreed that he would stay and try one again. Then he asked " Who was she?" I keeped myself from laughing and then Madde said " That was Krisens daughter! And apprently my best freind, who is so fucking death, she should just now! That bitch!! " Dennis said suprsied " That is Krisens daughter?! " Then I couldn't keep it togehter anymore and I just started to laugh like a crazy person. Then Maddes door open and
she was totally naked and looked like she was going to kill me right there! So I just started to walk really fast towards my room so she wouldn't catch me and I was still laughing really hard. Mean while she followed be and she was yelling " You are so death!! If he don't make me come then I will shoot you in the head, you are such a bitch!! I hate you sometimes!!" Before I slipped in to my room I laughed even more and said " Well just hope he has the balls to get it up again then, and honey I love you too! " Then I just closed the door behine me. Jensen looked at me carzy but I just told him to be quit. Then I heard that she turned around and then I heard Tims voice saying with a sexy voice " Hey Madde! " She just answerd back " Go to bed!!" Then I started to laugh agian and layied down next to Jensen, and he said " 20 minuts? it has been 45 minuts, and what have you been doing why is Madde angry?" I just said " It has, I'm so sorry, like I said I will make it up to you. Me? I haven't been doing anything, she just walked out of her room and started to yell at me, she is weird" Jensen said " Good, otherwise I would be angry. I have to say I don't really belive you little story. " I smiled and started to kiss him so he would shut up. I can say I got to come that night anyway, but I don't know about Madde ;) haha

When I woke up this morning after two hours sleep, Jensen was still a sleep but that wasn't a big suprise since the time was just six in the morning. I layied there for a while and looked at he's gourgous sexy face. But after a while I got bored, so I crawled closer and put my hand on he's naked cheast and strok it, but he didn't wake up, so I crawled down under the sheet and he was allredy naked since last night, so started to play with his big sexy thing, with my hand and mouth ;) Jensen starte to moan alittle and I looked up from the cover but he was still a sleep, so I countined, after a minut or so I heard a voice saying " It's not a dream " I crawled out from the cover and gave him a cheesy smile and he said " What are you doing? Continue! Otherwise it would be like the dream I thought I dreamed and didn't want to wake up from, so don't stop " I gave him a kiss and went back down there, I could both hear and see that he really liked it. I started to kiss his abs and up to his cheast and then his lips, he rolled us around she got on top and he started to kiss me all the way down stairs to give it back to me, I started to moan more and more. after a while I felt hisl ips on my stomach and his hand was serching for my boob which he started to caress with his big hand, when his lips had reach mine he put it inside of me, it was wounderful like always! I started to moan more and louder. Jensen looked at me and smiled, I strok his back with my hands, he started to move faster and faster both of us started to get really into this and moan more and more, then all the sudden we heard a voice behind us who was coming from My who said " I'm hungry, and mum is at work " Me and Jensen had just frosed in that postion, he was still on top off me and inside of me, so I said with a weak moaning, since Jensen had start to move really slow and carefully soit wouldn't show " can't you go to Johan or someone?" She said sad " No, I don't know Johan that well, and everyone else would just tell me that I'm stupied and think that I'm in there way, but I know you want " I sign and looked at Jensen who was still moving, jensen just gave me a smile and I said " Fine! Just wait a little while I need to get dressed " My said happy " You are the best! What are you doing? Why is Jensen laying on you? " I gave out another moan and Jensen just smiled at me and looked at me like what I was going to answer, so I said " we are just playing a little game. My don't you want to go to your room and play while we are getting dressed?" She said " Can't I play? No I want to stay here" I sign and Jensen laughted alittle while he countined moving inside of me, and I gave out another moaning sound and My asked " Why are you sounding like that?" I said " It's because of the game we are playing. " My started to walk closer to the bed and then she sat down on it and started to slowly crawl on it. Then Jensen stopped and pulled it out of me and layed next to me under the cover. My came and forced herself down in the meddle of me and Jensen and layied down on the cover, which was good since Jensens flagpole was really high up, if you know what I mean. Which you even could see if you looked a the cover where he was laying, and that didn't make me less horny! Jensen gave me a look over Mys head and both of us started to laugh, and then My asked " What are you laughing at? and what happed to the game?" Then we laughted even more and I just said " It's nothing! Well we can't play if we want to eat right? " She said " I want to play!" Then she started to crawl under the cover, Jense was really fast up from the bed and he pulled with him the whole cover and wind it around his hips. So now I was showing aéverything instead, I just said " Hey! What are you doing?! Give it to me!" He laughted and said " Don't you think it's better if she sees you naken then she sees me naked?" I just said " Fine!" Then Jensen said " I need to go to the bathroom" I gave him a meningful smile and he smiled back then he walked into the bathroom. I reach after my pantis he was laying in the floor and put them on. Then My looked at my boobs and said " When do I get breasts? I want them now " I laughted and said " Well maybe in eight years or so " She asked me how long that was, so I counted on my fingers to show her and she said " That's like a hundred years away" I laughted and took on my tanktop and said " Yeah but if you are lucky then you will get them sooner" She said happy " Like tomorrow?" I said " No honey not tomorrow it still afew years away, and hopefully you have the right gen so you will get a pair you see, and not like me " She looked confused and said " I want my breasts to look like yours" I laughted and said " What? I don't even have boobs, almost anyway" My said " I think yours are nice, and I want to be acuattly like you when I grow up " I smiled and give her a kiss on the cheek and said " Thanks sweeit, even thoug you shouldn't be like me" She looked confused again and said sad " Why not? Did I do something wrong? and you don't want me to be like you because I'm stupied ?" I thought she was start crying so I said " No you haven't done anything, it's more me who has done stupied things, but be like me if you like " She was happy agian and smiled. Then I asked Jensen " How is it going in there?" He said " Not that good, it's not coming down" I laughted and said " Let me in, then it will go so much faster " My asked what he didn't got down , and I said " ehh.. his toothbrush is stuck on a shelf " My looked at me like I was crazy and she said " Is he brushing he's teeth before breakfast?" I laughted and said " Well you know Jensen is a little weird" Then I stooed up and turned on the Tv for My and told Jensen to let me in.

