October 31, 2009

A little of everything..

Hey guys!
Yesterday we celebrate Halloween here, and I hate Halloween I never have understood why someone should dress up and say " Trick or treat" that is just ridiculous. And I also looked horrible sinec Madde mad eme where that costume, I hate her sometimes..

Well about today.
I woke up on I was lying on the most amazing mans cheast and he had his arm around me and I opend my eyes and I smiled because Í just feel how happy I'm to lying here with Jensen, so kissed his cheast and I looked up at him and he was still asleep, so I just lied there bretahing in his scentens and touchig his cheats with m
y hand and after a while feelt a kiss on my hair and I smiled and looked up on his and he ha do end his amazing eyes. He smiled and so did I, he touched my nose with his finger and I gave him a good morning kiss and he said " Sleep well? " I smiled and said " Yes very good thanks, especially after our hot sexy night " He smiled and said " Yeah that was so good " I smiled and said " Oh yeah" he took my left hand in his hand kissed it and then he looked at the engtment ring and kissed it and I said " Do we really need to get married? I mean we are so happy now and everything is just amazing, so why changed that when everything is going so good. " He stroke my hand and the ring and said " because I want to be married to you and celebrate our love for each other and that I have found you. Tove evereything will be okay " I said " Yeah whatever " he kissed me and said " What would I do without you " I said " Probably you would never been hurt this many times and maybe even happier " He said " I can't be happier then I'm, I love you." I smiled and said " I love you too and what would I do without you " He smiled and said " You are amazing" I smiled and said " And so are you " We laied there for a while and then we got up from bed and got dressed because we started to get hungrey and on the floor was out costumes from yesetrday and we looked at them and laughed and he kissed me and took my hand and we walked downstairs

We walked in to the kitchen was, mum, Johan, Johanna and My. My ran over to Jensen and hugged him and Johanna smiled and said “ My I can see that you like Jensen. “ My smiled and said “ He is the best ever! “ Jensen smiled and Johanna looked at Jensen with throneing eyes and said “ I like him too “ I just shocked my head and said “ Of course you do” Johanna smiled and said “ Don’t you? “ I laughed and said “ No I
don’t like, I love him” Mum and Johan looked at us and smiled and Jensen pulled me closer to him and kissed me and said “ I love you too” I smiled and said “ I know” He gave me another kiss and said “ Good. “ I smiled and he kissed my forhead and we made breakfast and sat down at the table and started to eat. Johan smiled and said “ So how dose it feel that is soon just is a month intill you become Mr. and Mrs. Ackles? “ Jensen lighted up and he got a huge smiled on his face and he said “ It’s wonderful, I can barely wait! Everytime O think about it my heart started to beat faster and like it’s just going to pop out of my cheast because I’m so happy!” I said “ You are crazy. And by the way it’s a year and a month before I’m evening going to say I do to some fucking priest!” Jensen said “ Tove don’t say that about a man who works for God. “ I sign and shooked my head and said “ Fine.. sorry “ He nodded and kissed me and then My looked at Jensen and said “ I want to go to the bathhouse today, can’t you come with me?” Jensen smiled and said “ I’m so glad you asked me, I would love to. Maybe Tove want to come with us? “ I stared at him and said “ No,no,no! “ Jensen said “ Why not?” I said “ To many reasons” He said “ Say two of them” I said “ One, I’m not getting in a bikini looking like this, two you know I hate water” Jensen said “ Come on, you are so beautiful, and get to spend the day with me “ I said “ It’s just you who thinks I’m beautiful like this and I rather spend the day without you then be in the water “ He said “ Well then think of all the hot sexy women that will be there and I will just be in my bathing shorts and they will probably looking at me and maybe try to touch me “ I said “ I go with you and Watch!! “ He laughed and said “ Sounds good. “ I just gave him my evil eye and continued eating and My was so trilled about this she ran over to Jensen and hugged him and he smiled and then he said “ But have you asked your mum about this? “ My shooked her head and looked at mum and said “ Please mum can I go?” Mum smiled and said “ Of course you can honey. “ My ran over to her and hugged her and said “ Thank you, thank you, thank you” Mum smiled and then My said “ Can’t I bring Saga with me? “ Mum said “ You have to asked Jensen about that “ My looked at Jensen and said “ Can I?” He smiled and said “ Of course” My smiled and yelled “ Yay!” We laughed and she walked over to the phone and mum helped her dial Sagas number and I could hear that My asked her and then My gave Jensen the phone and said “ Her mum wants to talk to you” Jensen smiled and started to talk and she just wanted to hear if it was really okay with him and of course he said yes then they hang up and we eat up our breakfast and My ran upstairs to pack her bag. Mum looked at Jensen and said “ You don’t have to do this” He smiled and walked over to her and stroke her back and said “ Don’t worry so much Kristina, I want to do it “ She smiled and said “ Okay if you say so. “ Johanna said “ Jensen you are so sweetie “ He smiled and said “ Thanks “ Johanna said “ Tove don’t you want company while you are watching them? “ I smiled and said “ Sure, but why do you want to come? “ She said “ Why do you think?” I laughed and said “ Look at guys. “ She smiled and said “ What else, and now we can do it together “ I said “ It’s only one guy I’m looking at and that is Jensen, so sorry” She said “ I’m just talking about looking not touching “ I said “ I know, but I’m not doing that anymore “ Johanna said “ Are you kidding?” I said “ No, why should I look at other men when I have the most perfect and gorgeous man right infront of me” Jensen smiled and kissed me and Johanna said “ I can just imadgen how boring you are going to get when you are becoming a mum, you will probably be like Krisen was when you where younger “ I said “ I won’t I promise I would rather die! “ Johanna said “ good! Mum said “ I wans’t that bad” Both me and Johanna laughed and then I walked upstairs to take a shower and get ready.

