Yes I'm engaged... so what?

Hey!
Yes now you all know that I’m engaged… yay… I wasn’t that happy with Madde for yesterday for telling the whole family, since I didn’t want to make it into a big deal, because it isn’t..

Well I woke up this morning from someone taking my hand and kissed it, and his hand let go of my hand and wander down to my belly instead and stroke it and then I yawn and opend my eyes and looked at Jensen and he had a huge smile on his face and he gave me a kiss and I asked why he was so happy, and he smiled and said “ Because this have been the best year of my life, I can’t be happier, I have everything that I won’t or soon I will anyway. Which is you as my wife and that have Dennie in my arms, and soon I have everything. “ I said “ I’m glad you are happy.. “ He said “ You are not? “ I sign and said “ I don’t know what I’m.. “ Jensen smile disappear and he said “ Why aren’t you happy? Don’t you love me? “ I looked at him with big eyes and sat up in the bed and stared at him and said “ How can you even ask me that? Of course I love you don’t you know me at all? I have done the two things this year that I knew that I never would do things I would rather died for then do! Which is getting pregnant and decided to keep the baby and get engaged again, and now I have done both and the only reason I decide to go throw with this is because of one person which is you! I would never have done this otherwise, so how the hell can you ask me if I love you?!” He pulled me back down next to him in bed and looked me into my eyes and said “ I’m sorry, of course you love me that was a really stupid question that I shouldn’t have asked.. but I Just want you too be happy..” I said “ I forgive you.. But do you really feel that I don’t show you that I love you? Because if it is that way then I will do anything to show you that.. honey I’m happy, but not about the engagement.. “ He stroke my cheek and said “ Of course you show me that everyday, I know you love me that was just something that flew out of because I got a little upset. Good that you are happy but.. I wish you would be happy about the engagement too.. “ I said “ You promise me that so you are not just saying that to make me happy? Yeah I know you do.. “ He said “ I promise. “ I smiled and kissed him and said “ Jensen Ackles I love you so much, and I would do anything for you” He smiled and said “ I love you too… wife “ I just stared at him and he started to laugh and I just hit his arm the hardest I could and he said “ EW!” But then he continued laughing and I said angry “ Shut up!” He just continued laughing and I walked up from the bed and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

When I walked out from the bathroom in just my underwear I saw My sitting on the bed talking to Jensen and when My saw me she ran from the bed into my arms and gave me a hug and she said really happy “ Are you two getting married? “ I looked at Jensen and we smiling and I said “ How told you that? “ My said “ First Madde and then Jensen. “ I looked at Jensen again and had a even bigger smile on his face and I said “ Yes we are maybe someday. “ My sat down on the bed and said “ I want you to get married now!” I said “ Yeah… but that is not going to happened. “ My looked at me sad and then Jensen said “ Have you seen Toves ring that I gave her? “ My smiled again and said “ No, I want to see it. “ I sign and said “ It’s in the bathroom on the sink” My ran into the bathroom and Jensen gave me a meaningful look and said “ What is the ring doing on the sink? “ I said “ I didn’t want it to fall off when I showered. “ Jensen laughed and said “ Yeah right. “ Then he said to My “ Take the ring with you and give it to Tove. “ My walked out of the bathroom and she was staring at the ring and couldn’t get her eyes off it and she said “ Wow! I also want a ring like this. “ She gave it too me and I put it on again and Jensen smiled and I said to My “ Maybe someday when you fall in love with the right guy. “ My said “ I don’t want to fall in love with some guy.. I will become a lesbian like Madde. “ I smiled and said “ Yeah well then when you fall in love with a wonderful woman then. “ Then Jensen said “ So why do you hate guys so much? “ My sat down on the bed and said “ Because they are idiots and they are mean and I hate them . “ Jensen said “ But I’m a guy, don’t you like me? “ My said “ You doesn’t count because you are nice and I love you and you are the only guy on earth that isn’t a idiot. And I can’t get together with you because you are old. “ Both me and Jensen started to laugh especially me and Jensen said “ Thank you My for calling me old. “ My giggled and said “ Well you are old” I laughed and said “ That’s right My he is old. “ Jensen looked at me and then at me and laughed and My said “ Yeah soon you will have grey hair and wrinkles all over your face, I can see that you all ready have a few in your forehead “ I laughed and so did Jensen and My, Jensen grabbed Mys arm and pulled her closer to him and started to tickle her and she was laughing like crazy and Jensen laughed and said “ I’m not old your little monster!” My almost laughed and screamed at the same time and she said laughing “ Yes you are, grandpa!” I laughed at them and looked at them and they were so cute together as they always are then I put a hand on my belly and thought that things maybe would work out for best anyway with this baby and that Dennie wasn’t that bad and that was the first time I ever thought something really positive about this pregnancy which was a kind of weird feeling but at the same time kind of good.