When he ahd opend the door and closed it behind us, he said " I knew that your sister was a big fan of you and looked up to you, but not that much so she wanted to have your boobs " I laughted and said " The boobs I don't have, you mean? I'm like flat" Jensen laughted and said " Now you are exaggerateing alittle. " I just said " yeah right!" Then he asked " So how would it go faster if I let you in, it will probaly just go slower since I just get all worked up again just to look at you" I smiled and bit myself in the lip and said " Well I thought we should try the otherway, with me helping you get done, so sit down sir, or stand your choose and let nurse Tove take a look" He laughted and satt down on the bathtube edge and I sat myself down crouch to the flloor and started to take care of it my way. Then Jensen said " Want My hear us, or me?" I smiled and said " no, I turned the volume up before I walked in here. Don't worry so much, just relax and let me take care of you " Then I continued what I was doing, he put a hand inside of my top and movied down to my boobs and Jensen said " Look what I found here, it's your boobs, so you are not flat" I luaghted and said " Shut up! I'm almost flat" He just smiled at me and started to caress my boobs. Then I said " can you stop doing that, because now you are working me up too and that was not the point" He smiled and pulled his hand up. Then I countined with him, after a while he started to breath faster and moan more often, I asked " Are you close?" He just nooded and I said " Good, but please tell me before you come I rather don't have it all in my mouth" he just smiled at me, and after a minut or so he gave me the warning so I started to just use the hand instead. When he was done he pulled me up with his arms and kissed me and said " Thanks that helped" I said " No problem, but I'm kind of jealous off you" He smiled and said " We will take care of you later, I promis" After a minut or so we walked out of there and Jensen had taken the cover under the sheet again, and My was still watching tv, so Jensen look his boxers on and just a pair of pants then all three of us walked down stairs.