Of course I was the last one to ready to go, we walked out to the garage and drove of to pick Saga up and when we had done that we drove to the bathhouse.
And I Jensen walked into the guys dressing room and me and Johanna followed My and
Saga and when they had showered we walked out of there and Jensen was all ready done he looked so sexy in those bathing shorts and his body was all wet and so was his hair. He smiled and walked over to me and gave me a kiss and I smiled and My said “ Do you two have to do that here? “ Jensen smiled and said “ Yes we do, and if you since you complied I will kiss her again. “ My looked grossed and Jensen looked at me and smiled and gave me another kiss. Then the kids and Jensen jumped into the water and me and Johanna sat down at a bench and Johanna was looking after hotties but there wasn’t really any there yet. So Johanna looked at me and said “ Just so you know I’m actually really happy for you because you seems so happy. “ I smiled and said “ Thanks, and yeah I’m really happy I have never felt like this for anyone else before “ Johanna smiled and said “ I can see that and he is an amazing man “ I smiled and said “ Yes he really is. “ She said “ But I can’t believe that littleTove is pregnant, sometimes it still feels like you should be 12 or something “ I laughed and said “ I can’t believe that either, but like I said you can always baby sit whenever you want” She said “ I don’t think you want me as your babysitter even if I wanted to. “ I said “ Why not? “ She laughed and said “ Ask your mum “ I said “ Come on tell me” She laughed and said “ Your mum left me with you when you where just 3 month old our something and that was the first and the last time she let me babysit. “ I said “ Okay? What did you do with me? “ She said “ Well we watch some tv and I put you in the sofa next to me and I feel a sleep and then I woke up by you screaming and you had falled down on the floor and I just wanted to kill you because I hate when babies scream and I picked you up and tried to comfort you and give you something to eat and so on and I was so pissed up and you was just crying and crying and crying like you always did when you where younger, you where a really bitch! “ I laughed and said “ I still am. “ She laughed and said “ I know, well anyway so then I got tired of you and put you down on the floor and left you there and left the house to fine myself some entertainment and I found a really sexy man and I took him with me and when we got home you where still screaming and you had something in your month and so I took it out and it was a sharp piece of glas and when I took it from you you just screamed even more so I gave it back to you and the guy walked over to me at the sofa and I like had the best sex ever!! It was so good how he licked me and.. “ I said “ Please spare me the details! You had sex in front of me?!” She said “ Of course I had, and you where like screaming all the time but so was I so. Well anyway when he had left you where still screaming and I could find that glass piece so I started to think that maybe hand swallow it but then my phone rang and I forgot about that. When I had ended my call you where screaming like hell and I was so tried of that fucking sound so I went and found a booze bottle and gave you little and you took it and then you finally shut up” I said “ You made me drunk?!” Johanna nooded and I said “ That explains why I’m like I am, and I do understand that you never got to babysit again you are just as bad as Madde “ She laughed and said “ It’s okay I hate babysitting so “ I laughed and said “ You are a weird woman Johanna, but I love you “ She smiled and hugged me and said “Yes I’m, but I love myself just as much as I love you “ I laughed and said “ Sounds like you” She said “ So should you, you are so beautiful” I said “ How do you know that I don’t like myself? “ She said “ Because I have known you my whole life and I can see that you are not comfterble being you and also Jensen and Kristina and me talk about it for a few days ago.. “ I said “ of course you did..so what if I don’t think I’m beautiful and sexy? “ Johanna said “ Because you are so beautiful and sexy I just wish you saw that. “ Johanna nodded against something behind me and I turned my head a little and she said “ You see that gorgeous man over there, he have been checking you in all the time we have been here “ I looked at Johanna again and said “ No he hasn’t he has been checking out you “ Johanna said “ Let’s ask him. “ I said “ No, just let it go” She shooked her head and then she smiled at the guy and waved him over and he walked to us and smiled and Johanna said “ Hello sexy! Can you tell us who of us you have your eyes for? “ He said “ Both of you “ Johanna said “ yes say it, no one will get hurt “ The guy smiled and looked at me and reach out his hand and I shooked it and his name was Fredrik and Johanna said “ Isn’t she beautiful?” I looked at her angry and Fredrik smiled and looked at me and said “ You are really beautiful “ I just sign and said “ Thanks.. “ He said “ Do maybe want to do something someday? “ I said “ I’m engaged and pregnant” Then Jensen walker over to us and he kissed my cheek with his wet lips and I said “ This is my boyfriend” The guy walked away and Jensen kissed me and then he walked back to the water with the girls. Me and Johanna talked for a while longer and I said “ So do you have a special man that I don’t know about? “ She smiled and said “ I have many” I laughed and said “ Of course you do, but you know it’s better just to have one, trust me I have tried both “ She said “ Well I’m not like you or your mum “ I laughed and said “ That’s true, and I’m not like mum!” Johanna said “ Yes you are” I said “ Shut up!” Then we talked while the kids and Jensen was playing and laughing and there were so cute together and while I was looking at them I thought that I’m almost starting to looking forward to having a baby with him, it’s going to be good. And I starting to think that the baby is a mind reader or something because almost every time I talk about her or think about her she starts to move, it’s kind of creepy. And this time to she also started to kick and I stroke my belly to calm her down and Johanna looked at me and smiled and I said “ What?” She said “ Nothing.. you just look so mummies” I said “ Shut up! “ She laughed and then we just sat there talking and after a couple of hours the girls was tierd so we got ready to go home, we dropped Saga off at home and we drove home.

