Sexy dinner ;)

Hello!!

Okay so i can tell you tht I'm not in the best mood because Tove was a real bitch the night before last when she interrupted me and Dennis! I can't believe she did that! I mean I was so fucking close and it was even better then the first time we had sex and the she walkes throught the door and starts to talk to him. Why!? I don't understand why she just couldn't let us finish and then come in... Sometimes I hate her!

Then she wrote in her inlay that she was able to come the night before last night and she asked if I did to well let me take it from the top. After getting really angry with her and chase her to her room I went back to mine and Dennis was still in bed but he looked really imbarressed and uncomfortable. I looked the door and put a chair behind it and went back to the bed, he opened the cover for me and let me crawl closer to him. Then he asked what the hell just happened and I said "Well, i promised Tove that she would meet you but I never thought she would do that. I can so hate her sometimes!" he said "Does she do that alot?? because I'd really like to know what to expect.". I said "She has done it once or twice before but if she does it again I'm going to kill her. But now she has met you so hopefully she'll keep to her boyfriend." he nodded and kept quiet. Well, I was still really really horny and just wanted him in me again so I kissed his chest and asked if he was ready for another round. He just said "I don't really know, all that happened kind of ruined it for me." I said "Let me take care of that.". Then I slowly kissed his chest, abs and lower till I got to his little friend. There I started to play with it and caress it and I used both my lips, tounge and hand. He started to get alittle more excited and started to breath faster so I continued till he really got it up and started to moan louder. Then I kissed my way back to his lips and he rolled over so that he was ontop and kissed my neck in a very sexy way and his fingers slowly found their was lower and lower down my stomack. He gently started to caress me and then he used his fingers to get me more worked up. Man! that dude knows how to use his fingers!!! He pressed his body closer to mine and put his head next to mine and kissed me on my neck. I put my hand on his ass and squeezed it alittle, then I took a hold of his earlobe betwen my teeth and throught them I said "Now, I need you in me now!". He looked at me and smiled and took his fingers out and put his big beast there insted. I moved my hands from his ass over to his back and felt his muscles play under his skin as he moved faster and faster. I began to moan but I wanted more and groaned "harder!". He did as I asked and tried his best to go deeper in me and it felt so fucking good! He moved faster and harder and while he did that he kissed me but then i was so close that I moaned louder and louder and so did he. When both of us had comed we laied down and rested for a while. But did he give me much rest? No! after about 15 minutes he started kissing me again and with his strong arms he pulled me up from my lying position so that I was lying ontop of him. I couldn't help but smile and siad "Again?" he gave me a really cheesy smile and said "unless you're not up for it.". I just said "Give me your best shot" so he rolled over ontop of me again but this time it wasn't so much foreplay he just put it in me and started off like before. Then he did something no one has done on me before; he slowed down but went harder and I don't think I've had that good sex ever before! I kissed his neck and ran my hands over his back and through his hair, then he started to move faster but he did it still just as hard and I just couldn't keep it in me anymore. I moaned really loud and came, after a few more minutes of great sex he came to and after that we both feel alseep in each others arms.