It was really quit since it was only we who was awake, I made breakfast to My and a coffie to me and Jensen while he was fixing himself a big sandwich. My just drank her oboy and she just had taken one bit of her sandwich and she said " I don't want to eat more" I looked at her like she was kidding, but apprently she wasn't, so I said " What? You just came into our room and said you where hungry, so eat" She said " I'm not hungry on a sandwich, can I just eat cookies instead? " I said firmly" No you can't, that's not good to breakfast" she said " Then I don't want to eat!" I sign and said " My you have to eat, it's importent to eat" Jensen just whisperd to me " it's coming from the right person" I just gave him a irratating look and My said " I don't want to, you are not eating!" Jensen whisperd to me again " What did I just say, she is not stupied your sister" This time I gave him a angry look and took Jensen sandwich who he was holding in his hand and took a bit and said " Look I'm eating, and so will you. if you eat the whole sandwish then you will get a cookie" My started to eat her sandwich slowly, and I just walked over to the trash cane and spit the sandwich out while My didn't look. When I looked up I had a really disappointed and scared eyes looking at me. Jensen put he's sandwich down and walked over to me, and he asked if he could talk to me for a minut or so, I said " No, I have to keep My companie " Jensen looked even more scared now, and he said " My is it okay if I borrow your sister for a few minuts? She just nooded because she was drawning in the papper, Jensen took my hand and seriously draged me out of there and it to the library and clsoed the door. I just looked down but he said firmly " look at me" So I did, and he said " Why did you do that for? You can't even eat a bit anymore? You did that before." I just looked at him without a word and he said " I take that as a yes. Don't you understand that I'm worried about you! And why didn't you even want to talk to me? And why can't you eat?!" I still just looked at him and then he said angry " Tove answer me!! " I hesited and said " Fine, but calm down! I didn't want to talk to you because I know you would be angry and disappointed at me and no I can't even eat a bit, and that's because food makes me really sick and I can't swallow it because then I will throw up, and if I get it down then I will throw up eventually. Don't worry I will be fine!" Jensen looked really angry and scared and he said angry " I don't have to worry about you! Are you stupied, I do have to fucking worry about you! Even more then I thought! You need to get help for this! But when we cooked togheter the other day then you eat and you eat a little at dinner too useally, do you go and throw up after that?!" I said " No i don't need help I will be fine with time. Not after every dinner... and no I don't have anorexia or boulimia! Because that's probaly what you think right? I don't think I'm fat or something, I know I'm to skinny and that I should eat, but I can't. And I know I will be fine. " Jensen said angry " With time! This has been going on for two month or more don't you think you have had time enough?! Yes that exatlly what I thought! Not every dinner that's not good enough, it should be after no dinners at all. That's good that you know that anyway, can you be honest and tell me how many kg you have lost under this month? " I sign and said " No it's not time enought, you don't think I know that? Do you really want to know fine, i have losted.. You don't want to know" Jensen said " Just tell me! I just have to look at you to see it much, so I want to know" I heisted and said " 17 kg .. happy? " He looked at me with big scared eyes and said " Do you think I'm ahppy to hear that my girlfreind is melting away, like ice in the sun... Why didn't you tell me?" I thought about for a while before I answerd and said " I know, I'm sorry. I didn't tell you beacause, I'm worried too and if I said it out loud it would be true, I just tried to forgett what the weighing machine showed and go on, I'm scared Jensen, to scared to tell you and I didn't want to worry you or anyone else. And I want people to act like they always do around me and not get all soft because all this. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you" I looked up at his face and I could see a tear running down his cheek, I just put my arms around his neck and huged him and he huged me back. When we let go, I dried his tears out with my fingers and then I kissed him and said " I love you " He said " I love you too, and we will get throw this toghtere " I said " I know we will, but I would be glad if you didn't say anything to the rest of the family for now anyway, I just want everything to be like normal for a while. " jensen heisted and said " Okay, but if you don't get better soon I will tell them. But can't you please just tell Madde? I would be nice to have someone to talk to about this " I said " yes I will tell her, I'm probaly going to write about this on the blogg so. " Then My shouted after us to come back she had finshed her sandwich and wanted a cookie.
Madde, honey don't worry about me, I will be fine, and plz act normal you know I hate when you get weird and soft :P