When we got home Emma had just arrived to the house since Madde was going to help her get ready to her party. She asked where Madde was and I said I didn't know but I told her I could help her look. We found Madde in mine and Jensens room and I asked what she was doing and she said " I just found a pair of sho
es for Emma " I nooded and walked over to her and gave her a hug and said " I love you honey " She smiled and said " I love you too" Then she kissed my cheek and Madde and Emma walked into the wardrobe. They found a pair really high heels and I know she was going to look sexy even though Madde had promise Nicky she woulnd't. They walked back to Maddes room and since I didn't have anything to do I walked over there after a while and they where busy with her hair and I sat down on the bed and we talked and laughed and had a great time all three of us and when Madde was done with hair and make up after maybe 2 hours, Emma got dressed in that dress and my shose and she smiled and i laughed and said " Madde she was suppose to look like a zombie not a sexy zombie " Emma smiled and said " I look sexy?" I said " Oh yeah you so do" She smiled and Madde said " You look amazing all guys will die!" Emma smiled and hugged Madde like a hundred times and then she said " I really have to go now, I'm going to be at my freinds house now and help her, thank you so much Madde!! And Tove you will get your shoes back I promise even though love them " I smiled and said " I love them to so take care of them " She gave me a hug and I said " And take it easy tonight and have fun " She said " I will. Madde said " And we wants to know everything about this party tomorrow " She smiled and said " I promsie every little detail " Then she gave us another hug and she left. I have to say when nicky and Zara finds out how she looked like they won't be happy..