Then I woke up from my day dreaming of My laughing and screaming that she wanted him to stop and Jensen laughed and said “ Only if you say that I’m not old. “ My laughed and said “ You are not old you are young” Jensen stopped tickling her and he gave her a kiss on her cheek and she got up from the bed and walked towards me and gave my belly a kiss and I smiled because she are so cute, and then she ran towards the door and open it and before she walked out throw it she smiled and looked at Jensen and said “ See you later old man” Then she closed the door behind her and left. I laughed and so did Jensen and I walked towards the closet to get dressed but Jensen asked me to come over to the bed instead so I did. I sat down next to him and ran my finger throw his hair then I stopped and pulled a straw off and he said “ Aw! What was that?” I smiled and said “ It was a grey hair I though you didn’t want to keep it. " He said " Ha-ha really funny " I laughed and said " Yeah it was funny" Jensen smiled and said " I know what we can do that is funny " He started to stroke my thigh and I smiled and said " No not now. " He looked at me weird and put his hand on my forehead and said " No you don't have a fever.. but something wrong it hav eto be " I laughted and said " It's just that I feel a little nauseous and then I don't really feel super sexy. " He looked at me from top to toe and said " I can tell you that you are super sexy! I laughed and kissed him and he laughed and said " Admit that you don't want to have sex with me because I'm an old man like My said " I laughed and said " Yeah that is excatlly the reason why. " He laughed and said " Well bad for you then, because even though I might be old I still know how to use it and satisfy my women. " I laughed and said " How many women do you have ? Should I be jealous? " Jensen laughed and said " Maybe a hundred or something, and honey you are always jealous. " I laughed and said " If you have hundred then I really should be jealous. " He laughed and kissed me and said " Yeah so you are luck that I only have one woman in my life. " I said " Do I know her? So I can kick her ass for stealing the sexiest and most amzing man on earth " Jensen said " I think you do know her. She has the most perfect body in the world, her smile is like the sun and gets me all warm, her eyes are blue as teh ocean, and she has the cutest little nose that I just want to kiss, and those lips are so soft to kiss, and her hair are so beautiful and red like the most beautiful ruby, and her heart is made of pour gold and she is the most wonderful person I have ever meet. " I smiled and he kissed me and I said " I sadly have to say that I don't know her, because a woman that beautiful and amazing as you decribe her I don't know a woman like that or no one with red hair anyway. " Jensen smiled and said " Yes you do, I'm looking on her right now. " I smiled and said " What? Is it another woman in this room behind me? " Jensen laughed a little and then said " No you are the only woman in here, and I'm looking at you " I smiled and kissed him and said " You are amazing!" He smiled and kissed my nose and then we lied there for a while without saying anything.