Okay now let's talk about today. Dennis didn't acompany me last night which was a real bummer but I was able to fall asleep anyway. So I didn't wake up to that gorgeous man, no I woke up all alone in my bed... it's sad really. Anyway I went downstair to get some breakfast and met Krisen and johan in the kitchen. Both of them actually said goodmorning which was quite a chock, I didn't think Krisen would ever say that to me again. Anyway then she said "I would lik it if you ate dinner at home tonight becuase I have invited Dennis over for dinner. And I want you at your best behaviour." I got so happy but i didn't really show it, I just said "oh okay, I'll stay home and i'll do my best at beeing good." Krisen didn't really believe me but I don't care, i was going to see Dennis that night. Then I remembered I had frogotten my cellphone upstair so i ran up and when i entered the room it rang. I picked it up and the voice on the other side said "hey sweetheart." I smiled and said "hey nico. how are you?". he said that he was fine and that the weather in China was just unbelieveble, thn he asked about our weather here and I said "Well, it's not all that good, it's about 20 degrees and cloudy but the sun might find it's way through.". Then he said "So hows things going between you and Tove?" I said "Well, it's better I think but right now i hate her!!" He asked why and I said "Well first she threw a bucket on me filled with ice-cold water and then she pissed me off just by being her.". He laught alittle and said "Why did she through a bucket of water on you?" I told him why and then he just laught even more and said "okay but in that case you did earn it." I can't believe he was on Toves side in all this!! I'm so going to throw a bucket of water on him someday then he'll see how fun it is. I think he noticed that i got a bit angry then he said "How are you doing then? more then being angry with Tove?" I said "Pretty good, I try to du as much as possible during the day so that they will go faster. I hang out alot with Jared, Jensen and Tove and so on. But I really miss you Nicky, I really do.". He said "But that's good, I'm glad to hear that you are doing something and are not just sitting and doing nothing. Oh sweetie, I miss you too. When I get back we need to take a long walk and talk, I miss that so much. It's like imposible to take a walk over here becuase there are cars and people everywhere and Zara doesn't really have time to take walkes either. But Zara and I don't have the same things to talk about like you and I do.". I told him that we really had to do that becuase I didn't really have anyone to take a walk with, of course me and Tove could take walks but we do so many other things to and we are more comfotable sitting in a sofa or on a bed and talk. And jared and I are just not possible to talk like me and Nico, I don't know but Jared and I are more physical so talking isn't going so well between us. Anyway Nicky and i talked for another hour and then he had to go but he said that he would call later, we said good bye and hung up.

When I got downstairs again Jensen and Tove were sitting in the kitchen, Krisen and johan had gone somewhere else. I thought that it was a perfect moment to get back at Tove so I walked over Jensen who was sitting with his back to me and I took a hold of his hair and put one hand under his chin and turned his face to mine and started to kiss him. He got really tence and tried to push me away but i'm a stubborn woman so i didn't let go. But then I heard Tove laugh and say "Do you really think that will help or what?" I got realyl angry and jensen just looked from Tove to me and back to Tove again and said with a dismayfully voice "what is going on?! Your not even angry!". Tove laught at him and siad "I don't care what she does, you can kiss her back if you want to.". I can tell you that i wasn't going to waste that chance so i started making out with him again and after a few seconds he started to respond and kiss me back. I must say he is a pretty good kisser. We snogged for a ood few minutes but Tove never interrupted us and when we stopped I looked at her and she didn't show anything. I can't even tell you how angry i got! I wanted her to be pissed and yell at me or somethin but she didn't even care! I'll think of something that will make us even. I left them and sat dwn in the livingroom and tried to think of something to do that would mess with Tove. Then My entered the room and there was my way of messing with her. i asked her to come and sit down next to me and we started to talk about what she had seen Tove and Jensen do yesterday morning. She said that Tove had siad that they were playing a game and then I said "No honey, they were hugging. They were hugging alot so i think you are going to be an aunt soon." Mys face lit up in a big smile and then she ran out of the room and I could hear her saying to Tove "You are going to have a baby!!!" and then she ran away again. I walked to the door and saw Tove stand in the kitchen looking like a questionmark and Jensen looked the same and then I heard a scream from upstairs and saw Donna and Alan come running down th stairs and both of them satrted to hug Tove and Jensen. Donna even put her hand on Tove belly and said "oh I'm so happy! i'm finally going to be a grandmum! i hope it's a girl, I'm going to spoile her big time.". Tove was still looking like a questionmark and said "huh? what, wait..." but noone was listening. Then more and more people came done the stairs and started to congratulate the "parents" and then even Jensen lit up in a big smile and hugged tove and said "is it true?! is it really true? are we oing to be parents. i'm so happy, i can't believe it, we are going to have a baby!" He kissed her but she was just standing there and then she had enough so she just yelled "I'm not pregnant!". Everyone got quiet and looked at her and Jensens face went from happy to confused and said "What? but then why...?" Tove just said "Was it My who told you?". Everyone nodded and then Tove yelled at My to come downstairs which she gladly did and then she asked her who had told her that she was pregnant and My said "Well, you two was hugging yesterday morning when I came into your room. And that is the way you make babies.". Then Tove sat down infront of My and said "Did someone tll you to tell everyonein the house, and then I new I was screwd. My said "Yeah, Madde." Tove stood back up and yelled for me to come to the kitchen so I did and asked what she wanted. She said "I can't believe you made everyone believe I was pregnant!" then Krisen said "Why did you do that?" and looked at me. I got alittle upset and siad "Because she walked in on me and D.... Daniel having sex th other night and she wouldn't leave, I'm just paying her back!" Tove looked at me with a meaningfull look and Krisen asked "Daniel?" I said "yeah, Daniel. It's a guy i met a few days ago.". Sometimes I just LOVE that i'm such a good liar because she actually believed me and after that everyone went back to whatever it was that they were doing before the big fake news.