Then Johan said that it was dinner so we walked downstairs and sat down and started to eat and My asked where Johanna was and mum said ” I don’t know honey, but maybe she will show up soon” My nodded and continued eating and we talked and laughed and had a great time. Jensen had a hard time keeping his hands of me, his hand was stroking my thigh higher and higher and I just looked at him and smiled and then I looked at Madde who was holding Jareds hand all dinner and they looked so cute :)
Then some one walked throw the front door and Johanna showed up in the doorway and
she wasn’t alone, she had three really sexy men behind her and they where maybe 28 or something. Mum just looked angry at her and Madde smiled and let go of Jareds hand and smiled and walked up to them and Madde of course started to flirt with those sexy lads and they were of course flirting back and Madde said to Johanna “ They are hot” She smiled and said “ I know, do you want to join us? I don’t think the guys would mine, right guys? “ All three of them said “ We would love to have you there. “ Madde smiled and touched one guys abs outside of his shirt and then she smiled even more and Johanna said “ Shall we go upstairs? “ the guys smiled and Madde nooded and then Jared said “ You are not going anywhere!” Madde looked at him and said “ Please? You can join us if you like?” Madde gave him a smile but Jared said “ NEVER! And you are not going either!” Madde said angry “ You are so mean sometimes” He said “ I don’t care” Then Madde turned to the guys again and smiled and then My walked over to Johanna and the guys and Madde and said “ Who are you? And what are you guys doing here? How old are you? “ They laughed and one of the guys said “ We are friends of Johanna, and we are about 27 and we are just going to hang out with Johanna. “ My looked at Johanna and said “ When did you learn to know them? “ Johanna said “ eh.. a while ago.. “ My said “ Do you even know them? What’s there names? “ Johanna said “ Of course I do there are my friends. The names… Lennart , Eddie.. and.. Jonas “ Krisen just stared at her and we just laughed and My said “ Can’t I hang out with you guys? “ Johanna said “ No sorry kiddo.. “ My said “ Why not? “ Johanna said “ Because we are going to talk… about things you shouldn’t know.. “ My said “ But I want to hang out with you guys!” I walked over there and picked My up and said “ You can hangout with me and Jensen if you like and watch some movies and eat popcorn, and ice cream, what do you say? “ My said “ Yay!” I smiled and Johanna said “ Thanks!” I laughed and then Sara and Zara walked throw the front door and both of them just stared at the guys and smiled. One guy walked over to Zara and started to flirt and Zara flirt back a little and Sara started to flirt a little with another guy and then Maddes face changed from flirty to hard as stone and she looked at Zara and said “ Remember Nicky” Zara said “ Yes I do, so?” Madde said “ Stop flirting” Zara said “ You was flirting more then me, and Jared is sitting right behind you” Madde just looked angry with her and then My looked at Zara and said “ Are you together with Nicky? “ Zara looked at her and smiled and said “ We are not really together, I don’t know what we are it’s complicated” My said “ Don’t you want him as your boyfriend? “ Zara said “ Yes I do someday. “ My smiled and Madde looked