After 30 minuts Jensen strok my cheek and I said " Have you talk to your parents since you told them about you and Madde? " Jensen shooked his head and I said " Maybe you should call them and tell them the bad news. " Jensen looked at me confused and asked what the bad news was, and I laughed and said " That we are engaged silly " He laughed and said " You mean the good news " I said " No the bad news " He laughed and kissed me and then he said " I thought you didn't want me to tell anyone. " I said " Yeah that's true I don't but since my whole family know it would be unfair not to tell them. " Jensen said " That's true.. but maybe they don't want to speak with me.. " I grabbed his hand and said " Of course they do don't worry. " Jensen took a deep breath and pickedup his phone and dialed there numbere and he put on speakerphone and put the phone on the bed and after a few signals Donna answerd and she ha dto say hello two times and Jensen didn't say anything so I sign and said " Hello Donna! " I could hear that she got happy and she said " Is it Tove? " I said happy " Yes it is, so how are things? " She said " Everything are just great! In sweden then? " I said " Everything is great, it was a long time ago since we heard from you " Donna said " I know something withe the phone has been weird I have tried to call you guys but I couldn't a voice came up and said something.. and I know that mine and Jensen last converstion didn't end that well and I hope he understands that I don't hate him and that is not reasone why I haven't called that is because of this phones. " I looked at Jensen and I said to Donna " That was not good, but your son is sitting right here we have on speakerphone. " Donna said " Jensen are you there? Honey I'm so sorry for my reaction, I love you " I looked at Jensen and he sign and said " I'm here, you have all right to react like that so I don't blame you.." Donna said " I'm still do sorry, but things are good between you guys now? " Jensen smiled and kissed my cheek and said " Yes everything is wonderful. " I smiled and Donna said happy " That is great! So how are my grandchild doing then ? " I said " Yeah right we haven't told you guys. " Jensen said to Donna " Go and get dad and put on teh speakerphones you too. " Donna sais she would and after a minut Alans voice said happy " Hello guys!" Jensen smiled and said " Hey dad!" I said " Hello Mr. Ackles... oh sorry I mean Alan " He laughed and said " You are learning " I laughed and said " Yeah apprently. " Then Donna said " What haven't you guys told us? " Jensen looked at me and said " You tell them. " I smiled and he gave me a few kisses and Alan laughted and said " Guys stop kissing and tell us, I can hear you " Me and Jensen started to laugh and he ran his hand over his face and grabbed his lip softly like he use to do sometime and which is super hot!! When I had stopped laughing I smiled and said " Fine no kissing then. Well about our baby and yout grandchild we know the sex and we have decided on a name. " I stopped and looked at Jensen who had his hand on my belly and Donna said happy " Tell us stop draging put on it, we are curious here. " I laughted and said " Fine. We are going to have a baby girl and she will be called Dennie Madde Ackles" I could almost see how they where smiling thro wthe phone and Donna said so happy " That is so beautiful! And Madde must be so happy" I said " I'm glad you think so! And yes she is " Alan said happy " A girl? I will spoiled her so much" Jensen laughed and said " Yeah but not to much dad. " Alan said happy " Hopefully not. So she got the last name Ackles" I smiled and said " Yes she did, I hope you don't miss agree with that " He said " Oh no, I love it. But your baby don't have any name from you, I mean she have Jensen last name and her godmothers firstname but nothing from her mother. " Jensen said " Yeah but she will hopefully have her beauty instead. " I looked at him and smiled and kissed his shoulder and whisperd " I love you " He smiled and said " I love you too " Then Donna said " We want to see how big Tove is now. " I said " What? no.. " Donna said " Please? " I sign and said " Fine! " Jensen said " Let's hang up and go the the computre so we can Skype. " Alan agreed and we hang up and Jensen took my computer and put on Skype and called his parents and we could see them and they looked great. Then Donna smiled and said " Let's see then. " I laughed and Jensen smiled and pulled up my shirt and Donna said " You look beautiful! " Alan said " I agree wonderful, I can abrely wait to see that chap inside of you " I laughted and said " Thanks. " Then Jensen smiled and said " Maybe we shold tell them our next suprise too. " I said " Yeah you do that since you are happy about it and I'm not " He kissed my cheek and said " Mum, dad we are engaged!" Both Donna and Alan looked suprised but really happy and Donna shouted out " Om my god!" Alan said really happy " congratulations!!" Donna smiled and said " Yeah congratulations!! I'm so happy for you guys!! " I couldn't let myself for smileing a little and Alan said " Tove welcome to the family my daughter-in-law" I said " Thanks Alan!" Then donna said " Let me see the ring!!" Jensen garbbed my left hand and showed them the ring and Donna started to cry and said " It's beautiful everything is beautiful! "Alan said " I wish we where there to hug you guys! " Jensen said " So do I! " Alan said " You guys should come and visit us soon " I smiled and said " Yeah we should do that. " Then we talked for a while longer before we hang up. And I gave Jensen a kiss and got dressed and walked over to Jareds room and knocked on the door and he was still in bed but he was awake so I walked over to him and sat down on the bed and asled how he was doing today he smiled and said "I'm fine thank you, what about you wifie? " I just stared at him and said " Shut up!! " He laughed and sat up and gave me a hug and said " Sorry, but you should know that I'm really happy for you guys." I said " Yeah I know.. " Then he said " Dose your husband want to go downstairs? " I hit his arm and said " If you don't shut up, then I don't know what I will do!! And my boyfriend wants to go downstairs. " Jared laughed and got dressed and followed me to our room and he helped Jensen down starirs.