Okay, of course I have to tell you about Toves little problem with food. When i heard she had lost 17 kg I thught I was going to die! 17KG!!! do you know how much that is! I can't even begin to tell you how scared that makes me but at the same time angry because Tove just says that she is fine and that everything will be okay. She is not fine and nothing will be okay untill she has gained back those 17 kg and started to eat again. i'm actually thinking of calling Henrik and ask what he thinks of it. The horrible thing is that I think he would say that she has to come back to the hospital but if that is what it takes to get her to eat then that is what we have to do. unless she starts eating at her own free will. I can't just watch her wither away and die a slow death because that is where she is heading. And then she wants me and Jensen, the only people who knows about it, to keep quiet and act normal. That is fucking impossible!! I must say that I am more worried about her now then I have ever been, noteven when she was lying at the hospital because then she had a bunch of doctors around her and they could help her but now she just has us around and we can't help her unless she wants our help. Which of course she doesn't. I can undertsnad that she is scared becuase I am too and so is jensen but if I wre her i would do something about it anyway, not for my own sake but for the people that means most to me in this world. So please Tove, for me and Jensen, eat! or get some help because we can't watch you starve to death.

I spent the rest of the day with jared, Jensen and Tove. We went to a café not far from the house, a man named Jesper Andersson owns it and Tove and I used to play in the area of the café when we were little so Jesper used to bring some cookies and milk out for us when we played. He is a really sweet old man and he has a great sence of humor. So when we got there and went to the counter a woman asked us what we wanted and then we heard Jespers voice say "Cookies and milk, that is what those two young beautiful girls want.". Both me and Tove smiled when we saw our old friend and said "Hey Jesper, it's good to see you again." he walked around the counter and took my hand and kissed it and then he did the same to Tove. He is so cute. Then he said that we could take whatever we wanted and that we didn't have to pay because beautiful girls like us should never have to pay. I couldn't agree more ;) ahhaha jared and Jensen asked us when we sat down who the man was and we told them about our childhood and that we used to play in a little hut behind the café and that he everyday gave us cookies and milk and that we once staied over in the café and Krisen had gotten so worried but then Jesper had followed us home the day after and told her everything and promised that he would keep an eye on us when we were playing. I must say sometimes I really miss being that little because you never had any problems or had to worry about anything, you just lived life.