furious and looked at My and said “ My shut up!” My looked so sad and she said “ What?I was just asking if they where a couple yet? Because Nicky seems to love her.. “ Madde yelled “ You are such an idiot! You can’t do anything!! Nicole are so much better then you, I lover her so much more!!” I looked at Madde and said angry” Madde!! My is your sister!” Madde said angry “ No she isn’t!! I rather have Nicole as my little sister then her!!” My was crying her eyes out in my arms and then she yelled” I hate you!! I will never forgive you!! You are not my sister and you never will be!!” Then she throw her arms around me and cried against my shoulder and I looked at Madde and said angry “ What the hell Madde?!! She is 5, remember that she will take what you just said seriously because all 5 years old do that especially since she look up to you, you should be happy if she ever forgives you!! And you have been in Mys life everyday since she got born so you should love her more as your won sister otherwise it’s something wrong with you!” Madde said “ Shut up bitch!!” Then Nicky and Niklas walked throw the front door and Madde just ran upstairs and her door closed with a big load slam. Niklas and Nicky looked confused and Zara said “ I think it’s me that she is angry with.. “ All of us sat down and Johanna and the guys walked upstairs and My sat down in Jensens lap crying and I said “ I will go and talked to her! And see what her problem is” I walked upstairs and I opened her door and I said ”What’s wrong with you? How are you angry with?” Madde said “ Got out of here!” I said “ Is it Zara? Are you jealous? “ Madde said “ Leave me alone! What don’t you understand by that?!” I said “ Is it because she was flirting with that guy? And that with Markus and that she hurt Nicky a little?” She didn’t say anything so I said ” Don’t you trust Nicky?” Madde said angry “ Of course I do!” I said “ Well then why don’t you trust him that he is making the judgment about Zara? Because now it seems like you don’t trust him either. He have been together with Zara for like 13 years and all couples fight and hurt each other that’s life, you have hurt Jared under your three years then Zara have hurt Nicky under 13 years. So come on, stop being so damn jealous because you are hurting Jared right now! Or just at least stop showing it show us now what a good actor you say you are. And btw way Nicky have hurt Zara so much more then she have even hurt him. “ Then the door opened up and Zara walked throw the door and looked at Madde on the bed and said “ Is it me that you are angry with?” Madde just said “ Leave me alone!” Zara said “ Yell at me tell me what’s wrong!” Madde said “ No! Go!” Zara said “ What did I do?!” Madde stared at her furious and said “ You hurt Nicky!!” Zara said “ when did I hurt Nicky?! “ Madde said “ When you where flirting with that guy and with Markus!” Zara said “ You hurt Jared more then I hurt Nicky and Markus fine I hurt him but he have hurt me so much more! And he is over that now with Markus. “ Madde said “ If you hurt him I will fucking kill you!” Zara said “ First of all I’m not scared of you, second of all I thought we were friends, third of all all couples fight. “ Madde said “ We was friends intill you hurt him idiot!!” I said “ Madde calm down!” She just said “ Leave me alone!!” I looked at Zara and we sing and walked downstairs.