When we walked and rolled in the kitchen Madde was there and Jared was just going to giver a hug but she looked at him and said " I don't have time for that " Then she looked at me and gave me a whole bunch of pappers and the papper which was on top was a schedule what, where and when do to things to the wedding!! I just stared at it and said " Madde I'm not getting married this year!!" Madde sai firm " Yes you are in decamber. " I looked at her and said " no I'm not!!" Madde said " Yes you are!!" I looked at Jensen for help but he just sat there smiling and I said " Which side are you on mine or hers?!!" He said " I'm not on any side, I'm neutral, I'm switzerland. " I just looked at him and so did Madde and she said " Choose a side, Don't you want to get married in december?" Jensen said " Of course I do, I want to gte married to her tomorrow but if she wants to wait a year I do that, I will marrie her when even she wants" Madde just whipser so only she could hear it then Jensen said " What did you say?" Madde sign and said " Pussy!! "Jensen laughed and then Madde looked at me and said " We are going to look at weddigdresses tomorrow morning so I pick you up" I looked at her like she was crazy and said " First of all no we are not! Second of all if we was tgoing I would be driving!" Madde said " Yes we are, I will make you come with me trust me tomorrow morning we will be there. And no your not!" I got so tired of her so I walked up the stairs and I could hear how she was telling Jensen about everything, I lied down on the bed and picked my book up and stared to read.

Maybe you guys want to know how he propose again especially after our fight for a few days ago. Well if you remebre that fight Jensen was pretty disappointed and angry with me and he sleeped in one on the spare rooms. And when he looked at me that night before he left the room was so horrible and I feelt so bad for him. So all night I lied there thinking about it and when I woke up the morning after I meet Jensen in the hallway and he still looked sad and disappointed more then I ever had seen him he barely said hello to me and he wasn't angry anymore then he was sad. I walked down and eat and when I got upstairs Jensen was in our room and I looked at him and when he saw me he tried to smile but it didn't go that well so I walked over to him and looked at him and said " Ask me again. " He tried to act calm like he didn't know what I meant but I could see that he was smiling and he said " Ask about what? the weather? " I smiled and said " Yeah that's excatlly what I'm talking about. " He smiled and he looked so happy and said " Are you sure? " I said " No I'm just saying that so I can hurt you again and say no. " He smiled and said " I love you Tove. But I will not ask you now, it have to be a little more romantice then this. " I said " Jensen please don't make a big deal about this, not a huge date please " He took my hand and said " Okay, just a small date? " I said " fine, but I have a to aks you not to tell anyone please? " He smiled and said " Anything for you honey. " He kissed me and I said " I'm sorry about what I said yesterday " He smiled and said " You are going to make it up to me so don't worry. " I laughed and kissed him.