Then it was time for dinner, I just ahd to put on somethin little more sexy so I put on the balck dress I bought in Dublin, when Jared saw me he was just breathtaken and didn't know what to say. When Dennis arrived Krisen introduced him to everyone and when she introduced me I just smiled and held out a hand and said "Long time no see, and I'm not an Alexandersson, sorry for saying that the first time we met." He just gave me a cheesy smile and then Krisen introduced Tove and his smile went from cheesy to uncomfortable. Anyway we sat down at the table, I was seated next to Dennis, on his lefthand side and Tove was seated right infront of him with Jensen or her right.While we were eating I couldn't keep my eyes or hands away from him so I put my hand on his thigh and moved it up slowly, he started to sit up more and more and tried to remove my hand but I just hit his hand away and continued going higher. Then Tove came and helpt me out with her foot. After a while Dennis excused himself and went to the bathroom. i just looked at Tove and raised an eyebrow and she smiled at me, we can be so evil! :P When he came back he looked at me and gave me a look that said "Don't do that again, not funny." I just smiled and when he sat back down I put my hand back where it was before he left and continued to touch him. Once again he went to the bathroom and My asked why he went to the bathroom all the time. Tove and I just bursted out laughing and Krisen just looked at us and told us to shut up. When he came back again we desided that it would just be really wierd if he went again so we left him alone and we finished eating our dinner. We had a great time talking and laughing and when the clock started to get close to 23.00 Johan, Krisen, Donna, Alan and Dennis went out on the porch and took a drink and talked. Jared, Jensen, Tove and I staied inside and watched a movie that was on the telly. About an hour later I went up to my room and changed into a short sexy red and black nightie and then I walked back downstairs and went out on the porch. Everyone turned to me and I thought Dennis eyes were going to plopp out of his head. I said "Well, I'm going to bed now. It was really nice to see you again Dennis, hope I will see you again in a near future." while saying that I gave him a cheesy smile and then I went back to my room. i laid down on the bed and waited and after about 15 minutes he walked through the door and closed it behind him. I got up and locked it and put a chair behind it so that it's impossible to open from the outside.

He smiled at me and siad "Was it really necessary to do what you did during dinner? Get me all worked up." I smiled and walked closer to him and said "Well, yeah. I wanted to make sure you were going to come up here tonight. Plus you have no idea how hard it is to keep my hands off you.". He smiled and put a hadn behind my neck and pulled me into a deep sexy kiss. I started to unbutton his shirt and felt his abs under my hands as I stroke them. He moved his lips from mine and started to kiss my neck and shouler. he pulled down my shoulder-straps and let the nightie fall to the floor. He went back to kissing my lips and moved me slowly towards the bed. When we got to the end of the bed he put his arm behind my back and leaned me down on it. He laid on his back and I sat up ontop of him and started to undo his jeans. He stroke my sides with his gorgeous hands and then I kissed his chest and stomach. He rolled over again and pulled his jeans and shirt off and threw them on the floor and began to kiss my boobs and stomach. I stroke his back and ass and then I put my hand inside his boxers and found what i was searching for. He took my panties off and threw them on the floor aswell and then he pulled off his boxer as well. He looked at my hand that was doing some handy-work on him and then he looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and then all of the sudden I was ontop again and started to kiss my way down to his dearest part. When he started to moan louder I stopped and laied down next to him and he slowly got inbetween my legs and put it in me. He pressed his hot gorgeous body to mine and kissed me. Then he did so that I was intop again and I stroke his abs and chest while moving faster and faster. I'm not realyl so found of being ontop because it doesn't feel as good so I leaned down on him and made him come with me when I rolled around and changed place with him. He didn't disagree, he just wanted to get deeper in me and moved faster and faster. I started to moan really load and he wispered "are you close?" I just pressed my hands against his back and pulled hi closer to me and said "more!" he smiled and got up alittle and closed his eyes and did something really really realyl amazing. I can't even explain it but I thought I was going to explode! When both of us were done he laid down next to me and I rested my head on his sweaty chest. He kissed my hair and stroke my arm with his fingertips. I couldn't keep my hands off his abs so I stroke them and then he joked with me because he suddenly flexed his abs. I can't begin to describe them because they are just to good to be true!! It didn't really make me calm down so I kissed him and he said as I had said the other night; "Again?" and gave me a cheesy smile. I followed his lead and said "unless you're not up for it." He said "Give me your best shot and then he rolled over ontop of me and started all over again.

I can't believe anyone can be better at sex then Criss Angel but I have found the man that knows everything!! He is a GOD in bed. Okay he can't do the magic in bed as Criss can but Dennis knows another sort of magic ;)

Well, now I'm going to go back to that God that is lying in my bed. I just woke up becuase I had to pee and then I remembered that I hadn't blogged so i did it now. Naaw just saw a pic on Nico, look how cute.

Take care
Love
Madde