We told everyone what she was angry about and about Zara flirting with that guy and
Nicky said “ Even I have to say she is overreacting a little. I mean even though Zara have hurt me I have hurt her more. Right now even I think Madde is ridiculous, Madde have no right to be angry with Zara she haven’t done anything. And I know Zara in and out and she knows me too at the same way and I know if we where in a real relationship right now she would never hurt me. I mean we have been fighting but that is natural and our fights have never been about other men and women intill this year. I trust Zara and she should too, you two where friends and I love that. I mean I’m the bad guy in all this drama. Like I said she has nothing to be pissed out about and especially not at Zara” I said “ I know but it’s Madde.. “ Zara said “ I haven’t done anything! “ Nicky said “ I know.. I will talk to her. Even though I love her she can’t treat you like this because I also love you. “ Zara said “ Thanks” Nicky smiled a little and then he said “ I think I will go and talk to her” We nodded and he walked upstairs. Sara said “ I would like a word with miss karlsson too!” Zara said “ Calm down Sara” Sara just looked just as angry as Madde almost. I looked at Jared and he looked hurt and sad so I walked over to him and put my arms around him and hugged him and said “ I’m sorry. “ he hugged me back and said “ So am I” I said “ will you be okay? “ He said “ Yeah I’m fine. “ I kissed his cheek and said “ Good, tell me if you want to talk. “ I let go of him and he nodded and said “ Thanks “ I Smiled and walked back to my set next to Jensen and he kissed my cheek. Krisen said “ I can’t believe she is acting like that.. “ She shooked her head and Zara said “ me neither..and especially not what she said to My. “ My was still crying in Jensens arms and he stroke her hair and they where so cute and Jensen said ” My do you want to go and watch a movie with me and Tove? “ She shooked her head and cried “ No I want to sit her with you “ He kissed her hair and said “ okay, then we do that” I dried a few of Mys tears away and then I gave Jensen a kiss, then Nicky walked into the kitchen agaian and I said “ So how did it go?” Nicky shocked his head and said “ Not good, she barely said anything to me “ I said ” That is weird since it’s you” He nodded and said to Zara ” How are you doing? I know you hate fighting “ Zara said “ Yes I do.. and I’m okay I just had a rough week, with Anton and all that and now this.. “ Nicky walked over to her and pulled her up from the chair and hugged her and kissed her cheek and they looked so cute. When they let go Nicky said “ Everything will be okay honey” She nodded and they sat down and Sara said “ I won’t to talk to Madde” Zara said “ No your not, that will just make it worse, I know what kind of temper you have and Madde so that won’t be a good idea. And I don’t want thing to go back to all off us fighting again, I miss haning out with Madde as we did those two weeks when we where a couple, we got so close then we talked about everything even Nicky and I wish she could do the same to me know since we said that no guy would ever break our friendship.. “ I said “ Madde will calm down someday I promise and I will talk to her because she is really childish right now” Zara nodded and Jensen stroke my cheek and I looked at My and she had cried herself to sleep in Jensens arms, I looked at Jensen and he smiled and kissed my cheek. Then we sat there talking and eating and we had a pretty good time. Krisen looked at Zara and said “ So where are the kids? “ Zara said “ Well David is sleeping over at his friends house after there Halloween party, Kimberly is on a Halloween party on her school and then she also was going to sleep over at a friend I think, and Emma is on some party that I praying to god that she will take it easy and not drink too much.. and she is also sleeping at a friend house” Johanna smiled and said “ So you two have the house to yourself so what are you doing here then? You should be at home in bed all night “ Zara said “ You know that me and Nicky isn’t a couple anymore right? “ Johanna said “ yeah right, sorry forgot “ Zara said “ It’s okay, I also forget sometimes. “ Nicky looked at her and said “ So do I” Zara smiled and so did Nicky and then he said all the sudden “ What did you mean by Emma not drinking to much, she isn’t suppose to drink at all she is 15!” Zara said “ I know, but Nicky Byrne do you know our daughter or my daughter or whatever, of course she is drinking… “ Nicky said “ I think I’m going to giver her a call and see how drunk she all reday.. “ Zara said “ Do it” Nicky dialed the number and he walked out to the hallway to talk and when he came back he said “ She sounded sober, but she got angry with me for calling “ We laughed and Zara said “ Give her a few hours.. “ Nicky said “ She shouldn’t sleep at her friends house I mean if she have ben drinking to much she should come home so we can see that she is all right” Zara said “ Why do you think she is sleeping at a friends house? “ Nicky sign and said “ Of course. “ Zara said “ Have you never been young? “ Mum said “ Zara everyone wasn’t like you when you where 15 or younger” Zara said “ I wasn’t that bad” All of us laughed and mum said “ Say something that I havn’t found you doing?” Zara thought for a while but she didn’t come up with anything, and Tim said “ Have you done everything? “ Zara said “ What do you mean with everything? “ Tim said “ Well, everything, drugs, booze and sex or something “ Zara said “ This is not of your business” Tim said “ Come on, tell us “ Zara sign and said “ Fine, yes I have been taking drugs a few times, sex yeah I probably have done everything there too I think.. okay?” Tim laughed and said “ I remebere that mum often where worried about you but that is about it since I was kind of young “ Mum said “ I have never been so worried about one of my kids before as I have been for Zara for so many years. “ Zara laughed and walked over to her and hugged her and said “ I’m fine, but thanks for being there for me otherwise I would be alive right now. “ Mum smiled and then Nicky said “ Should we go home? “ Zara nodded and nicky said “ Good, maybe drink a bottle wine and some movies? “ Zara smiled and said “ Sounds good” Nicky looked at me and said “ Can you tell Madde that she can call if she wants to talk, but that I still stands by that I think she is overreacting. “ I nooded and he said “ Thanks “ They said goodbye and left.