At the evening I put on a black dress and a pair of pumps and then I got a text message from Jensen where it stood that I should go outside and follow the roses. So I walked outside and saw the first rose and the another and a another and when I had found 9 red roses I was at a beach and I saw Jensen further away at the beach standing on one leg, I smiled and took my shoes off and walked over to him, he gave me a kiss on the cheek and I smiled and he gave me the tenth red rose and 10 roses maybe you all know what that mean if yo don't then I can tell you that it mena while you marrie me. I smiled and recived the last rose and he smiled and said " If I could go down on one knee I would. But since I can't I just do this here and now. " grabed my hand in his and smiled and opend the box with the ring and said " Tove do you want to marry me? " I sign and closed my eyes and when I opend then I looked right into his amazng green eyes and I said " Yes " He had a huge smile on his face and he slowly put the ring on my ringfinger on my left hand I could see that he was so happy, then he gave me the most passionet kiss ever and then all the sudden he could hold his balance so he fell on the blanket he had lied out on the sand and he pulled me down with him and I got on to pof him and we started to laugh and I kissed him and he said " You look beautiful " I smiled and said " Thank you. " He smiled and sat up and pour something up in a glass and gave it to me and he did the same too him, I looked at him and asked what it was, he smiled and said " Taste it " So I did and I laughed and said " Is it raspberry soda? " He smiled and said " Yeah. " I laughed and said " So romantice of you, but you are cute " He laughed and said " I know I'm a really romatice guy. " I smiled and said " But you can drink if you like?" He said " No, it's our baby and it's a little unfair that just you have to drop things that you like and I can just live normal. So I thought I shouldn't drink either." I smiled and said " That is really sweeit...or is it? Is this drinking thing just for tonight or for the next 6 month? " He laughed and said " I don't knw.. but probably not this all 6 month. But if you really want me to not drink then I don't have too " I said " I thought so. Well f course you can drink, but I would apprected it if you didn't do it when it's just me and you " He smiled and said " I promsi I won't" I smiled and kissed his cheek and he said " You have no idea how happy I'm right now" I smiled and said " Yes I do, I can see it in your face. " He kissed me and I said " The ring really are beautiful. " He smiled and said " I'm glad you like it since you are going wear it the rest of your life. " I looked at the ten roses and said " Is this the small date that wouldn't be so romantice? " He laughed and said " Yeah it is" I said " I wounder how your big dates and romatice dates are then. " He smiled and said " You have been on a romantice date too, like the roof at the hospital, the beach and so, I hope you haven't forgott about them. " I smiled and said " No that is not possible to forget " He smiled and said " I though you like when I was romatice? " I smiled and said " I love it, but not really tonight. " He laughed and said " But I didn't make this in to a big deal I have barely talk about it. " I smiled and said " No you didn't and I'm really happy you didn't. " He smiled and grabbed my left hand and looked at my ringfinger and said " You look amazing in it. " I shooked my head and said " How much? " Jensen said " How much what? " I said " How much money for the ring? " He laughed and said " I can't tell you that" I said " Yes you can sínce I said yes I want to know how much I'm worth " He said " Fine I tell you but don't tell Madde or anyone. " I said " Okay I promise, even though I know she will get it out of you " He laughed and said " Yeah probably. " I said " So how much? " He smiled and said " *beep*" Since I have promised I can't tell you guys. I stared at him and said " Are you crazy?!!! " He smiled and said " no I'm not. " I said " So now I have *beep* on my finger!! Great that I'm worth that much.. " Jensen smiled and said " You are worth all money in the whole world and more so *beep* isn't that much for you . " I smiled and kissed him and said " You are an idoit " He smiled said " Yeah but a cute idoit" I laughed and said " Oh yeah really cute. " Then we sat there talking for hours before we went home. So now you know that story.

Well back to today after reading for an hour I walked down stairs and I could still her Madde talking and fixing everything about the wedding. So I walked outside and though I should take a walk but since it was pretty called outside I desided to go over and visit Sara, Zara and Niklas. I knockde on the door and Ida opened and I walked in and I could hear music from the kitchen and I walked in there and Zara was baking and singing. I stopped in the doorway to see if she was going to noticed me but she didn't she just sang and baked and danced, I smiled and walked over to her ipod that was connect to the speakers and turned the volume down. She countinued singing and when the music was gone she tured around and looked at me and she started to laugh and said " Embarassing. " I said " You can sing and that is your work so why it is embarrassing? " She laughed and said " I don't know." I laughted and she said " You are engaged, I'm so happy for you! Let me see the ring!!" She grabbed my left hand and looked at it and smiled and said " WOW!! That is amazing!! I'm so jealous of you!" I said " Yeah it is beautiful. It's nothing to be jealous about. " She smiled and said " Yes it is. You don't seem that happy? " I said " You know how I'm with weddigs and things and I just said yes because of Jensen. " She said " You are stupid do you know that?" I laughed and said " I think Madde agree on that and that woman is driving me CRAZY!! " Zara laughed and said " Why is that? " I said " She have been planing everything in deatils and she gave me a fucking schedule and apprently tomorrow we are going to look at dresses!! And she want us to get married in decmbere and I don't want that!! Crazy!" Zara laughed and said " I understand but it's Madde and she is so happy for you, you should have head her last night when she came over her so was over the moon. But I agree with Madde you should get married in decembere, since I didn't got to get married this year then you will do it" I said " Not you too!!" Then Zara stared to argue with me too and I got tired of it so I said goodbye and left.