When we got to teh kitchen I gave My a cookie, and Jensen contuine with his sandwich. Jensen was still looking at me with really worried eyes, so instead of seeing that I told them that I shold go and take a shower, when I got downstairs, My and Jensen was still sitting there but now they where playing a card game, I asked " Don't you want to take a walked with me in this beautiful weather? And I just mean a walk nothing more, and can you please stop looking at me with those eyes, you look liek someone has died" He smiled as an attempt to not look so worried and he said " honey I can't I just promised My to follow her to playground, but I would love it you followed us?" I smiled and said " You are to nice for your own good to her, it's crazy! Yes I will follow I want to spead time with you and I want to aviod Madde" Jensen said " I know, but I love hangnig out with herI can do that ever day. And what did you really do with madde yesterday? I know yuo was lieing about that story last night!" I laughted and said " You are crazy! I maybe will tell you someday but not now " Then My said " Why is he crazy?" I laughted and walked over to her and said " Because he rather hang out with you then me " My said " Then you can't say he's crazy that makes him nice and you are stupied for calling him crazy!" I laughted and said " I was just kidding " She just said " Don't do that!" I gave her a huga and told her that go and get dressed.

We walked away from the house at ten a clock to the playground, Jensen took my hand and My looked at us and said " Do you have to do that? " " We laughted and I said " Yes we do " My said " Then I want to hold Jensens hand too!" She walked over to Jensens left side and took his hand, Jensen looked at me and gave me a smile then he said to me and My " Now I'm surrounded off the two most beautiful girls in the world" My was just smiling and Jensen looked at me and I just lead towards him and kiss him and said " You are a lucky man Jensen Ackles" He just smiled.

When we got to the playground My ran away to play and me and Jensen sat down on a bench. After a few minuts Jensen said " I'm sorry for getting so angry at you this morning, I'm just so worried" I said " I know you are, and I deserve so much more yelling from you " He looked at me confused and asked what I meant. I told him that I knew he had talk to Madde yesterday about and that he still wasn't fine with it. He said " No you don't desrve yelling for that, like I said it's not just your fauilt " I said " Yes it is, I kind of forced you and Madde is right that I was
crossing the line, big time. Can I asked you something and you promis me to answer? " He said " Yes you did but it's still not just your fauilt, and yes ask me I promisb " I said " Are you afried of me? So you don't dare say no to me" He said " Afried isn't the right word, but.. I don't know, it feels like you will leave me or cheat on me if I don't is as exciting as Henrik or someone else, and that freaks me out and that's why I don't say no " I said " If you don't want to do anything then just say that, I understand and honey I would never leave you just because you say no, never going to happend. About me cheating on you that's the two worsed things I have ever done, and I still don't know why I did it but it had nothing to do with you just me, and I will never do it again, I do understand that it hard to belive that, but just try. So please start say what you don't want to, you just have to say no and I want get angry or anything, I want you to feel free to say what you think, and I love you like crazy! And you are more exciting then Henrik, beacuse I love you and that makes it even better everything we do, that day I leave you that's the day I die and hopefully thats far away from now. " Jensen said " I promis I will start saying no and what I think and belive. And I will never leave either your my life and I love you" I smiled and he put his arm around my shoulder and I layied my head on he's shoulder and he started to kiss me.

Then My come and said " Do you have to do this here?! It's grossed!" Jensen said " Yes We do, I have to show how much I love her, and go and play and don't look at us " My said " You are dumb!" Then she walked back to play. A women who was maybe 50 or something said to us " You two have a beautiful daughter" Jensen gave me a smile and I said to the women " Oh she is not our daughter she is my sister " The women said " I'm sorry! I just thought... " I laughted and said " It's okay I'm use to it " The women smiled and said " but she lookes a little alike you " I said " That was something new, that one I have never heard before " The women said " Really? Because you two have kind of the same big blue beautiful eyes " I said " Yeah really, but thanks!" Jensen looked at me and said " In a few years maybe we will sitt her looking at our own kid running around" I said " You wish!" Jensen smiled and said " I know!" Then he kissed me again. After two hourse we walked home.