I looked at Jensen after we all had been sitting at the dinner all night long talking and fighting a little and said " Should we go upstairs? " He smiled and said " Yeah that sounds great, I just have to put My in her bed " I nooded and kissed him and we said good night to the rest of the family and Jensen carried My upstairs and lied her down in her bed and put the cover on her and she was so cute and so was he, he kissed her forhead and whisperd " Good night, sweeit dreams, Love you My" Hes troke her head one last time then we walked away and into our room. I smiled and said " You are so cute with her" He smiled and said " Well I love her, she is amazing " I smiled and touch his cheek and said " And so are you" He smiled and then he said " Do you think Madde will be in a better mood tomorrow? " I said " Doubt it, I almost think she have to let it out on someone, and I know Zara can handle it so maybe she should yell at her I think that would be good for Madde, even though Zara don't deserve it " Jensen said " Yeah maybe that would be good " I nooded and I got undressed and so did he and we crawled down into bed and he tured on the tv and I picked up my book and started to read and after 20 minuts I had
finshed it and Jensen looked at me and said " Are you all reday done with that book?! You staretd to read it yesterday! And it's like 700 pages!" I laughed because his face looked so cute and I said " Well it was good, and I love reading " He smile and said " I know, my own little geek " I laughed a little and said " Shut up" He smiled and said " make me" I smiled and crawled clsoer to him and pressed my lips against his and started to kiss him. When our lips parted he smiled and said " I love the ways you make me shut up " I smiled and said " So do I. " I picked up my comtuter to blogg and here I'm and he is watching some sport thing on Tv, boring! But now I'm going wrappe this up and go to bed with my amazing man that I love the most :)