When I got home again I lied down in the bed since I was kind of tired this pregnatcy is kill me.. But I had just closed my eyes when my phone rang and I looked at the display and saw that it was Kellan! I hadn't talk to him since this summer, I smiled and said " Hello sexy man!" He laughed and said " Hello to you too, how are you? " I said " That depends which time of the day you ask me. " He laughed and said " Is he or she giveing you a hard time inside of you? " I smiled and said " It's a she thank you very much, and yes she is but it's starting to get a little better. " He said " Okay, dose she have a name? " I said " Dennie" He said happy " That will be great, I bet she will be a monster" I laughed and said " Don't say that" He laughed and I said " So how are you? " He said " I'm good thank you. " I said " Good, I miss you" He said " I miss you too, so how are things with you and Jensen? " I said " They are great... we are acutally engaged, and don't say a word about that " Kellan said " Om my God! Just let me say congratulations!" I said " Thanks. So do you have girlfriend? " He said " No I don't I wish I had " Then the door opend and Jensen rolled in and smiled when he saw me and rolled over to the bed and lied down next to me and whipserd " How are you talking too? " I smiled and whisperd back " Kellan" Jensen nooded and grabed my hand and plaied with my fingers. Then me and Kellan talked for another hour and then we hang up. Jensen said " Did you have feelings for him? " I said " For Kellan? " He nooded and I said " I wans't in love with him, but some kind of feelings had i but they wheren't so strong since I didn't know him that well. " Jensen nooded and said " I'm glad that you can be honest with me. " I smiled and said " Yeah so am I. But I love you know and always will so don't worry " He smiled and said " I know and I love you"
Then mum called that it was dinner so Jared helped Jensen down stairs and we sat down and Madde had her wedding plane book next to her and she started to talk about the wedding and I said " If you don't stop talking about the wedding I will leave " Madde sign and said " Fine!"

When dinner was over I walked upstairs and took a shower and lied down on the bed and Jared and Jensen walke and rolled into our room and Jared said " Do you want to watch a movie with us? " I smiled and said " Sure, if you guys don't want to be alone, since you are each other boyfriends " Jared said " No where not wifie!" I looked at him and said " Shut up!" He said " I shut up if you do!" I said " Fine! So what are we watching? " Jared said " I don't know.. " We walked into one of the movie rooms and lied down, I put my head on Jensen cheast and he strok my bcak and Jared turned on the tv and can you guess what move it was who just started?!
It was Ten inch hero!! Which Jensen is in and he is so cute in that movie!! Jensen said " We are not watching this!" Jared laughed and said " Yes we are!" Jensen tried to take teh remote but Jared walked away with it and put it on the floor far away and since Jensen can go he can't get it, Jensen looked at me and said " Tove can you get it. " I smiled and said " No!" Jensen said " I hate you guys " Me and Jared looked at each other and started to laugh. But I have to say the only bad think in the move is that Danneel is in it and that they kiss at the end!!But I also have to say that Tish who is played by Dannel she is kind of like the brown haired Madde, so that is kind of funny :P haha But that movie are really good and have good story and I love when Priestly is at teh store and going to buy tampongs so funny :P and like i said Jensen is so cute!! If you haven't seen it them do it! I had a hard time keeping my fingers away from him since he looked so cute and sexy on tv!! I stroke his thigh with my hand higher and higher and he looked at me and smiled and I could feel that he got harder and harder inside of his pants, I smiled and then Jared looked at us and asked what we was doing, I laughed and said " Nothing" He said " yeah right.. can't you wait with that intill later " I said " I will try. " Then we countinued watching the movie and when Priestly (Jensen) and Tish kissed at the end Jared looked at me and said " Jealous? " I said " Not at all!" He laughted and I said quit " Bitch!" Jensen said " Tove, don't say that. " I sign and said " Fine sorry " He smiled and kissed my head and when the move had end Jensen said " Should we go Tove to our bed room? " I laughed and said " Yeah why not I can't keep my hands to myself anymore. " I put my hand inside of his shirt and strok his abs and Jared looked at us and said " I'm going now! Before you gusy go all crazy " I laughted and he walked towards the door and before he left I said " Jared do you want me to sleep in your bed tonight? Since I didn't do it last night because of the news and everything. " He said " You don't have to go and have soem fun with Jensen" I could see that he was lieing and wanted me there so I said " I can have fun with Jensen now and I will be over in your room in an hour or so. " He smiled and said " Are you sure?" I said " Yes of course I'm. " He smiled and left.