Since I'm avoiding Madde, I just walked right by the kitchen where she was eating and up to my room and Jensen followed me. We desided, or he desieded that it was time to clean my walking closet, since I'm an expert on saving everything and I hate to throw things away even though I haven't used it for two years, and you have to see my closet to understand how much clothes I own it's crazy! So We sat down on teh floor in the closet and Jensen started to pick up shirtes and he asked with ever shirt " throw away or save?" Then I got to answer but sometiems he could ask how often I used it and if I said never then he throw it anyway. I really hate to clean and espiecially throw things away!! But I have a boyfreind who thinks I save everything which he hate. He took up a T-shirt and said " Throw away or save? " I told him to thrw it which he gladly did. After a while of the same qustion from him he said with another kind of voice who was more cheesy and said " Throw away or save?" I looked at him and on one of his fingesr he had a par of furry pink handcuffs swing, i just started to laughed and Jensen asked what I had them for I said " What do you think? Well I can tell you, of course I use them to lock in bad boys in my closet intill they beg enough then I maybe will let them lose again, and right they have to be totally naked while they are in here too " Jensen said " Maybe I should be carefull then " I laughted and said " Yes you should" Then Jensen said " Seriously why do you have them? It dosn't feel like you? " I smiled and said " I get them in a birthday present when I turned 16 from a few freinds just for fun " Jensen said " have you use them? " I said " Maybe, maybe not " He said " Come on tell me" I laughted and said " No I haven't" He said " So throw away or save?" I gave him a cheesy smile and said " You deside" He looked at them and then at me and said " I think we will keep them " I laughted and said " And you how just said this isn't me, so is it you now all the sudde? " I gave me a cheesy smile and said " No not really but I can be, I put them in my pocket and then in some safe place. " I just laughted and said " Do that" Then he continued with my dresses and when he got too the red dressed I had been wearing on our date last week he said " We are deffently keeping this " Since that isn't the only dress I have who lookes kind of like that, then it wasn't alot of dresses who got throwen away, I wounder why ;) haha Liek I said Madde it's alot you don't know about my closet ;P haha

When I got down after the cleaning, I saw Madde talking in the phone in the livingroom, and I think she was talking to Nico since she was talking about the flight and how much she missed him and how it was with the kids and all that. So he must have gotten to China now. I just hope everything will work out between Zara and Nico now.But i have to say it was great talking to Madde yesterday even though we talked about Nico.But we have diffrents oppinents about this..
I walked out at the pouch and Jensen walked right behind me and out there was mum, Johan, Donna and Alan. When I saw that I was just on my way turning around agian but Jensen stopped me, and he whsiperd to me, " try to become freinds with Krisen again please" I just sign and sat down. Alan asked what we had been up to and Jensen asked we had been in the playgroudn with My and then cleaning my closet. Krisen just looked at me like she wanted to kill me, and then I got angry to and said " What the fuck is your problem?" She said angry " My problem?! You where the one who had sex on a koffert, not me!! " I said " Well we where just trying to get pregnate, like I said don't you want grandkids?" Jensen looked chocked and said " What?!" And Donna and Alan looked choked top and Krisen said " I know you are just saying that as an excuse, because I know you don't want kids!" I said camly " Well maybe I have chnaced my mind!! " Krisen said angry " No you haven't!!" I said " maybe, maybe not!" Then I just walked out of there and Jensen walked after me and when we had gotten to the kitchen he said " What did you just say out there? " I said " Sorry honey I just said that to have osmething to say " He kissed me and said " okay. "

Jess knocked on my door tonight and asked if she could borrow some heels from me since I'm the shoe geek, and I said yes and asked what she was doing and she told me that she and Miakel was going to a party at a freinds house. I said " Okay, take it easy and don't do anything stupied. And if you are not home before 2 a clock I will come and pick you up" She looked angry at me and said " No you are not!!" I said " yes I'm! Or I can send mum with the police car, just deside" She said angry " Fine! But I will be home before 2! " I said " I hope so!" then she left.