So Madde will blogg tomorrow and let's up she is in a better mood..
Well I will see you soon!
Kisses
Tove

2 comments:

  1. Can't you just try and be happy that he wants to marry you? I mean, he is an amazing man and he loves you more then anything and marrige is a beautiful thing.

    hahaha so typical johanna :P
    there you go, he is so happy, try and be happy with him :)
    ahha thy should have asked me to come with insted because I love water, I look amazing in a bikini and there are alot of sexy half naked men there ;)
    haha jensen has figured out how to get his will through :P
    I will kill you if you turn into krisn!!

    HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH that's awesome!!! she isn't like me, she is worse then me!! I would never leave a baby with a peice of glas in her mouth or just leave her like that in the whole house, she should have locked you in a room. :P
    I can't believeyou saw them have sex :P ahhaha that's probobly why you are the way you are :P
    you are beautiful and sexy and you have to understand that. I will ask every guy I see to show you that you are sexy!
    you are such a mummy :P

    She looked gorgeous!! She made one sexy zombie and all the guys will fall for her and hang with her! :D I'm so proud of my creation :P hahaha
    it was really fun to hang out with you two :)

    sexy men sexy men sexy men :P
    it would have been pretty nice to be with them and jared.
    I love the names she picked for the guys :P
    I can't belive her... how could she just stanf there and flirt with him... And I know that i did the same but it's me, zara has never done that before and I'm trying to work on it but it's hard.
    My shouldn't put her nose where it doesn't belong!!! She had no reason to ask that and I thought she liked the thought of me and nicky. maybe I shouldn't have gotten so angry but sometimes she is just soooo annoying and nicole is an angel compared to her!!
    I'm not jealous!!! I'm not going to start and explain here because there aren't enough space to do it...
    why can't you just leave me alone!!!?

    Nicky can just go and screw himself!
    I'll talk to jared... I feel really bad that i hurt him, I can't believe myself but I just couldn't control myself... why did johanna have to come with those guys...
    I don't have to talk to nikcy if i don't want to just because it's him...
    I want to be her friend too but I can't stand by and watch her hurt nicky, I can't and I won't.
    Okay... I can't believe nicky is so naiv to think that emma doesn't drink.. he is a strange man
    that question, ask if nickys ever been young, was a very stupid question. He had to grow up fast because he played fotball for leeds and after that he was in westlife when he was 18...

    I won't yell at her... but I will tell he rhow I feel. She of anyone should understand where I'm coming from. She feels the same way as I do for the man... or does she.
    you are such a bookworm.

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  2. No sorry I can't, I wish I could but no.
    No marrage is a horrible thing even though I also love him more then anything but still..

    hahahah yeah I know :P
    was it a suprise that he was happy? he can be as happy as he want but I still won't be.
    Yeah they should :P Madde you look good in everything :P
    Oh yeah really do :P haha
    I won't be like her I promise and if I do then yeah kill me!!

    Yeah did think a person could be worst then you but apprently she can :P haha I can't either belive it and that she got me drunk, I can just imadgen how angry mum must have been :P ahhaha Iwatched them having sex, that's horrible!!!!!!!
    Do that if you like but it won't help.
    No I'm not, shut up!

    Yeah she really diid the big qustion is what her parents will think :P haha
    the guy smust have been wild but she promised us she would tell us everything tomorrow :P
    Yeah I lked it too :)

    Oh yeah, we like :P hahah
    I thought you didn't like that? ;P
    yeah they where intersting pick of names I hav e to say :P haha
    you where worse then Zara,and I know she have never done it before but they are not a couple now and I think she is showing Nicky that he can't just take her for granted all the time. you ahev no right to be angry with her and if it husrt Nicky then it's a problem between him and her.
    Madde she is 5!!! I think she like the thought of you and Jared more. and Nicole is an angle because you don't see her as much I bet she have her bad days too, and like you say it's the ones you love that you hurt the most.
    Yes you are jealouse and Zara have barely hurt Nicky so calm down you are ridsioulus!!!!
    Because you are angry for something you shoulnd't even be angry about, Nicky didn't even care that she was flirting!!

    come on he just say what he think, remebre that time when I get angry with jensen for being on your side and then you got angry with me, and this is athe same Nicky should have his ownopintion! and I understand that he is on Zaras side now because he ddidn't care that she flirtied and about Markus he is over that now.
    Yeah do that, well she is Johanna.
    okay if you say so.
    good that you want to be her friend, but she haven't done anything, you have hurt Nicky moer and she have and Jared too, so stop beeing so childish!!
    me neither, it's emma dosne't he know her? :P
    Madde she was kidding! Come on.

    yeah do that even though you have nothing to be pissed about! Yes she dose feel the same I promise, but still you hurt the people you love, I mean I love Jensen and I have hurt him the most. And Nicky and Zara are adults and it i sthere realtionshp so keep outof it, you should trust Nikcy if he trust Zara then you should too.
    Yeah I know..

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