I looked at Jensen and said " That is okay right? " He smiled and said " Of course I'm glad you to ware friends." I smiled and kissed him and the kissing started to go over hand I undid his jeans and put my hand inside of his boxers and carness his beast genltly, he smiled and said " Are we going to do this here in the movie room? " I said " Why not? " He smiled ans started to kiss me again and play with my tonuge and I took my hand out from his boxers and pulled his shirt over his head and I strok his amazing cheast and abs with my hands and started to kiss his neck and he his hand wander under my shirt and strok my back and unhooked my bra and took it off and throw it on the floor and he started to carness my boob with his hand and it was so good!! I pulled my top off and looked at him and he smiled and I started to kiss his cheast and abs while his hands was on my back and then I kissed his neck again and his hands wander down to my ass and touched it and his hand got inside of my pants and panties and he strok my ass and then my back again. Then his hand strok my boob and played with my nipple and it got all stiff and it tingeld in my whole body and I ran my hand throw his hair and down his ear and neck and shoulder and over his amazing arm and I kissed his cheast and his abs and played with his nipple alittle with my finger tips and then I un button his pants and pulled of his jeans and I touch his beast on teh outside of his boxers and I could feel how it got harder and harder and I stroke the inside of his thigh and then I lied down on top of him and kissed his lips and I pressed gently my thigh to his beast and moved it a little up and down and I could feel that it helped and I smiled and pulled his boxers off and it was all reday up and I smiled and started to use my tounges and lips and it got even stiffer and he started to moan a little and breath faster and heavier.He ran his fingers throw my hair and I started to go faster and he started to moan even more and then he was hard enough and I took it out and started to kiss around his beast and up on his abs and cheast and neck and lips and we just let our tounges touch and play and then I lied down next to him so he carefully could get up on his side and he started to undo my jeans and pulled them off and my panties too and he started to carness me with his hand and fingers and he put a few finger inside of em and staretd to move to get me all worked up which itsn't that hard but it was great!! While he ahd his finger inside of me he started to lick my nipples and that wa so amazing so I got all wet right the way! Then he kissed my stomach and pulled the fingers out and started to lick me down there instead which he is so amazing at and I smiled and moan at the same time. I started to breath faster and heaver and every time I could feel his tounge moving down there I got so worked up and just wanted to come and feel him inside of me!! I was so close and I knew he could her that I buried my may fingers in to the sofa and breath really fast and moan relaly load and he just used his tounge even faster and then I came and it was amazingly good!! He stopped and looked at me and smiled and I smiled back and he lied down and I got on top of him and pressed his beast inside of me and I moan and started to move and he gently grabbed my boob and I strok his cheast and it was so good!! He moan and so did I and I started to move faster and he strok my back and I kissed his neck and then I got of him and started to use my tounge again on his beast and he moan and got even harder I smiled and he got up a little and lead his back agiant the wall and I sat down on top of him again and he helped with his hand and put in me again and I started to move slowly but hard and deep. He smiled and carness my boob and then I started to go faster and I started to moan more and more and so did he, and I could feel that I was close again and I really wanted to come and I started to breath faster again and heavier and Jensen started to use his finger on me down there while I was moving and it was good he touched me right on the right spot and it was so GOOD!!!!!!!!!! I was so close and his fingers started to move faster and so did I and after a few seconds I moan loaudly of pleasure and Jensen smiled and I slowed down a littel to catch my breath and then I started to move faster agaia and in a specially way I know he like and he started to moan more and breath faster and he touched my boob while I strok his neck with with my finger and then I kissed him and then I moved even faster and he got all tence and he moan and it got even warmer inside of me and he came inside of me. I smiled and kissed him and then I got of him and lied down on his sweaty cheast. We lied there for a while then we got dressed and I helped Jensen back into the wheel chair and I thought I should blogg before I go over to Jared and here I'm.

Well now I'm going to wrappe this up and say good night to Jensen and go over to Jared :) I hope you guys have a nice night, I will anyway :)
Good night
Kisses
Tove