When the time was 2 a clock at night and she is still not home. So I asked id Jensen wanted to follow me and he said yes. I tried to call her from the car but she didn't answer so I started to get reallt worried, so I told Jensen that I would go in and get her. Jensen asked if he should come with if something happend, I said " No it's fine, I have been at so many partien like this so I can't even count them, I will be fine. " But Jensen said he wanted to follow me, so he did anyway. I have to say I hate teenage boys! They was like all over me! I could see that Jensen didn't like it, but I didn't care that much they are like 7 years younger then me, drunk idoits! I meet Jess freind Lovisa and she was pretty drunk too, I asked her if she knew where Jess was and she said that she had seen her go away with mikael for a few minuts ago, but she was in her somewhere. I could feel like I wanted to kill her right now. Jensen look my hand and we continue seaching for her. A guy came to me and started to hit on me like crazy, and he put his hand under my shirt and I just said " What the hell do you think you are doing?! And I took heis hand away. The guy said " You are hot, do you want to go some where? " I said " I'm 25! And you are 16?!" He said " no, 17!But still that's just 9 years, come on sexy let's go? " Then he put the hand back under my shirt and got closer to me, and then Jensen said " She is not available, she is with me, so just back off!" The guy said " It's not like you are married and then she is free!" Jensen started to get really annoyed and he said " If you don't leave now I will call the police and she will report you for sexuel harassment! " Then he back off but befor ehe walked away he said to Jensen " Fucking pussy, not even man enough to fight for her!" Jensen walked towards him, but i just took he's ahnd and draged him away. Then I meet a nother friend of Jess named Klara who said Jess was upstairs in a bed room! Then I got furios at her! So we walked up stairs and found her in a bedroom with Mikale, they where making out and he had his hand inside of her shirt on her boob. And he was without a shirt! They didn't even see us, Jensen squeezeed my hand and whisperd " Take it easy" But that wasn't that easy, I just said angry " Jess!!" They looked up at us and when Mikael saw it was me he just put on his shirt and looked scared and said " Im so sorry! I didn't mean to... I'm sorry!" Jess just looked at him and I could see that she was really drunk!! Then she said to him " Come back! You don't have to be afrid of her! Conutinue kissing me!" But Mikale had to much respect for me so he didn't go back to her. Which made her pissed! But not as angry as I was!! I said angry to Jess " We are leaving NOW!!" She tried to look at me but she was to drunk to fix her eyes at something but she said " No where not!!" Jensen said onec more " Take it easy" I said angry " You are follow me out now or I'm calling mum!" She said " Fine!! Let's go then!! You are such a bitch!!" I asked Mikale angry how much she had been drinking, and he said " a lot.. but i don't know how much" I gave him a last angry look then I looked at Jess who tried to stand up on her high heels but it didn't go that good, she just wobble Jensen walked over to her and helped her, Mikael asked " Do you need help? " I said angry " No You have done enough!!" Jensen helped he down the stairs and out to the car and but her in the backset. And she was really angry with me but I was just as angry as she was! Jensen was teh one who was driving because i was to pissed to do it, Jensen gave me a fast look while he was driving, and he took one hand on strok me on my thigh and said " Everything will be okay" I just looked at him and sign, but then Jess said " Stop the car , I feel sick!" Jensen drived to the side and stopped. Jess opend the door and tried to walked out but that didn't go that well, so I stepped out and helped her out and she throwed up for along time, Jensen walked over to me and gave me a hug and he kissed me on the head. When Jess was done we sat in the car again and started to drive home, We didn't say a word in the whole way home, I was to angry and so was she.

When we got home and we got out of the car, Jess said to me " You are the worse sister ever!! I hate you!!" I said " Yeah maybe I'm but do you have no idea how
worried I got when you didn't pick up when I called you, I thought something had happend!! I know what can happend at partyis like that, and it's not good!! " Jess yelled " You think you are so much better them I'm!! And nothing will happend I can take care of myself!! " Jensen stopped us and said " Guys! Can't you do this tomorrow!" He took a grip around Jess and helped her to her room while I walked behind him, and Jensen sat her down in her bed, then I told her to get some sleep, but she just answerd " Fuck you bitch!! " I was on my way yelling something but Jensen just draged me out of there and we walked to our room.

I just layied myself down on the bed and scremed, Jensen said " She didn't mean all that, she was just drunk " I said " I know but she still have to say she is sorry tomorrow, but I think she will be pissed at me then too. I just got so worried " Jensen layied himself down on his side next to me and strok my cheek with he's hand and said " I know, but it will be fine "

I just want to kill Mikael too!!! Idoit!!

Well now i'm not going to talk anything more about that. Now I'm going to try to sleep since Jensen is allredy sleeping, and I haven't meet Madde in the whole day, so I just have to see if I can aviod her tomorrow too :P haha And I hope I will meet Dennis soon again ;) haha

Well madde will write tomorrow, and I will write the next they after that, if she hasn't killed me ;P haha

Good night!

Peace out!

Tove